Saturday, April 23, 2005

JUKA IS LEAVING MDM!!!

and they want to close the hide Museum!
sign a petition to save it!

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Thursday, April 21, 2005

Ragnarok Online is so~~ fun. :D i'm already at level 8 (even tho that's like.. nothing)

my mission so far: kill all the little pink blobs until i level up enough to kill a little green blob!

lol. wish me luck. x]

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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

hmm before i get started, i may as well say to those of you who haven't heard yet: Funimation has lisenced kodocha.. *shudder* everything's getting licensed now. i hope they don't kill it like Shopro is going to do to Naruto.... x_x;

well now that that's done with...

today was CAT6/STAR testing and i must say... whoever wrote that test must think we're idiots. example question (and i'm serious about this)

Which of the following words is spelled incorrectly?
a) mastering
b) ancient
c) appointment
d) communitys

well um the first three may be a little different, but that's about the same level. then they had stuff like the difference between than and then, or its and it's.... they must think really lowly of us XD it was quite boring. i was about to fall asleep x_X;

so..... after that we had kind of a regular day. i really want to pick a major. it's starting to bother me that i don't have any plan for what i'm going to do once i get out of CAMS... i need a college too. somewhere where i can get a scholarship hopefully... i really need one. i dont' even have enough for a year of tuition saved. X.x;

today my mom got mad at me because i "don't talk to brad" or whatever. of course she doesn't know that he likes me... >>; it's really awkward to talk to him, because i find the idea of a guy actually liking me kind of weird. of course that could just be a pyschological thing from what happened with the one guy from last year, but who knows~ in any case my mom doesn't get it at all. she even told me to ask him to the next dance x_X;;; but i'm going with the asian crew (minus juliette because she's probably going with anthony).

speaking of which when they went to key club convention juliette told me they were thinking of me because they saw this japanese guy who looked like he came from an anime. i bet madonna was thinking "hot nihonjin!" haha. her goal is to find me a hot nihonjin for my 16th birthday lol.

well i gtg... twyl.

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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

CAT6 testing starts... tomorrow

riiight well anyway today was a friday schedule at school so today feels like a friday. o_o; which means it feels like tomorrow is saturday, which really is going to be tuesday... x_x; then since next monday is a friday then next tuesday is a friday also, and i think since monday was a friday friday's going to have to be a monday... hmm... not sure. haha

friday (the real friday) is ddru. i promised mike AND joe AND jordan that i would play, so i guess i really have to this time. haha. i wish i could be good enough to pass matsuri japan on heavy but since i can't, i'll have to pick an easier song... hmm... tough decision. i'm kind of out of practice too.

the information for richmond university in london came today. but i'm not sure you can get a masters degree from there, so that's out. it looks really nice there.. but i want to go somewhere where you can get your masters degree also XD; there was another one in london... and then ones still in the US... of course i'll have to see which ones i get in and which ones i don't get in to.

well... mr williams isn't really as happy as he was since we all turned in our pds's and he said all of them basically sucked. XD; but we're correcting ours so hopefully it will be ok. i wish i could be in kent's group. because mr williams is really happy with them. since kent, daniel, and vittoria have all been in robotics classes, they are really ahead. and mr williams doesn't have to explain a lot to them... hm... i should have taken robotics for my elective XD;;

mr jett messed up my grade... again. i checked and it was an 88%... i like... died o_O; but then i went to talk to him and one was from when i was absent so he gave me credit (since he was too lazy to just give me an EX note) and the other one he lost.. i just said "um, i did it and i couldn't find the assignment in the return box" and he was like "oh ok. *gives me credit*" he's kind of strange like that.

in our class we are making these "space colonization plans" in which we have to figure out a business plan to make little colonies in space. everyone gets like a planet or an asteroid belt... and guess what our group got? the "atmosphere"... but no~~ not *earth's* atmosphere.. just SPACE... empty space. >___>; we're allowed to trade materials so i guess what our job is is going to be like real estate agents for all the other groups so they don't have to worry about transportation? *shrug*

last week everyone turned in their elective choices. mine were:

1. psychology AP

2. computer aided design 1

3. C++ programming and macromedia flash

i kind of regret choosing psychology. it's a really hard class, according to all of the sophomores. there's only one A in the entire class....

