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Monday, January 10, 2005


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oniichan is sad today, please visit his site *bow* thank you

Yatta!
1500 visits today. actaully, 1502 as of right now. thank you minna-san! ^_^

currently my rate is #272, and i have 220 guestbook entries. ^^

oh and i changed the summary thing xD;

SUMMARY:
(+) more hits!
(-) uhh...
( ) ...??

School
Today is the last day of my winter break. T.T i really don't want to go... but then again, i don't want to stay on break either. so... what else is there to do? i have no idea. haha.

i wish i could just go back to my normal school but it's too late now so i guess i should concentrate on bringing up my science grade. >_>;

another thing is that our food court will be closed until next year so... i have to make a lunch every day x_X; oh and also, i won't be able to eat alone anymore since everyone else will have to not eat in the food court anymore T-T

at least i can bring my rubiks cube on the bus. because i'm stuck at the 3rd level and i don't want to mess it up. so if i can get kent to teach me how (but not actually do it for me) then i will have solved the rubiks cube! haha. or maybe jordan since he explains things better than kent does. haha.

SUMMARY:
(+) i get to ask kent to help me on my cube xD;;
(-) i have to go back to school and i can't go back to my normal school; i can't eat alone anymore
( ) ...i dunno.

DDR
Ok so my sister is getting REALLY annoyed at me because i play the same song all the time (well the same two songs... >>) so today i decided to learn some new songs on standard haha. so... i went through all the songs that i wasn't annoyed at... some were kind of easy and some were... not o_O;

but yeah. at least i burned off some calories i guess ^_^ haha since i bought ddr i've lost 2.5 pounds xD the only thing is that my legs die every time i play on standard level for as long as i do (depending on how hard the song is, 30-60 min)

i can't wait to get good enough to play in ddr club and not freeze up XD;; i guess i'm just not good in front of people lol. as soon as i can get a consistent AA at home, i think i can play in ddr club and still get at least a B hehe.

one thing i really want right now: grade AAA... hehe.

SUMMARY
(+) i'm learning standard
(-) my legs are dead
( ) i'm almost good enough for ddr club but not quite xD;

Dream
today (well actually last night but i don't really care) i had this strange dream. my best friend and i were at her house and we were talking about anime od (which i can't go to T.T) and then at the end my friend stabbed me (with a knife, of course) and i ended up dying.

that part didn't scare me but what did scare me was that after i woke up for a split second i was disappointed that i wasn't really stabbed o_o; i mean... i don't want to die, but does that mean i don't want to live either? because i've never thought anything like that (except when jrockers kill me i wake up disappointed i didn't really meet them ^^')

but if i don't want to live, and i don't want to die either, then what's left? there's nothing inbetween. it's so confusing... o_o;;

SUMMARY
(+) um...
(-) i was happy that i died in a dream but sad it was only a dream.. o_O;;
( ) if you're not dead and not alive what are you?? O_O;

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