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Tuesday, September 21, 2004


no offense when i say this but...
i'm really starting to hate love.

if that's even what it really is.

according to comments and a few chats on random messengers i am in love, but i don't really know about it. it could be, and it might just be something close to it but not quite there yet... or i could be completely wrong and not be in love at all.

i still think that i am way too young for this stuff. sure other people can be in love... but me? no, i doubt it. i wasn't expecting anything like this until... years later???

is it love when your happiness depends on the other person's? when if he is sad, then you become sad too? (well she for you guys out there -_-U) and is it love when you would rather die than let anything bad happen to him (or like i said for the guys, her?)?

i really didn't WANT to be in love... maybe not ever in my life time, but especially not NOW when i'm just starting school and have projects and tests and everything to worry about. it feels good every so often, but i can't help but be depressed every time he seems sad. and that's really not helping my psuedonym.

i'm confusing myself. i should be concentrating on conic sections right now... it's so much more simpler, with things like hyperbolic equations... seriously it's very simple once you figure out what the eccentricy is. just basic calculus. i think. well that's what the spark notes said... x_X

that and keeping my plant alive. it's like a stem and you have to keep it alive for 2 months. i'm going to kill it somehow i just know i am.

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