Friday, January 7, 2005

o_O;;....
So today i went back to my middle school to visit one of my favorite teachers (even tho i wasn't in her class ^^; hehe.) Anyway... at first i thought she wasn't there because she wasn't in her room so i decided to go see if my social studies teacher was there, and she wasn't. then i saw this guy from last year who liked me (but i don't like him). so i was like "hey salt (my nickname for my little sis) let's go b/c i don't think she's here" and she, not knowing any better, was like "No, she's right in there, *insert my name here*!".... O_O; then that guy (whose name is josh, so i don't have to keep saying that guy) said "ohhhh so you're here!" as if it was something special (but really it wasn't). and then i informed him that i was there to see that one teacher, and he was like "i'll come too"... XD; so i went over to her room and we talked and i showed her my magazines and my drawings and we debated on who was a girl and who wasn't (lol) so that was kind of fun...

after she had to go, josh was like "so since you're on break could you come over to my house sometime?"

Attempt 1 me: "but you're not on break"; him: "after school is out. or on the weekend."
Attempt 2 me: "i have church."; salt: "church doesn't last all day!"; me: "-_-#"; him: "she's right."
Attempt 3 me: "i have to do my science fair."; salt" "but you're done with that!"; me: "uhhh no i'm not >_>;" him: "you won't take that long will you?"
Attempt 4 me: "maybe. but if i don't i have to practice ddr so i can play in ddr club without making a fool of myself" (that's true, you know..); him: "i have ddr on my computer."; me: "o_O; but mine's a playstation."; him: "so?"; me: "different version, ne."; him: "so?"

and then my mom came to pick me up but what i didn't know was that my sister had given him my phone number! O_O; i'm kind of mad at her for that but she didn't know any better... so i guess it's ok but not. because when we got home, my mom said... "hey there's a message on here!" and it turns out that he had called my house! i was like "wth?!" and my mom asked me "is this the guy from graduation who liked you" O_o;;;; (because after grad, he talked to me and after my mom said "i think he liked you... he was turning really red when he talked to you" XP) i said yes... and she said "well you should at least call him back or something..." x_X;; so now i have to call him?! that's stupid. but i guess i have to. *sigh* when i told my best friend about it (she wants to know what happenes because he bothered me all of 8th grade xD) she said...

"OMG. say NO. to drugs! and him!" eh, o well. hopefully he'll forget about me.

Dream
yeah i had more strange ones. well strange to everyone else. for me... well by now it's normal to me. i had like... 2.

first: ororon was there! O_O hehe. i was like "hey ororon where did mitsume go??" (because i'm obsessed) and ororon didn't really notice me. then he held his black flame in his hand, came up so his face was really close to mine and whispered "once upon a time there was a devil..." (uhh read the series to understand what i mean, or my away message.) then both me and him were engulfed in the flame and he came closer and said "...so he killed them all..." and after a few minutes... he kissed me (O////O) and then he said "...the end" and we both died. hehe.

second: i was at this anime convention.. except instead of cosplayers they were all jrockers! o_O;;; and then i saw some people who weren't actually jrockers but in the dream they were! hmmm some people from myO who were in there...

destinyssweetman: tadashi from pura
demonmessiah: isshi from kagrra,
animeblue girl: mana from moi dix mois (ex malice mizer) O_O;;;
enin: yukihiro from laruku (O_O)

hehe. then one of them came up to me (i looked like riku in the ma/mam outfit!! ^^V) and told me "people like you don't deserve to live"

this kind of struck me as odd, because it's the third time someone has told me that in a dream. (one a few months ago, one a few days ago, and one now) so i came up with all the possible reasons i could be dreaming this. some of them are kind of crazy so yeah... >> i don't think any of these are true.

1. my brain wants me to get more sleep.
2. my subconscious mind wants me to kill myself but my conscious mind doesn't so my subconscious mind is trying to convince my conscious mind to do so.
3. i am really insecure and i think people think this about myself.
4. ??? i ran out of ideas

DDR
o____o; today i played ddr again... and again... and again... hehe. and after that, i got an A on Break Down (standard level)! hehe. and now i can consistently get A's and B's on that level! ^_^ hehe. well i tried other standards and i failed some of them... >_>;; but other ones were ok too... i have to get good enough so that i won't feel bad ddr-ing in front of the ddr club... hehe.

