Wednesday, February 16, 2005

>_>;
yeah i'll explain my disappearance from myOtaku... ok well anyway on friday i had a really bad headache at school and when i came home i had a fever... and basically i've been sick this entire time so i haven't had time/energy to update. sorry about that ^^;;

the funniest thing happened on friday tho. i came home with a headache, and i used my "ddr-cures-everything-logic" so i played hysteria. i normally get B's on this level, except this time i had A! after i stopped, i felt really sick and i found out that i had a fever of 102.3... o_O;; so i played better with a fever... O_O;; i should have recorded it. one of my friends told me "next time you have a fever call me and i'll watch you ddr!" haha.

Valentine's Day
i guess i should talk about my valentine's day, it seems like everyone is, so why not? well i DID get to spend most of my day online. but instead of being on msn AND aim, i only was on msn for most of the day. the reason? i was hiding from my secret admirer >>;

i knew who he was, but i don't like him in that way. and since i know who he is, he would ask me out, and because of that i didn't want to go online when he was also online because... well i don't know how to turn him down without sounding really mean or whatever xD;; of course i'll probably have to say something when i go to school... >_>; ahahaha i'm so bad with this stuff. XD;

other than that, the day actually went pretty well (besides the fact that my parents wouldn't let me play ddr because i was still sick). my mom took me to borders and i bought some manga~ i was really split on what to buy but i'm happy with my decision ^^ well with that, i'll move on to talk about the manga i bought...

Diabolo
i'm actually afraid to talk about this because i'll probably give out MAJOR spoilers so i'll say as little as possible on this. when i bought it, i wasn't sure what to expect, it being the last volume and all (which also means i only had to pay $30 on the series! ^o^)... anyway by the end of it i was SO~~~~~ depressed. but at least one of my diabolo crushes survived~~ haha. well let's just say, if you don't like sad stories where people die in the end, don't read this manga. but if you're ok with stuff like that, go buy the series because i really enjoyed it (even though at the end it made me sad XD)

Naruto
OMG..... one of my worst anime fears is coming true: NARUTO IS BEING LISCENCED TO VIZ! T^T it's going to be so horrible.... what are they gonna do to sasuke's voice?? and the translations.... *sigh* i better go get those *good* episodes from chris or sohee....... >>;

T-Shirt
The class of '08 is having a tshirt design contest thing, and i designed this. i'm not sure if anyone would wear it or not tho ^^;; haha anyway...

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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

o.o;

sorry for lack of updates...... i'll probably be back tomorrow or the day after

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Thursday, February 10, 2005

...
I'm very sorry to say that Tamm has passed away because she had leukemia. i only got to talk to her once through AIM, but she was a really great person... Please go visit her sister's site...

sorry
yeah... my computer decided that it didn't want to let me on the internet yesterday night, so i couldn't update. sorry about that, minna, especially if i was right in the middle of a conversation with you (you know who you are) m(_ _)m

secret admirer
yesterday i got a note from someone who is my "secret admirer"... *cough cough* just in time for The Cursed Day *ahem* Valentine's Day. -_-;

here's what it said:

I know I like you
This is definitely true
I wanted to ask you out
but I was too shy
too shy to even try
I've never said this before
so I don't know what's in store
All I want to say to you
is aishiteru
What I said is true
I truly love you.

From: Anonymous Your secret admirer

p.s. if you figure out who this is will you go out with me?

*aishiteru = i love you in japanese

The very first thing that came to my mind was "duuuuuude...... guys like... don't like me O___o;" haha so maybe it's a valentine's day prank? heh. people don't seem to think so tho.

Brad knows who it is and he won't tell me. Neither will Jonathan (he knows also)... but what i don't get is, if he wanted to go out with me why not just say who it is? because i'm never going to figure it out. he even typed it so i can't figure it out by handwriting. the only possible hint is that he's got a japanese font on his computer (aishiteru was in katakana) and he knows what aishiteru means. [so this means he is either: fluent in japanese, taking a japanese class, or an anime fan] oh, and brad just recently told me he was in my old cohort (cohort A)... so that narrows it down to around 15 people i guess.

all my friends are so excited... particularly mar mar and julie. haha. it's funny to see them try to guess who it is. julie thinks it's brad, and mar mar says it could be, but we all know it isn't (they just want to see us together i guess). they also said "maybe it's kent!" haha.

my best friend said "reading this, i think the person is sweet to like you but at the same time, this person can be creepy unless finding out who it is. i mean if the poem was like 'as i sat across beneath the open window rushing as the light hit your face' then that would be someone sweet and caring, but, this person, the sweet thing i find is the person is shy, and the aishiteru, those are very nice and sweet things. i think you should find out who it is. it would all be good for you... oh and pray its not a stalker like josh. but anyway valentine's day is coming up, i think this would be a good thing for you, trust me. ^_-"

i just got an im from him, and he said he will let me know who he is this monday *cough* but that means he's telling me on valentine's day. but then he also says "i want you to figure it out who this is" so he gave me some hints:

