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Tuesday, December 7, 2004


  
thank you~~
Hi minna-san~~! i'd like to thank all of you for the nice comments you put on my entry last time. It means so much to me~~ ^^ i was so worried today, and then when i got home i saw that everyone commented on my site and it made me feel better ^^ tomorrow i will go visit all of your sites and sign the guestbook if i haven't already... and i'll get back to everyone else who signed it too ^^

well oniichan told me that he talked to my friend today and that he wouldn't commit suicide ^_^ however he is still sad and stuff, so i am kind of worried about him still... u_u; well at least i know he won't die~!

today if i weren't so nervous i would have laughed at myself. haha. well i am now so i guess it counts lol. eto~~ during lunch since i had nothing else to think about i started worrying about him on the way to the food court. then all of a sudden my face was against a door. *nod* i was so distracted that i walked into a closed door. haha. it didn't really hurt or anything, and i don't think TOO many people saw me... xD

i didn't mention but my brain kind of numbed last night, and with it my left arm did too... o_O; well today it was still numb and since i'm left handed (like gackt ^^) it made it really hard to write in school... well it wasn't completely numb in english/beginning of science... at that point it felt like someone had put a knife in my shoulder xD but anyway... then we had to use a compass for our science class).. well i couldn't use it so i switched to my right hand, after which the point of the compass slipped and landed conviently on my hand. it hurt, but at least my hand wasn't numb anymore. XD

Parade CD Message (more pura ^^')
hehe it's cute. i can only get a little bit of what they are saying but it's cute. at the beginning ___ is talking and tarou-kun just says "hai" all the time... sounds so kawaii~~~~ ^^ hehe. i like the way he laughs too...

it's 8 minutes long... maybe if i listen to it long enough it will be engraved into my mind and i can start trying to translate, like i am with my interview. although speaking is harder because i can't really get all of what they're saying... it always seems like when people speak a foreign language the talk really fast, but it's probably just that i can't understand it... >_>; heh.

well maybe i can bring it to sensei. she'll be like "aah~~ what's this?? why do you listen to this stuff??" lol. i think she'll get confused by the new year message because at the end of it he says "ryuutarou deshita" (like... i was ryuutarou) instead of "ryuutarou desu" haha.

English
I'm really happy because in english today i thought i failed our quiz! everyone said that the class average was a D (which it probably was).. but when i got it back i found out that without the extra credit i would have gotten 89.7%... then with the extra credit from the quiz, plus one extra point for getting a certain answer, and the 3 points she gave everyone in the class, i got a 36/33 ^_^

maybe that can pull my grade up from a B to an A! ^^ there are some other extra credit opportunities also that i'm waiting for info on...

PURA
i was debating on this at school today.

listen to pura and get more depressed because of the depressing songs?

or

not listen to pura and get more depressed because of the lack of pura?

lol. see how obsessed i am? ok well now i can listen to them ^^ oh and... i know i posted these lyrics before but i like them...

ROCKET (by ryuutarou)

always having the same dream, tonight again i only slept 2 hours
a bell resounds all the way into my chest, so once in a while i try going out
i have no bible, so i'll pray to the sky in the park for some hope
the sanitary, far too blue sky and the far too distant me
you & the heat thicken my blood
a screw starts to turn
and i really want to cry

like this, close your eyes soar to the sky, past even your dreams
until we're buried in light, i'll always be looking at you

the silent crows are like notes on a telephone wire score
and soundlessly they fly off, leaving me behind as i follow the melody
so many words are packed in my chest
without ever being voiced one day they'll overflow

going as high as we can into the bluer than blue
slipping into midsummer, i gasp

you & the heat thicken my blood
a screw starts to turn
and i really want to cry

like this, close your eyes soar to the sky, past even your dreams
and as we're buried in light, we'll part from each other
"hey down there... can you still see me?"
look to the end of the universe breathe in
before long we will be gone...

i opened my eyes. finding myself in a washed-out world.
i looked to the sky. and my hope returned.

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