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Monday, November 15, 2004


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bleh. x_X;;;

grrr
more people asked me about me and that guy on my bus this weekend. how many times do i have to say that i do NOT like him?!? people can be stupid sometimes.

i mean, i don't even like REAL people yet, let alone real people from my SCHOOL!

(note - real means.. not an anime bishounen u_u and real ALSO means... no jrockers?!? and no gothic lolita models?!? *sigh* i'm never gonna like a real person. lol.)

hmm there IS a possibility that i COULD like ONE "real" guy. but he's really far away from me. and the only reason is that my friend, who's never liked a real guy in her life (like me) likes him! and the reason she likes him is that he has jrock hair. i think i talked about this before lol. but no one has jrock hair where i live! no one even LIKES jrock where i live!

and yet there's some guy out there with jrock hair... i want to like a real person with jrock hair. lol. no i don't. no i really REALLY don't. forget i said any of that.

actually... i don't think i'll ever be with anyone for a really long time. and i'm fine with that. there's way too much to be thinking about to be worrying about stuff like this... for example...

IDP Presentation
we have to present soon. and i'm not prepared. i'm never prepared to do stuff like this. i HATE presentations in front of people. even in front of my class of 30 students is hard, but now ALL OF THE 9th GRADE?? that's murder. that really is murder.

and on top of that i should be thinking about...

College
ever sice the 6th grade i've been worried about what college to go to. what to major in. all that stuff. i had hoped to pick at least a major by the time i was in 8th grade.

and guess what.

i still have NO CLUE.

i NEED to pick something. i have to plan my classes for the next four years. i have to start looking into colleges. i can't just not pick one. was that a double negative? can't not? yeah. it was. see i'm going to do horribly on my SAT's lol j/k. depends on what the SAT's are like. i'll hate the essay portion for sure x_X

too bad my parents can't just be what people call the type of parents that want me to be a doctor or a lawyer and decide it for me when i'm like.. 2 years old. and then i could spend all my time striving to become a doctor and having people mad at me for getting a 99%... sure i would probably hate it. but at least i could have another motivation besides myself. bleh.

what am i saying?!?

i'm going crazy i'm sure i am. hehe. which reminds me of...

Diablo
if they make a deal with diablo then they go crazy at 17 and reach the point of no return at 18. poor ren. poor rai. they were only 7, how were they supposed to know what would happen? *sigh*

they're such bishounen lol. rai is the coolest. even tho the braid wasn't popular i think it's cool. and his glasses are cool too. lol. my friends always say things like "why can't you say that about real people?"

and i say "fine. i love tadashi's glasses."

them: "NO. tadashi doesn't count either."

me: *sigh*

lol well that's ok. i'm content liking my bishounen. besides i can write fanfiction about them lol.

well that was an interesting entry. hehe. me liking "real" people. that sounds so funny. lol.

jaa, mata.

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