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Monday, April 18, 2005

to all of you who asked: that survey thing down there... no, i didn't make it up. i found it on a friend's blog.

well anyway this entire weekend has been quite busy.

saturday was the practice test for the SAT and i must say a lot of it seemed kind of easy. except for the vocabulary and the essay. but the vocab wasn't that hard if you could narrow down the choices. so i may have still done well on that part? that test was so~~~ long. i wanted to sleep at the end of it XD

after the test i went to the library book sale with my parents and... yeah that's about all after that.

today, went to church, came back to have lunch, went to the store to try to find a present for my sister's birthday, came back for a little while.... then we went to mitsuwa :D i bought some magazine called Cutie... it reminded me somewhat of FRUiTS but not really. probably something i'd let my mom see to try to ease her into the styles before buying a FRUiTS book or whatever

i'm quite close to memorizing the lyrics of hana by orange range. and if i could sing, i would. but i can't sing, and there's no WAY i could ever rap, so... i guess i'll just memorize the lyrics for no reason! o_oV

oh yes and i may as well say it:

that dead bird is haunting me
it seriously is. it won't go away. i see it all the time in my dreams. once before the rock paper scissors thing, once right out the window of that store i keep going back to in my dream, once right before i died... it's kind of creepy... the bird, that is. not the fact that i died, because i'm used to that, but... ughhh... that bird... i've never liked birds.. >>;

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Sunday, April 17, 2005

Bold all that apply:

01. I've been with my boyfriend for almost a year.
02. I still watch cartoons.
03. I've never seen The O.C.
04. I love almost all music.
06. I want a tattoo.
07. I wear glasses.
08. But mostly to read the blackboard and drive.
09. I want more piercings.
10. But I can't ever get any more.
11. I love to watch the rain.
12. I like to walk in the dark at night with someone special and talk.
13. I didnt believe in true love when i was younger.
14. I am a pretty cynical person sometimes.
15. Sometimes I cry for no damn reason.
16. I cry about stupid things.
17. I hate being walked all over and treated like crap.
18. It annoys me when people try to tell me how I am, and what I like.
19. I love music.
20. I am not sure if I believe in God. But i think i believe in a higher power.
21. I often feel alone.
22. I'm sometimes a loud person.
23. A boy shattered my heart into a million pieces.
24. I get depressed sometimes.
25. I hate it when people criticize me for what I like. 
26. I crack my knuckles, wrists, ankles, back, etc.
27. I fidgit with anything when I'm nervous.
28. I'm a weird person.
29. I consider myself pretty unique.
30. My eyes are brown.
31. Listening to music usually helps my mood.
32. I am a disappointment to myself.
33. I love sleeping.
34. I'm obsessed with Vanilla.
35. I have a few close friends.
36. Okay, i have like 2 friends.
37. I need to lose weight.
38. I like popcorn.
39. I love watching tv.
40. I like malls.
41. I like cold weather better than hot.
42. I really dig Depeche Mode.
43. I love Winter.
44. I'm addicted to AIM. ((ok i'm addicted to MSN more...))
45. I have trouble trusting people.
46. I do not label myself anything besides "me."
47. I love my family...
48. I loathe hot weather.
50. I hate shaving my legs. ((but only because i bleed too much))
51. Sleeping is a hobby of mine.
52. I like to listen to music everyday.
53. I love white tigers.
54. I like the snow
55. I don't always like the way I look.
56. I used to cut myself.
57. I'm a daydreamer.
58. I like when my friends write me letters, it makes me feel special.
59. I like to be with my boyfriend/girlfriend.
60. I randomly doodle on pieces of paper or myself when boredom strikes.
61. I love all my friends.
62. I'm allergic to milk.
63. I wish people would stop making me cry.
64. I hate people who try to be what they're not.
65. I went to boarding school for the last 2 years of high school.
66. I love all candy
67. I get my feelings hurt really easy.
68. I believe inner beauty is more important than outer beauty.
69. I wear pants a lot.
70. I am often bored.
71. I like to say what's on my mind.
72. I hate blue jeans.
73. I'm online a lot.
74. I have 2 goldfish.
75. I am for the most part happy with myself.
76. I need to work out more.
77. I like being alone at certain times.
78. When I get angry, I curse to myself sometimes.
79. I wish I could spend more time with the ones I love.
80. I hate shallow people.
81. I'm a type 1 (insulin dependent) diabetic.
82. I ponder life way too much.
83. Sometimes I think everyone hates me.
84. I wish my brother didn't die.
85. I hate it when girls have their thongs sticking really far out of the back of their pants.
86. I need to be showed I'm loved.
87. I wish I was better.
88. I hate discrimination.
89. I hate guys who are only out for one thing.
90. I have a cute car.
91. I love glitter.
92. I sometimes wish I was more social.
93. I love my close friends.
94. I love to have fun.
95. I get amused easily.
96. I'm a lazy ass. I really am.
97. I'm usually more outgoing when I'm around friends.
98. I love to be me.
99. I like wearing hoodies.

