Monday, April 11, 2005

hmmm this wednesday.. i'll be 15 years old. o_o; scary. oh yes, katherine's not going to kill me... lol. too bad she didn't wait one more day and it would have been like the ring... she could be like "seven days..." lol. well at least mike won't have to keep bothering me about if i want to borrow his tennis racket or not XD;

"kat (9:27:31 PM): okay since its going to be your birthday i wont kill you
loligoth415 (9:27:34 PM): haha ok
kat (9:27:34 PM): this year"

hahahaha...

anyway back to school tomorrow. i don't really want to go... getting tired of it XD

mike's offered to give me RO... i'm looking ofrward to it as long as i can get rid of enough space on my comptuer... XD;

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Sunday, April 10, 2005

ahhhh so much to write about today. so be prepared to read a long entry...

thursday

went to the talent show with juliette and david... but first we stayed at the library to wait for it to start. around 5:00 we decided to go get some dinner at the dominos... it took us about 20 minutes to get there, since we couldn't drive, and by the time we got our food it was 5:50... since the talent show started at 6, we thought we would be late, but we walked fast and got there around 5 after 6. we had to eat on the way, and i think david dropped the pizza box and squished it O_o;;; but i wouldn't know.. haha.

at the talent show, they had a few good acts. but no gackt... instead...

moi dix mois!! haha. it was pretty good actually. they played dialogue symphonie... and whoever was supposed to be mana (even though they never say it's actually mana singing) was actually wearing a dress! his voice was pretty good too. there was a translation on the screen but you couldn't really see it because he was in front of it... >__>;

after the talent show there was the class competition... class of '08... there were hardly any of us there. so when we were supposed to cheer and whatever, we sounded really... non-enthusiastic. but only because no one came. XD

hmmmm that was about all that happened then.

Friday

so um went to engineering and it turns out we're quite ahead on our project, since we are already done with our PDS. our designs are due this monday and we will hopefully be able to start building by the end of the week.

in math, we heard about the robotics club, and i might join. it sounds like a lot of work but it looks really good on college applications and supposedly it's really fun. but it takes up a lot of time... i'll have to think about it i guess.

then test in gilroy's... pretty easy.

japanese... one of the best classes ever XD;;;; so funny... first hall-sensei danced for us, and then brad had his camcorder and daniel recorded hall-sensei dancing, and morris and adriana danced with her~ after that... we did taiso. and then hall-sensei went around recording all of us saying "watashi wa ____ desu. doozo yoroshiku" haha. hall-sensei was having fun. she told daniel to go record like... all the pictures we made and what not. and then she kind of got mad at him because daniel was wasting tape recording stuff like the window and the trash can... haha XD;;;;

then of course the whole "dead bird incident"

saturday

hmmmm not much happened today. my mom wanted me to go to the mall.. so i did. and we didn't find anything... >>;

my parents and my sister keep asking me what i want for my birthday and i honestly have no idea... XD hmmmm what i'd really like is petshop of horrors dvd, but i doubt they would allow me to buy that ^^;

anyway we went to borders, and me and my sister bought some manga. i bought "flower of the deep sleep volume 1," "the wallflower volume 3," and "confidential confessions volume 1" and also two novels - "as long as we both shall live" and "the seance"

so far i've only been able to read the first story of "confidential confessions" and it was kind of... hmm i can't find the right word for it... i dunno, it made me think i guess. it was about this girl who was depressed, and she met another girl who cut her wrists. the two of them decided to commit suicide together, but the first time, the first girl chickened out. after, the two of them went on the rooftop to jump off, and the first girl realized (after almost falling) that she did not want to die. for both of them, it was an unsuccessful suicide. one day, the first girl gets a call saying that she has to go to the second girl's funeral because she had comitted suicide. at the funeral, no one seemed to care much and nothing was like the two had planned together. so, she realizes that death isn't everything she thought it was and decides not to kill herself. it was a really good story, but i don't recommend it if you don't like sad books.

now i have to get started on my literature circle project... well not started. i'm almost done actually, but i have to make it look nicer ^^;

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Saturday, April 9, 2005

there's this bird... out by the basketball courts... and it's been there since before spring break... it's really gross because it has a broken neck, and i can't really look at it or else it makes me feel sick... x_x;; i feel sorry for it. no one cares anymore. at first they thought "wow look it's a dead bird!" or "eww it's so gross" or even "how sad.." and now they just walk right by it as if it were just a rock on the ground or something... o_o;

that dead bird... is still there. today mike almost made me go point it out to him. ehhh i was so.... ummm how should i say it...? i was so.... hmmm.. i just really didn't want to go look at it. like i said earlier, it creeps me out.

