Saturday, March 19, 2005

hmmm it's been a while since i posted on this thing huh? well mostly i've been blogging on deviantART... so yeah ^^;; i'm not gonna bother going through everything that happened in the past 10 days so i guess i'll just bring up the main stuff?

i've discovered the wonderful mIRC! i've already downloaded "Baku" by my favorite manga-ka, hakase mizuki. it's such a cool book... and takeshi is cute lol. btw takeshi is a baku… a demon who eats people’s nightmares. currently i'm downloading a bunch of one-shots from the gothic lolita bibles i guess i'll talk about them next. i would just as soon go buy the gothic lolita bibles, but then i wouldn't be able to read it XD i can't wait until shoujo magic releases asian beat and kuruizaki no hana because that's by hakase mizuki also.

cut the angel with the scythe is pretty... well the magician is prettiest of them all, even though he kidnaps angelica.. lol. children can't choose their parents is an interesting story about a guy who is in love with a chicken o_O; it's kind of strange... i laughed really hard at the end... it was so... ironic xD;; slice of black chocolate was something i had already read, and there wasn't really much dialogue in it so... yeah. it was funny. with the eyeball... haha. you kind of have to read it to understand what i mean. by the way, if any of you want these mangas, tell me and i'll try to send them to you (or if you live close i'll burn to a disc for you)... kyuuketsuki to boku was kind of romantic but creepy at the same time. the last line in the manga was "With a black dress, you won't notice the blood dripping on you"... i guess because it was a vampire story. little sweet delusion was like a morbid "little red riding hood"... and.. it's by PUTUMAYO!! (*my favorite brand)... the illustration was really pretty, and the coloring style was very nice also. alice in underground was like a sadistic alice and her white rabit, but at the end you find the queen of hearts... haha, you'll see what i mean if you download it. XD the cheshire cat was really cute <3 lol.

so anyway... today i got sick at school. and mr jett made me go to the office and rest even though by then i was feeling perfectly fine. too bad, because i really wanted to turn in my work packet, and i wanted to take the test for giolroy so that i could just get it over with xD;

after school there was ddru... katherine played ddr for the first time. she was pretty good (especially compared to some of my other friends and their first times... lol) and then after that... joe, mike, beverly, katherine, and brian were trying to force me onto the dance pad... literally. they nearly did but then... i didn't XD i can't play in front of people... maybe if i get *really* good i'll play. eh... i guess i'm supposed to next meeting. haha... hopefully i won't make a complete fool of myself... btw, beverly is strong... i had a red mark on my wrist from where she grabbed me for like 10 minutes! o_O; lol. reminds me of when i used to play abcd at my old school. to: katherine, ok i guess you proved that you could carry me, but you had help >>; haha... it's all your fault, mr iseri because you're the one who said there needed to be more girls there lol.

well after school i went home and did my science section reviews. those things are really time consuming XP then i went online and i got to talk with 'aura', which i rarely ever get to do, so that was cool. we were so random tho... XD after that my sister needed to use the computer and so i went to go play ddr... i finally got an AA on super star which i've been trying to get for at least a week... lol. and i passed paranoia (kcet clean mix)... my younger sister challenged me to, and i didn't really want to since i thought i would fail.. and then somehow i passed o_O;; of course, it was only a D, so i guess it's not that great... XD

hmm... then i took my parents to open house and hall-sensei taught me to write my name in kanji ^^... the last part is really hard for me tho. XD

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Thursday, March 17, 2005

nothing better to do.

100 pretty random questions of Doom:

Boring but Obligatory Stuff:

1. Name: ...>>; i'm not telling. but you can call me sou-chan.
2. Nicknames: soujirou. sou-chan. manta.
3. Date of birth: shigatsu juusannichi
4. Gender: female
5. Height: 5'1/2''... yeah i'm so short x-X;
6. Colour of eyes: darkish brown
7. Colour of hair: black
8. Nationality: nihonjin desu.
9. Location: america
10. Native language: english.