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Friday, April 15, 2005

so sano-chan sent me my birthday present. i hope it's moon child... if it is then the asian crew is gonna have a big party at my house and ddr and eat onigiri and watch dramas (and of course moon child)

and a couple of people have said "asian crew" and "nerd crew" (?!) sound kind of like gangs..

first i'll start with nerd crew i guess... hmmm nothing really gangster about nerds, is there? haha... it all suits us because everyone at CAMS *is* a nerd, whether they admit to it or not. so yeah...

"da azn krew" (aka the asian crew)... hmmm if you saw them you'd *know* we aren't a gang. haha.. that's all i can really say except everyone is really nice... and really... asian. haha.

hmmmmmm nothing much else to say but that dead bird by the basketball courts must have done something to my mind XD;;

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Thursday, April 14, 2005

today was so great :D

well i guess engineering was ok... haha. williams was trying to explain circuit systems to us and he was doing quite a good job with it except i couldn't understand it XD;; so the entire time i was sitting there nodding and looking around thinking "hey... everyone else gets it, why don't i get it? i'm supposed to be a CAMS student" or whatever. and then suddenly it hit me. he wasn't talking about firing the rockets; he was talking about selecting the voltage and suddenly it all made sense! haha i can be such an idiot sometimes, even though i'm still a nerd. speaking of which i found out yesterday i'm part of the "nerd crew" and of course there's the "azn crew" too haha. so anyway... to explain:

nerd crew: lynh, adam, jonah, mike, steve, joe, willis, edwin... uhhh who else? i can't think right now.... hmm. lol. started hanging out with them because a lot of them were in ddr underground. haha. so then yesterday after p.e. we were just hanging out and they were talking about how the nerd crew was going to go see the hitch hiker's guide to the galaxy, and then they were asking each other who was going to go see it, and then looked at me and willis said "well, she's technically part of the nerd crew." then: "are you going to come?" haha. i guess he meant i'm not "officially" part of the nerd crew but i hang out with them enough that i *am* part of them? lol either way it's cool. :D i wonder if i'll have time to go see the movie?

azn crew: huong, vicky, juliette, madonna, xuemin. and katy too even tho she's hakujin :P (but she's asian on the inside... my dad would call her "tamago" haha) lol i've always hung out with them but i never knew we were "da azn krew" haha. but anyway today, the azn crew gave me a birthday cake during lunch ^_^ it was so~~~ good. then there was also this card, it was pink and photoshop-brush-y, and had POCKY on the front of it! it had "happy birthday; love: da azn krew" on it and on the side "dorkie julie produkshunz" which basically told me juliette did the cover haha. so here are my birthday messages, exactly as they were written (or as close as possible, some of them used pictures... and i took out my name XD):

Hey ----- :D
Happy Burfdai!! wow... 15! hahaa you're getting old! :) Hope you have a wonderful birthday w/friends and family!! and get a lot of present!! :)
X3Always,
Xuemin

Hey -----
Happii Birthdai! :] ur 15 now! LOLz we can be old together... yupyup newayz i hop yooh have a happii nd fun dai todai. ooh nd i hope yoon like the cake hehe it looks yummie! may all ur wishes come true
:] Lots of luvin to yooh!
-Vicky X3 XOXO
I LUV YOOH -----!

Hey -----!
Happpie B-day dudee :].. welpz i hope you hab the best birthdae ever n' that all your wishez cum tru... thx foe bein' such a gr8t frend & alwayz helpin' meeh out!
X3 Always: Julie x]

Hey -----
Happy B day!!! Hope you have fun! Member u da homie!!!
-Adriana (she's not part of the azn crew but she's in my japanese class haha)

-----!
----- my dear japanese friend. ahaha, happy 15! :] gosh, everyone's growing so quickly. i hope your b-day is a good one!! i hope you get a lot of gift. may your dreams of hot nihonjin come true! x] ahaha, juss playing, bud. love ya!
-Madonna

hey -----!
happy birthday! wish you the best birthday ever! the azn crew loves you!! X3
Huong loves you!

hahaha... everyone was acting so fobby with the "get lots of gift!" stuff haha. and then in japanese class everyone sang happy birthday to me while daniel filmed it o_O; haha... everyone wanted a piece of cake too but i only had 5 left haha..

oh. the creepy part. brad (the one who likes me) gave me this envelope. and inside was a card that said he didn't know what to get me so he gave me a note. a nice $50 note. so get something nice. or something to that effect... i don't know what to do. i feel strange accepting that much money... O_o;;;

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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

as of today (april 13), i will be 15 years old. o__o;;

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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

anyone interested in learning how to solve a rubiks cube? i'm working on a tutorial for some of my friends at church, but if you all show enough interest, i'll speed up a bit and post my instructions online. *shrug* of course, it won't be done for a LONG time..

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