so *why* did i almost have to go look at it? mike was talking about something or whatever with me and steve and lynh, had something to do with what would happen if a person weighed only 1 pound and how they would have to like... rip off their skin or something. so i was like "eww...." and he said "wow, you actually think something is gross..."

and i said "uhhh well there's other stuff i think is gross too... like that dead bird over there by the basketball courts" so he said "oh i heard about it. where is it?"

i paused, not wanting to point it out... "by the basketball courts...??" mike said "of course i know that. but *where* by the basketball courts"... i *really* didn't want to go point it out to him, and so i told him "on the side closest to the SACs..." and he said "come show it to me... but you dno't actually have to look." by then, lynh and steve decided they had to go. i'm not sure if they were lying just to get out of seeing the dead bird though...

we stayed about 20-25 feet away, and mike couldn't see anything. and neither could i, until i saw this black thing by the tree. mike said "i don't see anything." and i told him "i think it's that under the tree" and he was like "hmm it could be... that big black lump sitting there, right?" and i said "i *think* so... can't be sure though."

he was like "here, let's go check it out" and i said "no, i think i'll stay here" (because i didn't want to go look at the dead bird) so because i wouldn't go willingly, he grabbed me by the arm, and started walking towards the dead bird, when all of a sudden, one of the buses started up.

not wanting to be late for the bus, and not wanting to go see the dead bird, i ran to my bus... and escaped having to go look at it. o___O;;

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Friday, April 8, 2005

not a lot of time so i'll make it brief.

* talent show. went with julie and watched a band that was supposed to be moi dix mois. most awesome thing i've ever seen.

* rocket project. scaring everyone. williams is gonna lose his temper... i just have this feeling...

* new "bed-time" or whatever. parents say i'm not being "happy" enough, so they are forcing me to go to sleep at 10:00 every night until i'm "bright and cheerful" like the rest of my family.

* julie has a boyfriend. interesting, since she never said anything about him before. he seems nice. hmm it seems like everyone is getting a bf/gf...

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Thursday, April 7, 2005

1. First Name?~ ...not telling.

2. Were you named after anyone?~ no

3. Do you wish on stars?~ no

4. When did you last cry?~ not telling.

5. Do you like your handwriting?~ no.

6. What is your favourite lunch meat?~ turkey

7. What is your birth date?~ 13 april

8. What is your most embarrassing CD?~ ummm... don't have one.

9. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you?~ no.

11. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?~ no... and you skipped #10

12. Do looks matter?~ do they matter for what? eh, no.

13. How do you release anger?~ um.... i draw.

14. Where is your second home?~ my friend's house in SF... even though i've never been there XD

15. Do you trust others easily?~ it depends.

16. What was your favourite toy as a child?~ my stuffed rabbit X3

17. What class in high school do you think was totally useless?~ computer applications.

18. Do you have a journal?~ kind of.

19. Do you use sarcasm a lot?~ no not really

22. What are your nicknames?~ sou-chan

23. Would you bungee jump?~ no

24. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?~ no

26. Do you think that you are strong?~ no

27. What's your favourite ice cream flavour?~ vanilla

28. Shoe Size?~ 6 1/2

29. Red/Pink?~ red

30. What is your least favourite thing about yourself?~ hmmm...

31. Who do you miss most?~ sano-chan

32. Do you want everyone you send this to send it back?~ sure if they want to

33. What colour pants are you wearing?~ black

34. What are you listening to right now?~ the pizza commercial on the tv..

35. Last thing you ate?~ strawberries

36. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?~ black

37. What is the weather like right now?~ warm

38. Last person you talked to on the phone?~ don't remember...

39. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?~ eyes, hair...

40. Do you like the person who sent this to you?~ yes

42. Favourite Drink?~ water

43. Favourite Sport?~ kendo

45. Eye Colour?~ brown

46. Do you wear contacts?~ no

48. Favourite Food?~ sashimi

49. Last Movie You Watched?~ don't remember..

50. Favourite Day Of The Year?~ i dunno

51. Scary Movies Or Happy Endings?~ my parents won't let me see scary movies... >_>

52. Summer Or Winter?~ Winter

53. Hugs Or Kisses?~ hugs

55. What Is Your Favourite Dessert?~ some sort of fruit

56. Who Is On Your Mind Right Now?~ :x

57. Living Arrangements?~ uhhh a house?

58. What Books Are You Reading?~ animal farm.. again.

59. What's On Your Mouse Pad?~ my mouse :P

60. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up? "what time is it..?"