More Obligatory Stuff:

11. Do you live alone / with flatmates or with parents: with my parents and my sister.
12. Brothers / sisters / none? a younger sister.
13. Pets you have: my naruto keychains xD;
14. Pets you’d like to have: a panda! XD
15. Do you study / work / both / neither? study. not old enough to work yet... well work with a salary x_X
16. What do you study? um... a lot of things.
17. Dream profession: mangaka
18. What job do you think you’ll end up with? probably a programmer or something.
19. Languages you know: english.. and that's all.
20. Languages you’d like to learn: japanese, korean
21. Favourite subject: engineering
22. Least favourite subject: computer applications

Drawing & art! :3 Skip if not applicable.

23. When did you start drawing / painting? about a year ago..
24. Favourite motif: hmm...
25. Favourite medium: pencil :D
26. Favourite drawing style: portraits and anime
27. What you’d like to learn to draw: everything :P
28. Favourite artist/s: ryuutarou X3, CLAMP, miyazaki, mizuki hakase, harusaki, and aura-kun ^^
29. Are you considering an art-related job? not as a profession, just like... on the side.
30. Would you ever consider becoming an animator? yes
31. Would you ever consider becoming a comic artist / mangaka? of course... if i were good at it ^^;
32. Would you ever consider becoming a concept artist for a gaming company? yes yes yes of course!! lol.

Random stuff:

33. Favourite spare time activities: reading and drawing.
34. Least favourite activities: not sure..
35. Favourite sport, if any: archery, fencing, kendo.
36. The sport you hate: i can't play football if my life depended on it ^^;
37. Favourite food and drink: sashimi + water
38. Least favourite food and drink: hmm... coke... and... i'm not sure for food.
39. Favourite colours: black. and dark red. or really dark blue.
40. Favourite type of clothing: dandy gothic.
41. Piercings / tattoos you have: none.
42. Piercings / tattoos you’d like to have: none, although it'd be cool to have piercings like miyavi's... painful tho. >>;

Entertainment:
43. Favourite movie: it *will* be moon child... once i see it.
44. Favourite soundtrack: full metal alchemist sound track.
45. Favourite TV show or series: revolution. but i'm sure it will soon be "i'm sorry, i love you"
46. Favourite actor/actress: hyde X3
47. Favourite genre of music: visual kei
48. Genre/s of music you can’t stand: i dunno, it depends.
49. Favourite band/s / artists: plastic tree, kagrra,, hyde, l'arc~en~ciel, zone, orange range, flow... the list goes on and on...
50. Band/s / artists you hate: hmm... not gonna say in case i offend anyone.
51. Favourite album of the moment: plastic tree [singles collection]
52. Favourite song of the moment: orange range [hana]
53. Favourite band member ever: ryuutarou!!!
54. Band/bands you hope to see live: see #49...
55. Song you’re listening to right now: nothing ^^;
56. Favourite music video: plastic tree [tsumetai hikari]
57. Favourite comic / manga: akuma no ororon or diabolo
58. Favourite cartoon / anime: i'll ckbc
59. Favourite manga / anime / comic / cartoon character/s: ororon, kyou, mitsume, shiro, ren, rai, kyouya...
60. Favourite videogame / computer game: ffx
61. Favourite videogame / computer game character: squall.. because he's gackt II

J-music – skip if you don’t care much for this.
J-rockers/j-poppers… (and j-rappers if you choose so.)

62. Favourite: ryuutarou (plastic tree) X33
63. Least favourite: hmm...
64. The best-looking: ryuutarou X3333
65. The freakiest: gackt i guess... but he isn't freaky to me, only to my family :P
66. The scariest: ummm to my family they're all scary. but they dont' scare me...
67. The most feminine looking: mana.
68. The best make-up XD : mana. XD
69. The weirdest hair: hmmmm... depends on the day i guess... but i *heart* yukke's hair...
70. The dumbest: i don't know..
71. The funniest: katchan
72. The best vocalist: ryuutarou X333
73. The best bassist: tadashi
74. The best drummer: buchi-chan.. or is it katchan? hmmm... or maybe takashi?
75. The best guitarist: akira
76. The best clothes n costumes: pyscho le cemu
77. The one you think should get retired already: i dunno..

