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Birthday
• 1990-04-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• Earth
Member Since
• 2004-03-13
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Seta Soujiro (not really... but...)

Personal

Achievements
• Survived middle school
Anime Fan Since
• Sailor moon i guess.... so like when i was 3 or 4
Favorite Anime
• A lot of these are mangas but i like
-Yakumo Tatsu
-I'll
-Kaine
-Petshop of Horrors
-Demon Ororon
-Under the Glass Moon
-kagerou-nostalgia
-naruto
-rurouni kenshin
-cruel fairytails
-fushigi yuugi
Goals
• create a manga/webcomic... and to learn japanese...
Hobbies
• -Anime
-Manga
-Drawing
-Gothic and Lolita
-JPop/JRock/Visual Kei
-Reading
-FRUiTS
Talents
• er...

myOtaku.com: Hardcore Otaku

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

A little less stressed ^^
well today was alright. got my stuff done for IDP and i still have a lot to do (XD) but at least i got some info from that one girl. to be honest, i'm still kind of stressed and i'm still kind of wishing someone would hit me in the head with something big and heavy, but at least now i'm not planning to do anything about it >_>;

Rocket
FOr some reason i can't stop listening to Rocket by Puraturi... i have no idea why, i just can't... there's this one site where i listen to all my jrock from and my mouse keeps drifting to this song... *obsession* and although it kind of makes me depressed... i can't stop... it's like an addiction or something. i wonder if it's possible that i'm addicted to this song... i mean i love puraturi and all of their other songs, but i just can't stop listening to this one... i'm listening to it as i type... for the 14th time today xD well at least it's a good song... ^^; i'll post the lyrics here... i love the lyrics... ryuutarou is really good at writing lyrics, i wish i had that type of talent xD

always having the same dream, tonight again i only slept 2 hours
a bell resounds all the way into my chest, so once in a while i try going out
i have no bible, so i'll pray to the sky in the park for some hope
the sanitary, far too blue sky and the far too distant me
you & the heat thicken my blood
a screw starts to turn
and i really want to cry

like this, close your eyes soar to the sky, past even your dreams
until we're buried in light, i'll always be looking at you

the silent crows are like notes on a telephone wire score
and soundlessly they fly off, leaving me behind as i follow the melody
so many words are packed in my chest
without ever being voiced one day they'll overflow

going as high as we can into the bluer than blue
slipping into midsummer, i gasp

you & the heat thicken my blood
a screw starts to turn
and i really want to cry

like this, close your eyes soar to the sky, past even your dreams
and as we're buried in light, we'll part from each other
"hey down there... can you still see me?"
look to the end of the universe breathe in
before long we will be gone...

i opened my eyes. finding myself in a washed-out world.
i looked to the sky. and my hope returned.

i was an idiot yesterday
hitting that chair yesterday was stupid. because today i had this red mark on my hand and people wouldn't quit asking me about it... and then i had to tell them that i got stressed out and hit a chair that happened to be made out of metal... and then they started laughing at my stupidity xD and i admit it really was a stupid thing to do... but... i don't have to go and tell everyone at school x_X

^^
i never mentioned this but my friend from dA disappeared for a little while. he wouldn't respond on dA and he hadn't been available for im for some time so i was beginning to worry about him. but he responded and said he got a new internet browser that was giving him some problems ^^; well at least he's ok ^_^

no time for this so...
Unfortunately i have too much homework so i won't be able to complete my halloween costume of hyde xD which is kind of pathetic since it's such a simple costume... but anyway... >_>; thus i've decided to start working on my ryuutarou costume really early for next year! i'll probably start gathering materials when winter break starts, because i know those wings are going to take forever to do x_X how am i supposed to make skeleton wings? maybe i can paper mache it and paint it white? that would look really bad... but what else can i use? buy fake bones and paste it together in a wing shape? that would look even worse xD

More on my psuedonym
i mentioned before about my name and how i got it from that magnifying glass burn... xD but anyway... from that day i had gotten really good at not showing much emotion unless i wanted to. it was kind of weird, being able to supress it so well... especially when i got hit in the neck with that tennis ball xD

the real soujiro had a really sad past... his "family" abused him... and if you remember eventually shishio found his house and made soujiro get bandages for him. and later, his family ended up attacking him so he killed them. (if i remember my info correctly XD)

soujiro was really good at hiding his emotions too, until he fought with kenshin. i wonder who (or maybe what?) my kenshin is that's making me unable to keep smiling all the time.... *sigh*

COMMENTS

dark moon fox - hahaha wow i think you need to come help me in the preschool class so that that girl doesn't get mad at me xD

Revmmix - lol thanksgiving is fun too! but yeah i like the fact that i don't have school at christmas XD

kei-chan - wow your mom likes X-Japan?!? you're so lucky!! i want a mom who likes jrock!!

ninjamonkey - lol eating is ok... but i skip 2 out of 3 meals so... xD

nikorasu - haha i guess i should have said novel ^^;

DemonMessiah - true it's not fair, but nothing's fair in life x_x

God of Death - thank you.

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