Monday, October 25, 2004

Thanks everyone!
Hey!! i went to myOtaku today and i had 800 hits! currently i am at rank 463... thanks so much, i can't believe just a month ago i was at like... 1500 x_X

The weekend is over *sigh*
i tried to get to people's sites today, and if i didn't i'm sorry... and it's possible that i actually was at your site, i just couldn't think of anything to comment xD

unfortunately today is a sunday so it means tomorrow is a monday... i really don't want to go back to school. i probably wouldn't mind so much if it wasn't for that project but more on that later. and i'll have to continue my search for a place to be alone at lunch, i haven't been able to since it's been raining... and as much as i want to be alone i don't think eating in the rain would be much better x_X

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please visit destinyssweetman and yellowsword's sites... their grandma just died...

School Project
i realize i've never said anything about what the actual task of my assignment is, just how much i hate it. basically... we're put into groups of four or five (my group has four) and assigned a prehistoric time era. Our project is to figure out how to survive there and make it interesting to tourists.

somehow i got stuck being the mathematician/engineer, and even though i like math the best i hate this job. xD i have to design a time machine that is the same volume as my math teacher's room. i also have to design and build a "sample collector" to bring back an animal from our era. this wouldn't be so hard except i don't have any information about my sample because one of my group members decided not to research anything xP after that i'm supposed to design climate appropriate shelters, and make sure the contents of the time machine (with the walls and the sample... and the people) do not exceed 34,000 pounds. x_X

the one thing that really bothers me about this project is that it's worth 15% of our grade... in all of our classes o_o;; so if i do poorly on this project, or one of the other group members does poorly, it's impossible for me to get an A. if any of you could get to know me in person you know i freak out about grades easily... xD

i am most likely going to win that bet i had with my friends x_x i can't even stand getting an A- and if this girl in our group doesn't come up with something i'm going to fail with her... i don't really want to die but maybe i'll have a heart attack or just kind of fall over dead from shock...

Ryuutarou (n///n)
my friend made me a really cool ryuutarou layout for xanga... i love it so much ^^ it features tarou-kun in his tremolo video... and i decided that i want to have his skeleton wings. i really want wings like that....

maybe i can cosplay as him. the wings would be kind of hard, but finding an outfit like that wouldn't be too hard... and i like his top hat too ^^ i kind of have an obsession with top hats btw... ^^;

i'm not sure if my mom will approve of that. i mean she even thinks l'arc~en~ciel is kind of scary... and plastic tree in their early days are a lot more... visual kei x_X but i'm determined to be ryuutarou for next halloween (no time for this year)

well at least my mom doesn't mind puraturi's music so much. i told her i wanted her to listen to some of the songs and after i was done she was like "oo those are pretty songs" ^^; (i was playing sink, yuki hotaru, rocket, and harusaki)

christmas o_O;;
i'm going to have to do something about this. i have to get enough money to buy presents for my family... my friends at church... my friends from my old school... my friends from my new school... and everyone else who don't really go into those categories x_X i want to get something nice for people but i'm really broke! (maybe i shouldn't have bought those last two issues of shoxx *sigh*

maybe i can bake something... we can go to costco or some other place that sells things for cheap and i can get lots of sugar and whatever other ingredients i can think of and just bake for the entire day and one day bring a bunch of cookies or whatever else is cheap to make to school and such x_X

or i can draw some stuff too. a couple of my friends requested pictures as their gift so that will make it easier on me as for cash... i don't know if i'll have time tho x-X

ice cream and morticians
today at church i helped in the preschool class but was able to still go to our small group. we were talking about money and the question was if the amount of money you get affects what you were thinking about as a job. and somehow we came to the topic of aptitude tests. so our small group leader told us that we could guess what she got when she was in high school and if we got it in 10 guesses then we could go out for ice cream. we wasted the first 7 on random ones and then she gave us a hint - that everyone in the room would use this service eventually. and so we guessed something like real estate agent. and then she said that some of our noses couldn't take it. and so someone guessed garbage collector. finally she said that it is an important job and i said mortician and everyone looked at me like i was crazy. but i said that it fit the description and one or two people agreed. but when we voted they thought gardener...

it turns out i was right when i said mortician! o_o;;

so we went out for ice cream anyway. it was fun, even if it was just a trip to the rite-aid ^^;

Pre-school class
as i mentioned before, i helped in the preschool class. it's really cute sometimes, but it can be a pain at other times ^^; one girl was coloring her bush or rock or something in magenta. and she said "i want to draw magenta!" and we said "well that is magenta." and she said "no that's not magenta, that's just a bush." and we were like "what???" it turns out she wanted to draw magenta from blue's clues but no one knew what she looked like.

someone said that i of all people should try to draw magenta while the little girl described her to me. and i tried my best and she was like "no you made it ugly!" ahahaha i guess she doesn't like my pictures either because she wanted me to draw a princess so i did and she was like "no it's ugly!" hehehe

For the last time...
i don't understand why everyone insists on me liking that guy on my class. it's so annoying. today while working i got this im from someone in my class... it was like the 7th person who thinks i like him x_X

Her: hey..
Me: hi
Her: do you like ----- (just in case he doesn't want his name here ^^;)
Me: o_o; no
Her: are you sure?
Me: Yes
Her: oh...

grr..
everything is getting on my nerves... people in general and school and the fact that i need to eat to survive (er... more on that later?) and pretty much everything else in the world... i feel like hitting something. but better not in here because it's close to the computer ^^; *hits the chair* that hurt my hand because the chair was made out of metal... but at least i feel better ^^;

Poll
I forgot to do this yesterday so two questions for you today. my answers are in itallic

1) If you had a choice between traditonal screentones and digital screentones (assuming you had the proper picture editing software) what would you use?
digital... because i don't have money to buy more everytime i need more tones x_X

2) Favorite book (this time not counting manga xD) and why?
Animal Farm by George Orwell because... i'm not sure why XD

COMMENTS

Kei-chan - lol my sensei probably wouldn't like my pics... all jrockers that look so gothic and whatever x_X i think it's like a chronic disease or something where all classes have that one person who doesn't do anything and somehow we always get the bad ones XD

DemonMessiah - o_o;; well whatever happens don't kill yourself ok...?

12th Jockey - yeah that's the show! ^^ it was kind of funny if you saw me watching the show... i started freaking out because i could read the japanese words x_X but yeah part of it was kind of creepy xD

skakujou - ooo i forgot to mention about that... the day was moved to this thursday... tuesday is "dress up in your halloween costume day"

Takhisis - heh... thanks :)

dark moon fox - lol that and when they dub anime... i watched certain shows and i started craking up +_+

destinyssweetman - lol don't worry you're not going nuts ^^ hehehe RPing is so fun... ^_^ *hug*

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