78. The most memorable thing a jrock /j popper has done onstage: tough decision... maybe tetsu and the banana joke?
79. The saddest song: wahhh i can't decide!! harusaki sentimental? or yuki hotaru? or tsumetai hikari? or sink? or.. ah, never mind.....
80. The happiest song: viva rock!
81. The most energetic song: go!
82. The best PV: tremolo X3

If you could choose…

83. Desired hair colour: i like my black hair... >>;
84. Desired eye colour: i dunno, something with cool contacts that make your eyes look strange~ hehe
85. Where would you live? japan
86. With who? a lot of people.. aura, alex, yahiko, harusaki, myst, angelyuri, sano-chan, steph, amanda, lauren... lol. BUT OF COURSE RYUUTAROU WOULD HAVE TO BE THERE TOO!!! XD

More random stuff:

87. Describe an ideal weekend: spending time with my best friends
88. The time you go to sleep normally: 11:30
89. The time you wake up normally: 7:00
90. The favourite thing you own: my pura poster X333
91. What do you have on your room’s walls? my pura poster X333
92. Are you a day or a night creature? O_o night.. >>;
93. Is there something you’d like to change in your life? If so, what? a lot of things
94. Who is your favourite person and why? don't know.
95. What do you usually do on the computer? chat.
96. Do you like yourself? X3 sometimes.
97. Do you think you’ll be happier in the future? i don't know what will happen in the future so i can't say..
98. Do you like coffee? can't stand it x_X;
99. Your final thoughts: umm goodbye...
100. Bunny? usagi-chan? O_o;

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

haha.... my tshirt design for the class of 08 won... lol. it will be weird seeing people wearing my design... ^^;;;;; well anyway we voted yesterday and apparently they counted all the results in one day. if i can get the design in to my teacher soon enough, we should be able to order the tshirts tomorrow..

everyone turned in their science fair project today. apparently everyone stayed up really late. most people worked on it until 4:30 in the morning! o_O; i slept at 11:00, i hope i put enough effort into it... i mean i *think* it is ok but maybe i should have stayed up late and perfected my board too... ^^;;

now that the science fair is over, we all have to worry about mr william's sailboat project. the entire freshman class is behind, so we basically have two weeks to build our boat, test it, fix it, then have it ready to compete... XD; kind of sucks but i guess it will be fun to see which boats work and which don't. plus we get to go to a park to test them so that will be kind of fun~~

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Monday, March 14, 2005

nothing better to do... stolen from yahiko357

full name: not telling..
date of birth: 1990 April 13
do you act you age: isn't that for you to tell me?
eye color: brown
hair color: black
astological sign: erm.. can't remember.
pets: none
tattoos: none
piercings: none
righty or lefty: lefty! like gackt! ^^

.what's your favorite...
food: sashimi.
song: tsumetai hikari by plastic tree
movie: tonari no totoro
holiday: christmas
perfume/cologne: um... i don't know.
pizza topping: ...pizza is bad for you >>;
number: sin(10)
cereal: special k?
book: animal farm

.deep thoughts.
do you live in the moment?: probably not
do you think you're tolerant of others?: yeah
do you have any secrets?: >__>; i'm not telling you.
do you hate yourself?: only sometimes.
do you have any bad habits?: yeah
do you like your handwriting?: not really, but my friends like it
what is your biggest fear?: failing
can you sing?: i can sing, but i never said i can sing *well* XP
do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: i pretend to be ryuutarou because i love him x3
if you were another person, would you be friends with you?: probably not
what is your #1 priority in life?: God... and then 2nd would be my grades.
are you passive or agressive?: passive.
are you a daredevil?: no
what is your greatest strength?: um.. i don't know
..your greatest weakness?: um... i don't know, but if i *did* know i wouldn't tell you.
do you think you're emotionally strong?: only sometimes.
is there anything you regret doing/not doing in your life?: yes. but i'm not telling you.
what is the most important lesson you've learned in life so far?: i'm not sure.
what fictional character are you most like?: soujirou (but not as much as i was before)
are you wrongly percieved?: i don't know

.have you ever..
been out of the country?: yes
broken a bone?: my skull from when i was 7.
gone skinny dipping?: no
dated one of your best friends?: no
loved someone so much it made you cry?: maybe >>;
decieved someone close to you?: no
broken the law?: not that i know of
came close to dying?: i almost drowned when i was 9?
gone an entire day without eatting?: yes

.love.
have you ever been in love?: i don't *think* so..
how many people have you said it to?: um... a few times but not in that way
how many people have you REALLY been in love with?: ...
how many people have you kissed?: 0
how many people have you dated?: 0
what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: their eyes
do you believe in love at first sight?: i don't know
do you remember your first love?: um... XD;
do you believe in soulmates?: not sure
have you ever kissed in the rain?: *cough*never been kissed*cough*
what's the worst thing about the opposite sex? i dunno..
what's the best? not sure...