61. What Did You Watch Last night on TV?~ nothing...

62. Favourite Smells? air after it rains

63. Rolling Stones or Beatles?~ ....i don't listen to either

64. Do you believe in Evolution or Creation?~ Creation

65. What's the furthest you've been from home?~ canada

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Wednesday, April 6, 2005

mike seems to be amazed that i've passed 7 9-foot songs on ddr.. but they were only D's and C's so i don't see what the big deal is. here's what he's said on his xanga:

"_ _ _ _ _'s passed seven catas?! Sure, they were D's, but it's really not like catas are the easiest thing in the world to pass anyway? I've only passed three catas, and got a C or higher. Hell knows how I pulled through on....

Matsuri Japan
Drop Out - Nonstop Megamix -
INSERTiON"

hmm well it's more than 7 now, since i bought ddrmax and passed matsuri japan...

and now they aren't all D's...

but still. how embarrassing x_X;; now everyone who reads that knows that all the 9-foot songs i passed were D's XD;;;

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hmmm what happened today? i'm still depressed...more than yesterday actually, but probably it will go away by tomorrow or the day after? *shrug*

on the bus, kent did his math homework. katherine decided that i had 23 days left to live. she said she'd kill me that moment, but then i said "that's not enough time for me to take care of things... like a will!" XP and then she was like "ok 23 hours." and i said "umm ok.." and then she was like "23 days! then you'll have to anticipate it. besides you need time to say goodbye to everyone" lol. she likes to joke around like that. just like how she likes to joke about how she and kent are married, and how she's cheating on him for alex and whatever. haha. but only because kent always teases her about alex and/or bernard... haha. just like how kent seems to always relate the topic to ippo when i'm around... XD

so ummm in p.e. today we had to do arobics. and then we took a *long* walk around the campus... juliette and me and joanna ended up talking the entire way. we went from subject to subject... i don't even remember everything we talked about XD; we noticed there were all these things on campus that we had never seen before o_o maybe it's because the college campus doesn't like us :P

in english... book reports... business letters... we are actually sending the letters, i only found out like today... heh, i sent my letter to some college in london. i'd love to go to school there, but i doubt my parents would ever let me do that. they want me to stay in CA... the least they could do is let me go to east coast~ but i don't know if i could even get accepted to the one in london, so why am i worrying about it now? i guess it's just something i *really* want to do, so i can't help but think about it.

during lunch i went to william's to learn how to use the power tools, my entire group was supposed to be there but i was the only one who showed up (well ming came to make sure everyone was there, but she and bernadette and katherine had already come..) surprisingly, he was actually nice to me. o_o; heh, sometimes i can actually get into a real conversation with him. it's quite interesting. maybe he's a lot less stressed now that sailboats are over?

in science... did some stuff with lilies and platonic solids. that was about all...

oh inbetween science and computer apps, mike came and threw a candy bar at me (i guess he thought i would catch it... but i was kind of out of it so i didn't XD;;) mike's funny. he thought i would actually eat candy o_O; heh. i was like "what's this for?" and he said "you don't want it?" o__o;; those things have *way* too much sugar in it. i'm trying to keep a good figure, and candy is bad for you. haha... he didn't seem to understand though. was like "there's only about 10 grams.. not too much. one little airhead bar isn't gonna hurt you." *shrug*

by then i had to go to the computer lab and the light switches weren't working. and so mr feiner said "ok class, the light switch doesn't work, so do whatever you want" o_O;; so we did... and that's about all..

went to tutoring. there was no one to tutor, so don and jeff taught me how to play texas holdem poker. it was acutally quite fun. we didn't have chips so we played with scrap paper XD i won the first game with a straight... don and jeff were like "oh she's lying, watch her on like.. professional poker" don was funny, he kept bluffing and losing all of his... erm... "chips"... i had watched them play before but i never really understood it until now. i look forward to playing again when we get the time.

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Tuesday, April 5, 2005

going back to school after a week-long break is... hard. meghan said i looked like i was falling asleep in william's class XD;; but it was because i had stayed up until like... 1 in the morning every day of the break and still got up at around 7 ^^;

well anyway i've been getting kind of depressed lately. no particular reason. *shrug* well it always goes away eventually, so no need to worry or what not. i just have to be patient, and wait for it. but meanwhile it's getting harder... eh, whatever. i'd give it... 2 more days or so.

ddrmax is addicting. not that ddrmax2 isn't... haha. i like matsuri japan.... i can't wait until i unlock maxx 300, i hear it's quite fun to attempt... not that i'd pass it becuase, i mean.. it's maxx 300. but still i'd like to try it. maybe if i get good, i won't be stuck only playing when they have max2 at ddru. but if i play right now, i'll probably mess up, so i'll have to practice a little more. i have until the 16th.. so 3 days after my birthday.

