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Friday, January 7, 2005


o_O;;....
So today i went back to my middle school to visit one of my favorite teachers (even tho i wasn't in her class ^^; hehe.) Anyway... at first i thought she wasn't there because she wasn't in her room so i decided to go see if my social studies teacher was there, and she wasn't. then i saw this guy from last year who liked me (but i don't like him). so i was like "hey salt (my nickname for my little sis) let's go b/c i don't think she's here" and she, not knowing any better, was like "No, she's right in there, *insert my name here*!".... O_O; then that guy (whose name is josh, so i don't have to keep saying that guy) said "ohhhh so you're here!" as if it was something special (but really it wasn't). and then i informed him that i was there to see that one teacher, and he was like "i'll come too"... XD; so i went over to her room and we talked and i showed her my magazines and my drawings and we debated on who was a girl and who wasn't (lol) so that was kind of fun...

after she had to go, josh was like "so since you're on break could you come over to my house sometime?"

Attempt 1 me: "but you're not on break"; him: "after school is out. or on the weekend."
Attempt 2 me: "i have church."; salt: "church doesn't last all day!"; me: "-_-#"; him: "she's right."
Attempt 3 me: "i have to do my science fair."; salt" "but you're done with that!"; me: "uhhh no i'm not >_>;" him: "you won't take that long will you?"
Attempt 4 me: "maybe. but if i don't i have to practice ddr so i can play in ddr club without making a fool of myself" (that's true, you know..); him: "i have ddr on my computer."; me: "o_O; but mine's a playstation."; him: "so?"; me: "different version, ne."; him: "so?"

and then my mom came to pick me up but what i didn't know was that my sister had given him my phone number! O_O; i'm kind of mad at her for that but she didn't know any better... so i guess it's ok but not. because when we got home, my mom said... "hey there's a message on here!" and it turns out that he had called my house! i was like "wth?!" and my mom asked me "is this the guy from graduation who liked you" O_o;;;; (because after grad, he talked to me and after my mom said "i think he liked you... he was turning really red when he talked to you" XP) i said yes... and she said "well you should at least call him back or something..." x_X;; so now i have to call him?! that's stupid. but i guess i have to. *sigh* when i told my best friend about it (she wants to know what happenes because he bothered me all of 8th grade xD) she said...

"OMG. say NO. to drugs! and him!" eh, o well. hopefully he'll forget about me.

Dream
yeah i had more strange ones. well strange to everyone else. for me... well by now it's normal to me. i had like... 2.

first: ororon was there! O_O hehe. i was like "hey ororon where did mitsume go??" (because i'm obsessed) and ororon didn't really notice me. then he held his black flame in his hand, came up so his face was really close to mine and whispered "once upon a time there was a devil..." (uhh read the series to understand what i mean, or my away message.) then both me and him were engulfed in the flame and he came closer and said "...so he killed them all..." and after a few minutes... he kissed me (O////O) and then he said "...the end" and we both died. hehe.

second: i was at this anime convention.. except instead of cosplayers they were all jrockers! o_O;;; and then i saw some people who weren't actually jrockers but in the dream they were! hmmm some people from myO who were in there...

destinyssweetman: tadashi from pura
demonmessiah: isshi from kagrra,
animeblue girl: mana from moi dix mois (ex malice mizer) O_O;;;
enin: yukihiro from laruku (O_O)

hehe. then one of them came up to me (i looked like riku in the ma/mam outfit!! ^^V) and told me "people like you don't deserve to live"

this kind of struck me as odd, because it's the third time someone has told me that in a dream. (one a few months ago, one a few days ago, and one now) so i came up with all the possible reasons i could be dreaming this. some of them are kind of crazy so yeah... >> i don't think any of these are true.

1. my brain wants me to get more sleep.
2. my subconscious mind wants me to kill myself but my conscious mind doesn't so my subconscious mind is trying to convince my conscious mind to do so.
3. i am really insecure and i think people think this about myself.
4. ??? i ran out of ideas

DDR
o____o; today i played ddr again... and again... and again... hehe. and after that, i got an A on Break Down (standard level)! hehe. and now i can consistently get A's and B's on that level! ^_^ hehe. well i tried other standards and i failed some of them... >_>;; but other ones were ok too... i have to get good enough so that i won't feel bad ddr-ing in front of the ddr club... hehe.

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