.who..
knows you best?: sano-chan
have you known the longest?: lisa
do you know the most about?: not sure
do you consider your best friend?: sano-chan
is most likely to end up in jail?: eh??
can you go to with your problems?: a lot of people..
do you want to get to know better?: a lot of people..
do you spend the most time with?: juliette
was the last person you laughed at?: don't remember
was the last person to disappoint you?: don't know
was the last person you saw a movie with?: ...the last time i saw a movie it was with my japanese class
was the last person you thought about?: aura
was the last person to brighten your day?: a few people..
was the last person you talked to on the phone?: hardly ever use the phone..
was the last person you talked to on IM?: alex
was the last person you saw?: my sister

.music.
what song do you swear was written about your life?: i don't know..
what's the most embarassing CD you own?: not telling :X
what's the best CD you own?: PLASTIC TREE SINGLES COLLECTION!!
what song do you absolutely hate?: um.. not telling.
do you sing in the shower?: no.
what song reminds you of that someone special?: ...

.random.
what's the scariest movie you've ever seen?: my parents don't let me watch scary movies -_-;;
what's the last thing you ate? jello.
what's your favorite quote? don't know
who/what is on your 2005 calendar?: i made my own calander... so i have plastic tree all over it *of course*
do you like chocolate?: chocolate is fattening.
have you ever wished on a shooting star?: no.
the best halloween costume you've ever worn was: yukata.
what's the best/worst feeling in the world?: i don't know..
if you win the lotto, what would you do with the money?: put it in the bank and save it for college.
so..is the glass half empty or half full? the glass is neither half empty nor is it half full. it is simply at the half-way mark.

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Sunday, March 13, 2005

today, i have been at myOtaku for 1 year. (although i haven't really been active for a year ^^')

so much seems to have changed in the course of a year. i read my old entries and think "whoa what was i thinking back then?" lol. i've gotten to know a lot of you really well~~ i'm really thankful that i got one of these~~ ^^

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Saturday, March 12, 2005

OMG... yesterday... i was at school for 13 hours. but for a good reason.

ok anyway.. started out a regular school day, except for club brag day. at lunch all the clubs came out and tried to get people to join. which was pretty cool.. now i'm in H.E.A.R. (which is like a human/animal rights club), Key Club (community service), Interactive Art Club, Sekai (a Japanese club), and DDRU (Dance Dance Revolution)

after school i waited around for an hour with nothing to do. i could have gone to go get ice cream with xuemin, huong, madonna, juliette, meghan, and katherine, but... 1)i didn't have any money for that, 2)i'm trying to eat more healthy foods, 3)i didn't feel like walking that far just for ice cream XD;;

so after i was at school for an hour, i walked over to the gym for the student vs teacher basketball game. i was kind of early so i was just waiting outside (i didn't have anyone to talk to since xuemin and everyone were still getting ice cream, and peter was buying a snack) so... i looked around for people i knew... and found like 0 xD but mike saw me so we talked and such.

in my signature i had something about hyde killing me, and he mentioned that he found it kind of scary that i have so many dreams where i die. the fact that it doesn't bother me anymore scared him more xD;; heh. i guess he thinks i'll end up committing suicide or what not, just because i dream about the pretty knife and what not. *shrug*

anyway... then we went in to watch the basketball game, and towards the end of the first quarter, xuemin and everyone showed up so i went to go sit with them. i felt kind of bad since i just kind of left mike and he wasn't sitting with anyone but he said it was ok... so... yeah ^^;

by halftime i was getting kind of hungry but i had to save my money for the play afterwards... i went out to the lobby to go look at the food and wish i had money for it (XD) madonna said she would pay except everyone spent all their money on ice cream! meghan was like.. high off of ice cream lol she had an entire quart! XD mike offered to buy me some but... it was all chips and soda. and like i said earlier i wanted to only eat healthy foods so... yeah XD; haha... i kind of wanted them actually but... chips are so fattening ^^;

well mike said he was getting bored so he came to sit with us. julie was like "i think he likes you" XD;; haha i doubt it. (lol julie was like.. "sit closer to him~~" hahaha) anyway during the halftime show, short flags jv performed a song. i didn't know ming was in there~~ haha. but yeah they were really good. it looks so hard~~ lol. then there was the skills competition and jordan won.