i really hope my japanese class doesn't sing to me on my birthday. we're always a loud class, and when we sing, sometimes the other students say that their teachers called us animals o_O;

speaking of japanese, today we got our chapter 5 tests back. hall-sensei was like "there were only 2 perfect scores in this class" and all of a sudden i noticed that everyone was looking and/or pointing at me.... o_O;;; and sure enough, i got 100% on it... ahhh so embarrassing. people always expect me to get perfect scores in japanese.. and i usually *do* but it's still kind of weird to have everyone look at you when the teacher mentions "perfect score" or "100%" XD

i'm running out of things to say today....

umm.... not much progress for the ororon fic... not much progress for the manga either. except my friend is helping me name one of the characters.

kent likes to talk about ippo whenever i'm around. he thinks i like him or something. he likes to talk about chie whenever brad is around, and about bernard whenever katherine is around XD;

so today on the bus...

kent - "i went to ippo's house yesterday"
me - "oh. ummm.... why are you telling me?"
kent - "*to brad* chie is single now..."
brad - "ok..."
kent - "oh wait, i forgot. for you it's all about akemi now, isn't it?"
me - "o_O;"
brad - "...heh."
kent - "akemi loves ippo. brad loves akemi. it's a love triangle!"
me - "but i don't love ippo..."
kent - "oh. it's still a love triangle."
me - "but.. you can't have a triangle without a 3rd person."
kent - "oh ok... then it's a love... line!"
me - "but a line travels in two directions."
brad - "it's a ray!"
kent - "a love ray from brad to akemi..."

omg... how embarrassing... x_X;; haha. ehhhhh it's weird hearing that stuff O___o;; haha. but that's how you know we're a nerdy school. people really hate to admit that we *are* a nerdy school but stuff like this proves it. we're using geometrical figures to describe relationships... >>;

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Monday, April 4, 2005

by the way, i bought ddrmax today. i like the music a lot~~ now i have quite a few more songs to master...

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Akuma no Ororon volume 4 always makes me cry. o_o; strange, isn't it?

the last chapter always gets to me. i'll try not to give too much away but here's a little part that i like:


You said you made mistakes.

That it was too late... over and over again.

It's too late.

It's too late.

It's too late.

It's too late.

And I screamed "We can still make it," but my voice was lost in the sound of the wind.

What if my words sounded hollow and, therefore, untruthful?

But you probably couldn't hear me at all... so what does it matter?

I was already gone, to you.

anyway, working on a fanfic of ororon for yellowsword's contest... hopefully i'll get it done in time. i'll have to cut it off soon, it's getting quite long.

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Sunday, April 3, 2005

hmmm a plot is coming for the manga. i might post it up here if i write it down in a story format. otherwise i'll just kind of draw as i go along. my friend says she might roleplay some of it out so that we can try alternate plots and what not. so yeah... links to my characters are in my scraps section of deviantart (here) just don't get traumatized because i think i put a pic of myself in there >__>;

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Saturday, April 2, 2005

omg... yesterday was so fun X333

i first met chrissy, joanna, and soymilk (haha we call her that) at the starbucks. we all talked for about 20 minutes, about what each of our schools is like. i told them about mr williams and they wouldn't stop laughing, and they told me about mr strople... my old geometry teacher. apparently he got married and left for hawaii one week earlier than winter break, so he was bragging to them that he got to get out of school earlier lol. we also talked about how everyone misses me and how i miss everyone, and how everyone has to meet my friends at CAMS x] oh my.... that could be quite interesting... haha.

after that, we walked to the taco bell and had a quick snack. we ended up talking about ddr and such.... we decided that we should have a big party and ddr all day lol. ((we're so obsessed XD)) haha... their spring break is getting closer, so i'll have to plan for that :]

they also told me a funny story about their japanese class. apparently there were these two students, a boy and a girl, who never stopped fighting. everyday, the teacher saw them arguing. then suddenly one day, they came in holding hands, smiled, and were like "hello, mrs. ito ^_^" haha.... she was so~~~~ shocked. she was like "but.. i thought you two hated each other!" and they said "oh we got over that ^_^" haha... this was all of a sudden too.. the day before they were still arguing! haha...

by then i almost had to go so we hung out at the starbucks again... we took *lots* of pictures... haha. soymilk is SO~~~ camera shy, and chrissy is so... not camera shy. lol.

ahhhh that was really nice. i hope i can do that again, i haven't seen everyone for so long~!

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