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Tuesday, January 4, 2005


contact
uhh yeah i put my aim name and email (which also serves as msn name) up... and i changed the link to my website

instant ramen
ahahaha i love instant ramen so much... i've had it every day for breakfast for the past week and a half. can't be good for me, but i don't really care... ahaha. and there are so many different types... i love chicken flavor tho. hehe.

it's the strangest thing too... if i'm ever depressed i can heat up a cup ramen and... eating it makes me... not depressed O_O;; it's kind of strange, but it's really cool~

dreams
wow so confusing... all these death dreams, and then the ones where i actually get to my funeral are more confusing. everyone keeps saying how much they hated me. demonmessiah told me that most of the time in a dream, everyone you see is actually an aspect of yourself. but then, since everyone at the funeral hated me, does that mean i hate everything about myself? that can't be right, unless subconciously i hate myself and i don't know it. ^^; i'm confusing myself~~~~ X_x; and.... is it a bad thing if after i wake up from a dream where i'm killed by a jrocker i'm disappointed that it was a dream?? O_o;;;;

Resolutions
right... never formally posted them up here so...

1. don't procrastinate.

2. pick a tentative major.
i was supposed to have this done by now, but i guess i didn't think of one soon enough, so i'll have to have one soon. maybe a college to go with it?

3. lose weight.
i'm not "overweight," and i wear about a size 1 or 0 depending on the style, but...... i want to be thinner xD so i'll give up unhealthy foods such as chips and cookies and stuff like that..

4. check my messages more often.
(especially on dA, which i FINALLY got to zero)

5. buy what i want to buy, without worrying so much about what my parents will think of it.
i've been really really paranoid about asking my mom to let me buy a glb or gosurori pattern book, because i think she'll get mad at me for liking dark things. actually i had the chance to buy one yesterday but decided not to at the last minute *sigh*. well it's my money, and i think i'll try to get the courage to buy what i want with it xD

6. keep a 4.0

7. solve the rubiks cube

8. become more active in my clubs
from school and dA

9. become at least a first grade student!! O_O;
uhhh in terms of how much kanji i know, i'm like... in pre-school. i want to become a first grader... preferably a second grade level

10. learn more about my computer programs
because i have a lot of applications on here that are taking up memory, and i want them to be put to good use. especially flash XD;;

11. spend more time with my sister

12. save money
i need a tablet. to get a tablet i need money (about... $600).

13. learn some grammar
our japanese teacher hasn't really been... teaching us, so i have to learn on my own ^^;;

14. draw more often
my drawings need LOTS of improvement... x_x;;;;; my gallery

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