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Saturday, January 8, 2005


announcement
i realize that a lot of people don't have time to read everything i write, and sometimes i don't really have time to write it xD so.... at the end of the post i will put a short summary with the positives (+), negatives (-), and neuturals ( ) of the day or whatever it is i'm talking about. hehe.

About yesterday
what i should have told you was that i dropped to a B in science. ;_; i know it probably doesn't seem like a lot to you but... yeah... i don't know why but grades mean a lot to me... getting a B is like.. "you weren't good enough to get an A" or "you don't deserve an A because you didn't work hard enough for it" or something like that... yeah. xD

i found out like a week ago, but i didn't want to tell anyone. plus, everyone else had their own problems that seemed more important so.. ^^'

about the soujirouness. i've been soujirou for so long... since like... a year or so at the least. so it is only natural when asked to say "i'm fine" or "i'm alright". saying something like "no, i'm not" would be strange for me.

to be honest another reason i never said anything was i was afraid people would think "oh she didn't get an A so she's not good enough" or something like that. i dunno. my mind gets ahead of itself sometimes. but whatever.

eh, i don't think i can bring my grade up by sememseter end, so i'll try for next semester then... >_>;

DDR
^______^ today i got AA on standard level (break down! again ehehe) i was so tired after tho because i had played that level like... 15 times in a row xD;; and then to take a break i played a few light levels.

the only problem is that yesterday night i lost all of my data because someone messed with my memory card. xD;; but o well, i've done enough to get back to where i was. ^_^

my sister is kind of getting sick of hearing the same song all the time (since i haven't tried other standard levels yet) so i tried another song. again, it's jpop hehe. the title is "DIVE (more deep & deeper style)" and it's a group called Be FOr U. this song is a lot easier than Break Down! hehe. so i was able to get an A the first time i tried! ^_^ when i get a AA i will move on to another song.

my legs are dead... xD

O_O;
today my mom made me call that guy back. i was hoping he wouldn't be home so i could leave a message and say "sorry i can't come, uhh bye..." but he was x_X; but i pretty much said the same thing except also "i have to work on science fair to raise my grade" and such. and he sounded kind of disappointed... o_o; i wonder if i made him feel bad... *sigh* o well, he should know already that i don't like him. i mean.. it's been more than a year.

and really, any guy who would want to go out with me would have to be insane. and i'm not saying that to put myself down or something like that. i'm just saying, if i were a guy i would hate to go out with me. but that sounded really wrong so...

reasons not to go out with me:
-no time
-no money to get gifts and such
-my obsession with pura.

ok now i feel the need to go into that last one. because some people just don't get it.

if you were going out with someone, how would you like it if they kept obsessing over some guy (or girl ^^') that they liked. every date, "look! that reminds me of hyde!" (or... insert some girl's name here if you're a guy) or... "i wish ryuutarou were here..." (insert girl's name). honestly, i'm perfectly happy daydreaming about my favorite jrockers. (n///n)

SUMMARY

(+)
at least i don't have a C in science... >>
i got AA on DDR standard!
i don't have to go to josh's house

(-)
i have a B in science... *sigh*
i didn't say anything about having a B...
my legs are dead from ddr

( )
i love daydreaming about jrockers instead of trying to find a real boyfriend. if people can't understand that, too bad.

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