1. he likes one piece (anime)
2. he was in my old cohort
3. he is not in my new cohort
4. he has japanese on his computer
5. he's not kent (haha. because julie and mar mar were considering that)

ok so obviously it's not kent (#5), or brad (because he told me it wasn't him), or roger (because he doesn't like anime), enrique (because he has a girlfriend), jonathan (because he has a girlfriend)... and i can't think of other people at the moment.

eh, i think i'll give up trying to figure out who it is for now. too much other stuff to think about, like mr. william's sailboat project XD;

DDR Underground
DDR Underground is going to become an official club! w00+ haha. well if it gets approved it will be. the only problem is that we might need more space. since it will be an official club, we might be getting more members, and since our room is already quite packed, i dont' know how we will handle that. hopefully we'll find a way to get things settled out... hehe.

speaking of ddr underground, for the meeting next friday... i really want to see jordan and joe go against each other. they're both really good... it's fun to watch them. haha. watching people play ddr on heavy level is so interesting. they seem so concentrated and skilled~ i want to be like them one day. maybe in a couple of months XD;

speaking of which, i've got one less song to get an A on before i can start heavy. i finally got an A on afronova (after countless attempts... i think i've lost a pound just from dancing on that ONE song XD)

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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

Dream o_o
since last week i've been having some interesting dreams... o_o; like... the weirdest three being from thursday, friday, and saturday... o_o; i wonder if it means anything?

the first one (thursday) was set at school except there was this earthquake and it got really dark and i couldn't see anything except that my issue of fool's mate was somewhere to the right of kristen and to the left of mike XD; and then i was like "i must get my fool's mate~~~" and i ventured out and when i reached it i got hit in the head, not with something from the earthquake, but because mike hit me with his soda bottle o_O; haha. but then there was this fire and we all um... died. as usual XD;;

on friday i had a dream where ryuutarou had a knife... hehe. jrockers and sharp objects are kind of amusing to dream about. especially when they have katanas... but anyway... ryuutarou's knife was so pretty. i couldn't stop staring at it *_* and then he gave me the knife... such a pretty knife *still amazed at how pretty it was* heh. so yeah... at the end i was so fascinated with how pretty the knife was that i ended up killing myself with it. o_o; such a pretty knife........ +_+

on saturday i had this dream that my best friend drove me off a cliff. actually this is a recurring dream, i've been having it for a couple of months really ^^' but anyway, it always starts out that we're going to go to someplace like the arcade. and then my friend suggests that she drives (even tho she's younger than i am XD) and then she starts to drive and my friend kind of turns around and smiles at me, and all of a sudden we're not on the road anymore o_o and then... well yeah, we've driven off a cliff XD

DDR
haha... i think i'm turning into a ddr freak. i'm starting to see arrows... like if i play for a while, i'll go to the bathroom to see if i lost any weight, and then i look in the mirror and i see arrows O_O hahahaha the main difference between me and the typical ddr freak is that i'm not good at heavy yet XD;;

anyway the next ddr underground meeting is this friday, which doesn't give me enough time to get good at heavy o_o i guess jordan will have to play on standard for me... but i should just let him play on heavy and beat me by (insert # here) points... haha. i'm sure standard is pretty boring for him by now.

mike has been asking me to play for so long now, but i hope he doesn't this time... i'll just bring some onigiri and say "wait i have to eat first" haha.

well the c- *ahem* valentine's day (see, alex, i'm not saying it anymore xD) will give me lots of time to practice, and maybe i can get better for the next ddr underground meeting, whenever that may be... hehe.

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Monday, February 7, 2005

Plans for the Cursed Day
Because there's really nothing to do that day, i think i'll spend all day online, especially since i get to miss school on that day! x] anyone want to spend the day with me? i use msn and aim... *points to the contact info to the left* (email = msn messenger address)

if everyone decides that they don't want to talk to me, i have alternate plans... just in case... hehe. i can play ddr x3 i'll probably lose weight doing so, well anyway a lot more than i will sitting in front of the computer screen. besides, i need to get those grades for ddr... a valentine's gift to myself xD

if all else fails i can spend the day looking at pictures of jrockers and gothic lolita models (*cough*riku*cough*) x3 i really want to go get a glb now.... haha. until then i have my issues of shoxx and fool's mate... not to mention the cd-r full of pictures i have... heh. i'm sure my parents will be thrilled -_-;

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Sunday, February 6, 2005

Cursed Day...
Ohhh yeah, i forgot to mention the *other* reason i don't like valentine's day. *cough cough* well if you remember from a while back, my friends were trying to get me to go out with this guy who i don't like, because they thought we were "good for each other". and until now, they have kind of forgotten about it... but now that it's valentine's day, they won't leave me alone about it x_X; so besides the fact that valentine's day is only for those who have boyfriends (or in a guy's case, those who have girlfriends) and for those who make money selling gifts, now everyone wants me to go out with some guy i don't even like? x_X;

Not that i want to go out with ANYONE (although if rai were a real person i woud definitely reconsider... haha). Well anyway, I don't have the time or the money to go out with someone. Not to mention i don't WANT to go out with someone. AND that nobody in their right mind would go out with me. and i'm saying that for their own safety (>_>;;) and happiness. haha. j/k. i don't really think i'm all that dangerous... lol.