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Thursday, January 6, 2005

DDR
O_o;;; i played all morning... from 6:30 until around 7:30... then from around 9:30 untiil maybe 12:00... then 12:30 to 2:10... O_o;;; so today, nearly 5 hours (i'm sure it will reach that later on tonight ^^;) i'm so tired.... *dies*

haha. but really, my feet are sore from being on that pad all day (it's not metal so i can't wear shoes xD) i think i lost some weight... hehe. ^.^V and i finally tried standard... i got a B ^^ i've never been happy about a B before but... this one made me really happy ^_^ (i was playing break down, i dunno how hard that one is in comparison to the others so... hehe)

hmmm a little advice: don't dance on an empty stomach... i didn't have breakfast and by around 10 i had a really bad stomach ache x-X;;;;; hahaha... dancing right after you eat isn't very good either... >>

the game is addicting... even when my legs were practically gonna fall off i was like "no...i have to get an A on this level!" and of course i never did, so i played until my legs died... o_O; they did kind of die tho... after about 10 games of break down in a row, my legs like... wouldn't move... x_X;; haha but i managed to get to the computer hehe.

Manga
I'm kind of excited but impatient because i want to read the final volume of diabolo... wahhh rai~~~~~~ XD you'll have to read it to figure out what i'm talking about, haha... it comes out february 8...

Other manga i want to read (or finish): Cross, Petshop of Horrors, Saiyuki, I'll, Guilt na zan, Yakumo Tatsu, Doll, Wallflower

Guilt na zan
yeah... i should have included this in manga but o well... i've managed to figure out from reading what i can and looking at the pictures that there's a girl named "giru-na" (i think it means guilt-na) and she was "reborn" or actually revived by a guy named kyouji... giru-na meets a girl called tonae.... and that's as far as i could guess... ^^; other characters include "girunazan" (guilt-na-zan), shizuka, kyouichi, vincent, and some other guy who is listed as "????"...

eh, at least the art is good. i think i'm gonna ask some senior to explain it to me and then maybe i can explain the plot a little better ^^' they have funny omakes, even if i can't understand them... >>

Pura
wow i haven't talked about them in a while, ne? i still don't have a favorite song because i like them all... hehe. but then it's kind of weird... when i listen to them, i am both happy and depressed at the same time. i don't know why... but their lyrics are so sad, and even tho i can't really... understand what he's saying, ryuutarou sounds so sad when he sings them... so i guess that's what makes me depressed. and maybe i'm such a fan of pura that even if they're singing the saddest song in the world i would be happy because i get to hear them? yeah, that's what i'll say for now, until i can think of something else that sounds not so stupid

Dream
Yesterday i had a dream
And although it should not have been
True to life there you were
Under the dim light of a narrow corridor
Dancing with a kitten

no actually my dream had nothing to do with that! haha. (pura lyrics *cough**cough*)

there were two.. or maybe 3 but i don't want to get into the third one... it scared me because it seemed too real... (but there was still a knife!)... i don't know... i woke up really scared and ran to the other room to make sure it wasn't real, and sure enough it wasn't *sigh*...

anyway the first one was kind of weird. a lot of people from myO and from my school were at the arcade... and then the ddr machine started to hit us with tokens! O_o; knife shaped tokens! O_o;;; knife-shaped tokens that killed people it was kind of strange... >>;;

the second one was at a wedding. it was a cloudy day... and some of you were already married O_O; but anyway... i think my best friend was getting married but i forgot to who... something happened with a gun and a rope (but no knife?! O_O there's always a knife...) and i don't remember who survived and who didn't... but my friend looked really beautiful in her egl outfit and whoever the groom was looked really great in kodana... *sigh* i wish i were as pretty as they were in my dream~~ hehe

well uhhh i ran out of things to talk about and this is getting kind of long so... twyl.

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Wednesday, January 5, 2005

omg.... i have DDR max2 now!!

i'm so obsessed with it... i have to get good enough for standard!! O_O; yeah it's sad, i can only do light u_u;

but at least i have it, that's all that matters!!! ^^

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Tuesday, January 4, 2005

contact
uhh yeah i put my aim name and email (which also serves as msn name) up... and i changed the link to my website

instant ramen
ahahaha i love instant ramen so much... i've had it every day for breakfast for the past week and a half. can't be good for me, but i don't really care... ahaha. and there are so many different types... i love chicken flavor tho. hehe.

it's the strangest thing too... if i'm ever depressed i can heat up a cup ramen and... eating it makes me... not depressed O_O;; it's kind of strange, but it's really cool~

dreams
wow so confusing... all these death dreams, and then the ones where i actually get to my funeral are more confusing. everyone keeps saying how much they hated me. demonmessiah told me that most of the time in a dream, everyone you see is actually an aspect of yourself. but then, since everyone at the funeral hated me, does that mean i hate everything about myself? that can't be right, unless subconciously i hate myself and i don't know it. ^^; i'm confusing myself~~~~ X_x; and.... is it a bad thing if after i wake up from a dream where i'm killed by a jrocker i'm disappointed that it was a dream?? O_o;;;;

Resolutions
right... never formally posted them up here so...