by the time 3rd quarter started, i was seriously doubting that the students had a chance of winning. we were losing by 18 XD; but it's because the teachers had all the p.e. teachers on their side lol. but.. yeah. so 3rd quarter passed.... i think juliette was saying how meghan and kent made a good couple. juliette was like "don't you think so? or is it meghan and zach?" and i said "i don't know ^_^;;;" and xuemin was like "haha she's so innocent" lol. haha meghan and kent... interesting idea but i don't know if it would work... *shrug* never really thought about it.

and then... during 4th quarter...

MR. ISERI MADE A BASKET!! LOL!! everyone was cheering so much!! because he's like.. not really the type to do well in basketball (no offense, but even he admitted it!) ((for those of you who don't know, mr iseri is our math teacher)) haha... but yeah that was funny. by then, we knew we were going to lose because we had 1 minute left in the quarter and were down by 16.

haha.. but yeah it was fun. after that we walked back to the drama room and grabbed our backpacks and such... went back to HFA to go buy our tickets for the play. the people selling tickets were MEAN~~ XD; yeah... it sucked but whatever.

by then it was 6:30 and the play didn't start until 7:30 so i worked on homework and such... peter and lynn had spanish homework, bernadette was working on her math, and i did my japanese homework. but after i finished i didn't have any of my textbooks so i couldn't work xD; so i listened to other people's iPods XD on david's i listened to some anime songs, on julie's i listened to some rap or whatever, and on mike's i listened to moi dix mois. oh and on bernie's i listened to some rock song.. but i can't remember the name.

about 15 minutes before the play began they announced that we could go buy pizza outside. so i borrowed some money and bought some because i was getting *so* hungry~~

then the play started. it was "bye bye birdie"... a shortened version anyway. it was funny seeing xuemin and huong up there.. lol. arnie was really good as kim, and nick was really good as hugo.. i wonder if arnie and nick will ever go out with each other? hmmm... lol.

so yeah... busy day yesterday. now i have to work on my science fair >>;

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Thursday, March 10, 2005

yes, enin, you were in that dream. the dirty knife refers to the dream i had previous to this new one. read about it here if you care. if you don't feel like reading it, that's ok too.

to usagixsenjo, i've had this newer dream for about a week, the older one for about 3 weeks. oh and the bet... when we first started school my friend julie and i bet that we would die before each other. just for fun, nothing serious.

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i've been kind of depressed lately X_x; so i haven't really been active on myOtaku...

to everyone who still comes around here, thanks for putting up with me. i know i don't visit your sites a lot, and that when i post i don't really say anything interesting, so thanks for still coming.

so... yeah. i'll try to get to everyone's sites next time. sorry, minna.

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Wednesday, March 9, 2005

hmmm sequel to that recurring dream. so now i only have the first recurring dream sometimes, and the other one whenever i don't have the first one..

so now my body is in the ground rotting but my spirit is wandering around. and i get to see how happy everyone is without me x_X; it gets really depressing ;__; i won't really go into it that much, unless you ask me to.. in the dream i specifically see harusaki, aura, kat, sano-chan, alex, yahiko, MJ, and ching (although i must add, ~ Harusaki is living quite a happy life married to her ryuutarou-clone boyfriend... i'm jealous haha) well anyway, i kind of walk around for a while until someone sees me! O__o; and it happens to be this little girl who i tutor.. she gets really scared because apparently my image is still bloody and so she runs away.. but yeah, the knife.. it's still dirty. and in the dream, i'm *really* sad about that... my poor knife ;__;

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Tuesday, March 8, 2005

mr williams is gonna kill us all. i just know it xD and since i'm period 1, someone gets to go brag to julie, because i'll have one that bet we made back in august lol.

by the way, according to my japanese class the apocolypse is coming.

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Monday, March 7, 2005

regarding the shopro version of naruto...

OMG... SHOPRO ENTERTAINMENT HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO US??

haku just CAN'T be a girl...

in the words of leslie: "it's inhuman"

T______T poor haku...

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this is irrelevant to the stuff above, but i drew five pictures for ryuutarou's birthday. view them here

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