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Thursday, October 14, 2004


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Current Mood: ;_;
Current Song: Rocket by Plastic Tree

i've been wondering... but what does it feel like when you die? (not that anyone would really know...) i've just been thinking... i'm a christian, so i believe in heaven and hell, but what about that very moment when you stop breathing or whatever? and those people who seem to know that they will die?

and... what about people in comas? it's always been interesting to me about people who wake up from comas... they say that some people can actually remember people talking to them while they were in a coma... so what is it really like to be in one? o_o so confusing...

just like those "bothced time travel suicides" that people always talk about... they never work out... especially if you don't succeed and you end up not killing yourelf, just injuring yourself... x_X but i won't get into that, i'm confused enough as it is...

today we took the PSAT! *o* actually it wasn't as hard as i thought, there were a few things that... to put simply... i had no idea what they were talking about, but i think i might do ok on it. or maybe not. basically... it was pretty easy but i think i failed it. but since it doesn't count this year i think it will be ok if i don't also (well not really but... x_X) it was really long and parts of it were kind of boring... and then the bubbles were evil... i really HATE filling in bubbles or boxes or things like that... they get on my nerves... it's much easier to click a form on the internet, ne? ^^; haha, j/k.

well i got home early and my friend was on... but he was really tired so we didn't get to talk. *sigh* i'm ok with it i guess... i just can't help but feel a little disappointed... we never get to talk outside of dA comments... i don't want to be selfish, i mean i think he should get more sleep anyway... it's just hard for me to not feel sad... i wonder if i'm going to lose my psuedonym from stuff like this eventually... anyway... our conversation was really short and we didn't really say anything... whatever... i guess it's ok... maybe next time...

actually i'm kind of depressed now *sigh* i can't understand why i'm getting so upset over him... only a few months ago i couldn't get upset about anything. well except maybe someone who wouldn't quite bothering me... but he was annoying so... yeah.

if any of you noticed, i got a bg for the posts so that it is easier to read... and you can still see mana's face! and to everyone who doesn't know... mana is a GUY, not a girl... as pretty as he is, he's still a guy. even urbandictionary says so! click here

today more people said i should be going out with that guy in my class... o_o;; i really wish they wouldn't... we both hate it... x_x i'll try to ignore it... all the more reason to look for a place to be alone at lunch (which i still haven't found btw)

well that's basically all i have to say for right now... i think i'm going to be stabbed to death by friday.

jaa, mata

COMMENTS

Nikorasu - heh since i don't know when it is exactly... happy early half birthday ^^

Kei-chan - o_o;; whoa that's even crazier than mine... just because you know spanish? do you know how many people in the world know spanish? practically half of my school knows spanish x_X

destinyssweetman - heh i think my computer teacher doesn't know the stuff so he just reads from the book -_-'' he doesn't know half the stuff we tell him about for an answer... i'm beginning to wonder about if his teaching credentials are legitimate ^^;

Yamcha - thanks i know i'll find one eventually, it's easier because all the grades have a different lunch time... it woudl be so much harder if we all ate at the same time o_o

Takhisis - thanks ^^

AnimeBlue Girl - thank you ^^ i think i would just as soon look for the needle in the haystack than try to find a place to be alone... it could be easier ^^;

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