1. don't procrastinate.

2. pick a tentative major.
i was supposed to have this done by now, but i guess i didn't think of one soon enough, so i'll have to have one soon. maybe a college to go with it?

3. lose weight.
i'm not "overweight," and i wear about a size 1 or 0 depending on the style, but...... i want to be thinner xD so i'll give up unhealthy foods such as chips and cookies and stuff like that..

4. check my messages more often.
(especially on dA, which i FINALLY got to zero)

5. buy what i want to buy, without worrying so much about what my parents will think of it.
i've been really really paranoid about asking my mom to let me buy a glb or gosurori pattern book, because i think she'll get mad at me for liking dark things. actually i had the chance to buy one yesterday but decided not to at the last minute *sigh*. well it's my money, and i think i'll try to get the courage to buy what i want with it xD

6. keep a 4.0

7. solve the rubiks cube

8. become more active in my clubs
from school and dA

9. become at least a first grade student!! O_O;
uhhh in terms of how much kanji i know, i'm like... in pre-school. i want to become a first grader... preferably a second grade level

10. learn more about my computer programs
because i have a lot of applications on here that are taking up memory, and i want them to be put to good use. especially flash XD;;

11. spend more time with my sister

12. save money
i need a tablet. to get a tablet i need money (about... $600).

13. learn some grammar
our japanese teacher hasn't really been... teaching us, so i have to learn on my own ^^;;

14. draw more often
my drawings need LOTS of improvement... x_x;;;;; my gallery

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Monday, January 3, 2005

so my mom finally decided to let me get the edgar allan poe book that i've been dreaming about for ages... it's strange, she decided it was fine for me to read poe, and yet she said that she wasn't sure about me reading Fruits Basket?? O_O;; my parents are just like that i guess ^^'

anyway.. here's the first poem in my book... sorry for any typos and such xD

"The Lake-- To ---"

In the spring of youth it was my lot
To haunt the wide world a spot
The which I could not love the less--
So lovely was the loneliness
Of a wild lake, with black rock bound,
And the tall pines that towered around.

But when the Night had thrown her pall
Upon that spot, as upon all,
And the mystic wind went by
Murmuring in melody--
Then--ah then I would awake
To the terror of the lone lake.

Yet that terror was not fright,
But a tremulous delight--
A feeling not the jewelled mine
Could teach or bribe me to define--
Nor Love--although the Love were thine.

Death was in that poisonous wave,
And in its gulf a fitting grave
For him who thence could solace bring
To his lone imagining--
Whose solitary soul could make
An Eden of that dim lake.

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Sunday, January 2, 2005

Happy new year
yay it's 2005... uhh am i happy about that? i'm not sure. it could be good... but then again it might not be. i dunno....

points of interest from 2004, in no particular order:

[March] started to like (and become obsessed with ^^') jrock

[August] started attending uhhh the school i go to (i won't say the name, because i don't want stalkers... but it's basically a math and science school or what not)

[June] got photoshop

[March] got a myO account ^^

[May] got a dA account

[February] got asked out on a date for the first time (even tho i declined, it's still kind of interesting... i think... or maybe it was just annoying >>)

[December] got macromedia flash and dreamweaver

[April] became interested in gothic lolita (not sure if it really was april but sometime around then ^^')

Macromedia Flash Movies
some of you may know that i recently installed macromedia flash to my computer... wow i was so~~~~ confused @_@ but yeah... i went to dA and found a tutorial that explained a little tiny part of the program (the help function doesn't like me at the moment xD) if you would like to see it, the link is on my xanga... i'm too lazy to copy down the link again ^^'

Kohaku
hehe yesterday was kind of hectic because i didn't know if i was recording the right thing so i started panicing xD but it turns out i was correct... and RED FINALLY WON!! (red team is girls, white team is boys) it was quite entertaining, but they had some REALLY strange people on there~~ haha.

points of interest:

-morning musume + w... uhh yeah i guess. they had the strangest dance... xD

-exile; refered to by my sister as "the guys wearing tablecloths"

-gackt; omg his hair... o_o; i can't describe it... just.... omg...

