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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

   stupid site...
bleh remember when i was talking a lot about my friend and everything? well this is like the only place i can talk about him and yesterday the site SHUT DOWN shortly after he got depressed.

>.
well i still think he is depressed, but he assured me that he wouldn't be able to kill himself because of his fear of pain. "no, i'm not afraid of death, i'd welcome it, but i am afraid of pain" is what he said. so if it's his fear of pain that's keeping him from killing himself, i hope he fears pain forever.

at least he knows that there are people who care about him, but he still is depressed and wants to die (before he would be like... 'i have no friends' and stuff like that)

so now he's not really on a "i want to kill myself" thing, but instead he thinks that no one will remember him if he dies. "a week or two of mourning... and then everyone will forget about me" he says. and everyone is telling him that he will not be forgotten, but he doesn't believe us. he said something about how it's so easy to forget things, that there is no chance he will be remembered.

;_;

i hate it when he says things like that, it makes me so sad to think that he wants to die or that he doesn't think anyone will remember him or anything else like that. if only i could see him then maybe i could convince him...

but that's impossible since we're not even in the same continent and we both have no money.

i don't think i've ever been so worried about anyone before...

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