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Birthday
• 1990-04-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• Earth
Member Since
• 2004-03-13
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Seta Soujiro (not really... but...)

Personal

Achievements
• Survived middle school
Anime Fan Since
• Sailor moon i guess.... so like when i was 3 or 4
Favorite Anime
• A lot of these are mangas but i like
-Yakumo Tatsu
-I'll
-Kaine
-Petshop of Horrors
-Demon Ororon
-Under the Glass Moon
-kagerou-nostalgia
-naruto
-rurouni kenshin
-cruel fairytails
-fushigi yuugi
Goals
• create a manga/webcomic... and to learn japanese...
Hobbies
• -Anime
-Manga
-Drawing
-Gothic and Lolita
-JPop/JRock/Visual Kei
-Reading
-FRUiTS
Talents
• er...

myOtaku.com: Hardcore Otaku

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

i hate mondays...

right... i said i was glad it was a monday. i take it back, i HATE mondays now. but then again, who said i like any of the days of the week? today was supposed to be our presentation for engineering about orbital mechanics. there was supposed to be a powerpoint presentation with it. so we uploaded it and edited during lunch in the computer labs, and we ran out of time for that one group member's work (the one who didn't do anything)! as if that wasn't bad enough, when we got to class it wouldn't upload to the main computer that we had to use and so we couldn't present. now we have to get it fixed by friday or we won't get points for the powerpoint part of the grade! x_x;; if i fail this project i will DIE. i'm serious. i've never failed anything in my life. i'm not used to getting under an A. 100% is what i expect of myself, sometimes more... and let's just say that anything under a 95% makes me want someone to shoot me in the head.

on the plus side, i got my quiz back from that class with a good grade... 23 out of 20, which means i survived that one. in that class i am top in the class besides one of my friends, who has the exact same score as me! *must pull grade up higher! xD* i'm getting a 97.1% in english... so barely surviving that one i guess. and then in study skills... 104%, but i'm ranked 9th in the class so i'm still kind of disappointed. math and science... i don't know because grades aren't posted in those classes. i think i'm doing fine in japanese... and computer apps i have no clue since we never do ANYTHING. and then i have no clue in p.e. either ^^;

my parents honestly don't care about me getting straight a's and all that... (even though i'm asian xD) they say things like "as long as you're doing your best and you're not getting an F, i'll be happy with you"... so i wonder why i always stress myself over A-'s... maybe it will help me get through high school, i dont' know... hopefully it will get me a scholarship because i don't have enough money to go to a really good college without one...

also on the plus side, i think my mom approves of plastic tree! ^_^ i let her listen to one of the songs... i believe it was sink or something, and she was like "oh, that's a pretty song" or whatever. i know she likes it a lot more than hyde anyway xD

anyone who knows me well knows i have really bloody dreams. not necessarily bloodly, maybe just violent. i can't find the right word for it. but i think ever since 7th grade in my dreams someone always dies. someone usually being me. or maybe i kill someone. or maybe everyone dies. but somehow someone always dies. and recently i have been having some dreams about my friend who i have been talking about lately. i actually had one of him and me going to the japanese store and no one dies! guess it's not much of an accomplishment but still it's kind of cool... but then i had this one about a week ago, where we went to the japanese store again and someone killed me with a katana because i got the gackt photobook before they did xD but he barely noticed and kind of just left me there with blood all over the floor and everything. and then the store manager got mad at me because there was blood on one of the books x_X;; i've also recently been having dreams about my funeral. and half the people there are glad i'm dead. and then about a quarter are indifferent, an eighth were dragged there because they were family or whatever.

is this some sort of strange psychological thing? do i think somewhere in the back of my mind that nobody cares about me and they want me dead? or is this a result of too much work and stressing myself out too much? (really i don't really care that much, i'm just curious... well you don't really have to answer if you don't want to ^^;)

bleh i'm tired... so i'm going to go get some sleep to make up for the hours i lost over the weekend. jaa, mata.

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