-orange range; i loved this one... and the 2005 glasses looked so funny....... hehe... they played locolotion~~~

-aiko; i don't really listen to her or what not but... o_o; she's so thin... i wish i were that thin.... she probably wears like... double zero size clothes and weighs 80 pounds or something... wahhh so thin~~~ xD

dA and such
i've really been falling behind on messages. i think on myO i have to get back to 3 people who signed my gb... on xanga i have like 4 random people who gave me eprops and 2 people who subscribed to me and... today i went to dA only to find i had 611 unchecked messages O_O; i've got the deviations down to 370, but i still have 4 misc (meaning +watches or +faves), 47 comments, and 35 journals~ O_O;;;;

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Friday, December 31, 2004

cube
yeah... no updates on the cube today ^^' now that i have it at 2 layers, i don't want to mess it up, so i haven't touched it since last night. XD pretty soon i'll be like "ohhh so that's why they thought it was funny i couldn't solve it" haha. and after that maybe i can even get good enough to race kent to see who can solve it the fastest?!? that would be fun... maybe i should try to race against jordan first... he takes longer than kent xD eh, i think i should actually SOLVE the cube before i think about racing with it... lol ^^'

i've been thinking about it constantly. when i went to borders i looked for a book on it, and... they were all out of print! O_O; but then again, reading a book about it would be cheating. haha.

^___________^
hehe today i received a package from my best friend. part of it was for Christmas and part of it was just stuff she bought from Japan. She even bought stuff for my parents and sister... she's so nice ^^

For christmas she gave me a Sumie set... it's got this really nice paper and i think i'll practice with something more like computer paper so that when i use the nice paper i can make it turn out really good... maybe if i get good at it i will send her a picture (we live on opposite ends of the state ^^')

From japan... wow she bought me a lot of stuff...

1 - a manga called Guilt-Na-Zan... i can't read it (well i can actually... i just don't UNDERSTAND it), but it's awesome anyway... it's so gothic lolita~~~ i love it. the chibis hehe. i'll put up some scans if i get the time... but for now, here is the cover:



maybe i can find someone to help me translate it.. i dunno if i should show my grandma... in case there's anything bad in there O_o; (**reason in next paragraph**) wait, i'll let kent help me... he's always saying how he's gonna teach me japanese... ahaha.. or if not maybe i can find some seniors... or maybe even a junior. haha. or i can get out my japanese-english dictionary and just start translating myself O_o;; i don't think many people have heard of it. i've found one livejournal user who knows what it is, and the official website... and that's about it x-X;;

in this manga, some of the kanji doesn't have hiragana next to it... but some of it does... this makes me think that it's probably made for older teens (manga for kids usually has hiragana next to the kanji because they are still learning) so yeah... maybe i should find a senior instead of asking relatives ^^'

2 - a cd single of soujirou's theme song, "Innocence"... hehe. it's a great song... ^^ yeah... i'm soujirou, and she's sanosuke. the reason? well actually there are 2. 1) if she had been born a boy, she would have been named sanosuke [her mom told her that] 2) she is extremely afraid of having her picture taken... remember the train episode, anyone? ^^ mmm now all i have to do is keep my soujirou-ness... honestly i've been soujirou for quite a while... i don't know what i would do if i weren't him... x_x;;

3 - a cell phone key chain... sure i don't have a cell phone, but it's really pretty... it has this blue orb thing in the middle that's surrounded by wire... +_+ soooo pretty... if the picture quality turns out, i will upload a picture so you can see it ^^

4 - this one is my favorite... it's something for your cell phone (i think... i'm not sure how you would put it on tho... >>).. it's actually a hello kitty charm but what makes it so cool is... it's a HARAJYUKU hello kitty charm!! for those of you who don't know what i mean by that... it's a gothic lolita hello kitty charm!! hehe. it's SO---- cute... looks kind of like mana... hehe. i will try to take a good picture of it, and one day i'm gonna go to japan and get the kodana hello kitty (i'll scan in the tag) waaahhhh~~ so cute!!