DDR
As I mentioned before, I'm trying to get all A grades on standard before i move on to heavy level... it looks like i have a long way to go... here are the songs i still need to get A on:

Afronova (B)
AM-3P AM east mix (it's a challenge mode one, so i have E)
Celebrate Nite EuroTrance Styel (also challenge mode, E)
Do It Right 80's electro mix (challenge mode, E)
Drifting Away (B)
Feeling of Love (B)
Groove (B)
Heaven (B)
I Feel... (B)
I Was the One (B)
In the Navy (B)
Kind Lady Interlude (challenge mode, E)
Long Train Runnin' (B)
Maxx Unlimited (E)
Paranoia KCET clean mix (D ^^;)
Rain of Sorrow (B)
Silent Hill 3rd Christmas Mix (challenge mode, E)
So Deep Perfect Sphere Remix (B)
SP Trip Machine Jungle Mix (D ^^;)
Still in My Heart (B)
Super Star From Nonstop Mega Mix (challenge mode, E)
Tsugaru (C)
Vanity Angel (C)
Xenon (E ^^;)

wow... i have a long way to go XD; but considering it's of 69 songs, i guess it's an alright amount... A lot of the ones i have B on... if i had just gotten ONE more step correct, it would have been an A... haha.

Rubiks Cube
i practiced a lot today... My times are starting to improve... but Jordan is improving too and i don't think i can race against him anymore lol. I wonder how fast kent solves it by now... probably like 30 seconds, ne? XD; anyway, i broke my record today. i solved it in 1 minute and 57 seconds. my goal is to get an average time of 1 minute and 30 seconds. Currently my average time is around 2 minutes and 10 seconds. hehe

DWI
DWI = Dance With Intensity
Consider it DDR for the computer. and the best part?
you can dance to jrock. ^_^ a lot of pyscho le cemu dwi files out there... i wish i had a faster modem so i could get more songs lol. that and one of those cables that you connect to your dance pad so that you can connect it to your computer. that way i won't have to use my keyboard to play.... although maybe i can make my fingers slimmer *hopes* XD; jk.

my current songlist:

BREAK DOWN! (long version)
Be For U
BPM: 190.00

SINGLE: 3 / 6 / 9 / -

DIVE S-10 Oni
Be For U
BPM: 155.00
SINGLE: - / - / - / 9
DOUBLE: 4 / 6 / 7 / -

Ignited
T.M. Revolution
BPM: 158.00
SINGLE: - / - / 9 / -

ONE DAY
Psycho le Cemu
BPM: 134.00
SINGLE: 5 / 6 / 9 / -

PRISM
Psycho le Cemu
BPM: 143.00
SINGLE: 3 / 5 / 8 / -

Silent Omen Nocturnal Opera
Moi Dix Moi
BPM: 150.00
SINGLE: - / - / 4 / -

Winter Again By Haku
Glay
BPM: 114.00
SINGLE: 1 / 1 / 1 / 1

Yume Kazaguruma
Psycho le Cemu
BPM: 145.00
SINGLE: 4 / 6 / 9 / -

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Saturday, February 5, 2005

o___o
Lack of normal updates... sorry, minna. i don't know why i haven't... stress maybe? or maybe not. i have no idea actually. but anyway sorry... x_x;

"The Cursed Day"
Apparently, a lot of you thought that the cursed day meant Monday. And although the "cursed" day happens to be on a Monday, what i really meant was Valentine's Day. No offense to anyone, i just kind of hate it. it's not like i really want a boyfriend or anything, i just don't like that day... x_X having a boyfriend is overrated anyway. I mean... it takes up your time (and probably money) and i don't really see the point in any of it. Yeah, like I said, no offense to anyone who loves Valentine's Day or anything. i just don't like it. xD;

Gaia
I think i've FINALLY finished decorating my avatar... for now. She looks quite lolita-ish, although i wish i could give her a little bow or something for her shirt. hehe. i'll take a screenshot for you soon. and later on i'll take a screenshot of what i WISH my avatar could look like (if i had the gold to buy the clothes)

POLL
GACKT or KLAHA?

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Friday, February 4, 2005

the cursed day is coming quickly.... who has plans?

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w00t! i'm starting to understand more japanese and such in songs.... but i think jrock is teaching me more japanese than my japanese teacher x-X;; even tho i memorize the lyrics, eventually you get to know the grammar and vocabulary...

ex. "kimi ga waratte miteru"
(from "yuki ni uzumorete / boku wa shinda furi / kimi ga waratte miteru")
KIMI means "you"
GA is a particle
WARATTE is a form of the verb that means "to laugh"
MITERU means "to look"

so.... "kimi ga waratte miteru" means "you watch, laughing". (well that's the more poetic way of saying it lol)

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Thursday, February 3, 2005

sorry for the lack of activity here. i'll be back as soon as i can, and for all those people who signed my guestbook, i'll visit you asap

4 things i really need right now:
1. to know if he hates me or not
2. time
3. sleep
4. instant ramen

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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

w00+ i just bought the black class shirt i've been questing for! now to go look for some shoes... hehe

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