Freewebs
hehe i'm updating it again! finally... haha. now i'll have 2 div/layer ones... i was able to fix the one with taroukun... all because of a tiny little tag... >> well at least it's fixed now. it was quite irritating while i was trying to figure it out tho... ^^' i haven't actually uploaded it yet, but i will as soon as possible... i want to fix a few things first i think.

mmm i need ideas on layouts... haha. so far boyis has been a great resource for graphics... most of the jrock places have the name of their website all over the picture xD haha maybe i can scan in some of my shoxx. or even zappy O_o;; or i can go to avant gauche and use gosurori scans. yes, that should work. i think i'll do some gothic lolita layouts.

Rain part 2
so apparently the heavy rain stopped today but it might come back tomorrow... according to the newspaper, my city is not in the part that will be the most affected if a tsunami hits, but the places that are are around 45 min - 1 hr away... so we'll probably still be affected, ne? ^^' haha o well.

Wallflower
OMG wallflower is awesome!! all of the guys look like jrockers because hayakawa-sensei bases them on jrockers!! she even got to go backstage at a pierrot concert!! more info on my xanga

sunako is a cool character. i want to be like her... no, i think it's more than that. i don't want to be LIKE her, i want to BE her. well maybe her until she met the four guys? even tho they're cute... she had a nice existence before they came along. no one saw her, and she didn't have to care about the rest of the world... and she wasn't alone because she had her anatomy modes, josephine, akira, and hiroshi... mmm i wonder what would have happened to her if they never came...

before you start thinking i belong in an asylum... the fact that i want to be her really doesn't mean i'm depressed or that i hate people or anything like that... i just think it might be kind of cool to not have to worry about anything anymore ^^'

Happy New Year
(since tomorrow i will be watching Kohaku performance) hehe. i hope everyone has a good time... ^_^ my goals for next year are on my xanga also (see above)... i wonder what some of yours are...?

jaa, mata!!

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Thursday, December 30, 2004

E D I T

O_O;; i just solved the second layer of the rubiks cube!!

only one more to go...

hah. now i see why kent laughed at me when i wasn't able to do the first layer... it seems so simple now. second layer... i dunno exactly how i did that... but i remember the move i used... i can't wait to solve the entire thing~~~~

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A real post today
because i have nothing to do at the moment ^^' it's been a while since i posted a long entry like this... i can't decide which way i like more. yeah.. ^^'

Tsumetai Hikari
ok, i think i might have a favorite pura song at the moment... probably won't stay my favorite for more than a week or two, but yeah, i like it... i'm listening to it on repeat song as i type... ^^' i think i will memorize the lyrics to it... even tho i can't sing XD hahaha i love this song so much... i will soon be getting the subbed pv to this one, thanks to michelle in my art club. she said she found their silent movie too!! hehe. i'm sure the tsumetai hikari PV will be as beautiful as the song.... partly because i've seen screencaps, but yeah ^^'

it's too bad my parents hate all things pura, because if they weren't in the current mindset of "if it has to do with plastic tree, it is bad," then they might actually like this one. actually i think their idea is that "if it's jrock, it's bad" or what not. and oh yeah, no one in my family recognizes taroukun as a guy. of course, they say that about a lot of jpop/jrock people... ^^' the other thing is that my sister calls all of them ugly... except for the ones that really ARE girls... she's into the idol pop group type of thing i guess. and OMG she thinks MIYAVI is ugly. of ALL people in the world, MIYAVI?! that's crazy. she says the same thing about taroukun... that and she doesn't like taroukun's voice o_O;; that's what i like most about him!! haha.

Wallflower + cross
i went to borders today because i had all these gift cards from christmas and i bought 2 volumes of wallflower (yamatonadeshiko shichihenge) and the first volume of cross. so far i've only finished cross, which is a really good series about a guy who is an exorcist... hehe, when i saw the cover i was like "O_O he's cute" lol. but yeah... it was a good first book, and i can't wait to see what happens between him and shizuha... hehe.

i haven't started wallflower yet, but the guy on the cover looked like a jrocker, so (of course) i picked it up, and found the back of the book quite interesting. it's about these four guys who have to turn sunako nakahara into a proper lady so that they can stay in a mansion for 3 years. i read a few pages and decided i liked it... for a few reasons actually.

1 - really really cute chibis..... especially the pic of sunako on the back of book 1... although she kind of looks like sadako (ringu)... >>

2 - haha i feel so silly saying this but... those four guys are really bishounen... +_+ especially the one with the black hair... he reminds me of ryuutarou... hehe. maybe i'm just imagining things because of my complete obsession with him, but to me he really does look like him... now that my scanner is working i will scan in a picture if i can... ^^

3 - i love the author's art style... when i saw the cover, besides thinking "that guy looks like a jrocker" i was like... omg, i've wanted to draw like that forever!! heeh. it's like semi-realistic and what not... the hair is so beautiful... the eyes too... *stares at the covers of my books* it would be nice to color like that too... ^^'

I'll
yeah... bought that today. my mom looked at it and was like "the title is 'I'll?? what type of name is that??" haha. actually the full title would be "I'll / CKBC" which stands for "I'll / Crazy Kouzu Basketball Club" which makes it more weird i guess? i dunno. it's about two rivals who end up going to the same school so they have to play basketball together. it's based on a manga that's 10+ volumes, compressed into a 2 episode series so it probably isn't the greatest, but for $14 it's not bad ^^ i've yet to watch the episodes, i've been listening to the end theme song too much lol.

rain
it's been raining a LOT here... so much, in fact, that one of our freeways are practically flooded, stores have flooded too... and 2 people have died because of an accident caused by the water... >> so far that's been more downtown area... i hope it doesn't reach my area... i mean i like rain, i just don't like excessive rain ^^'

so as it turns out, my area happens to be vulnerable to tsunamis, contrary to past belief. read it in the newspaper this morning. (my sister was like "wow you're actually reading the newspaper!!" ^^') according to the news, we're not prepared for a tsunami so if it happens we'll be pretty much as worse off as in Asia. X_x;;;

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Wednesday, December 29, 2004

i wasn't gonna post today ^^' but then i realized that the day this shows as is hayato's birthday!! O_O so i must post now to say happy birthday hayato! too bad hayato will never read this blog... *sigh* o well, i mostly talk about ryuutarou anyway so it wouldn't matter ^^'

oh and i finally updated my freewebs after almost a month... i now have a frames layout... that one took me a while... because i'm honestly not as good at website design as i should be ^^'

and i have one more div/layer layout that would be ready to upload if it wasn't for the *cough*CSS*cough* it won't let me change link style for some reason O_O i've tried everything... maybe i should start over... i really want to upload it because it features ryuutarou.... +__+ (yes, i'm obsessed i know)

i'm also working on another div layout... of tmr. basically for a friend, although she doesn't have a website ^^' but she's really in love with tmr. haha it's funny. i told her i had 2 magazine articles with him in it and she started blushing ^^'

ne, who is watching the Kohaku performance?? laruku is performing this year!! i can't wait to see it... as i mentioned before... once a year isn't enough... they should have more kohaku's during the rest of the year ^^'

oh and i forgot to mention the cd's i got for christmas...

1 - hi hi puffy amiyumi soundtrack
2 - tmr - 7th heaven
3 - plastic tree - singles collection

my parents like puffy amiyumi. i think they wish that i liked more bands like them instead of bands like laruku and pura. lol. it was cute... i have the music videos to a couple of the songs too so that was kind of cool...

hehe the tmr one... my parents got kind of scared by the cover of it (if any of you have seen the cover i'm sure you'll know what i mean) and my mom refuses to admit that tmr is a guy. ^^'

the pura one... well my parents kind of hate pura *sigh* but i love it so~~~ much... i listened to it for 3 hours in a row the day after christmas... the only problem is now i don't have a favorite song!! O_O;; the one i have been listening a lot to is tsumetai hikari... but probably because it's winter lol. i'll put the translation at the bottom. pura has beautiful lyrics, ne?

wow this turned into a long entry... haha i didn't mean to spend so much time on this one ^^' o well...

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tsumetai hikari (cool light)

white breath
spilling over, I put my hands in my pockets
the wind beckons to me beyond to the cream coloured sky

I don't need an umbrella any more
because you will come and find me

the cool light breaks look the snow whirls down
hold my hand and don't let go
together let us disappear let us disappear

obscured in the snow I pretend I've died
and you just watch, laughing
the two who will never become one
someday our distance shall grow yet further

soundlessly the snow keeps falling wiping away the footsteps
we're unable to return home; for us simply the sound of that bell
shall resound forever more resound forever more

the cool light breaks look the snow whirls down
hold my hand and don't let go if the two of us are buried
it will extend everywhere, to the very end of our wishes, on and on
boundlessly boundlessly white it becomes, this world of lies

and so, winter has left us behind
the light comes flowing forth

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