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Birthday
• 1990-04-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• Earth
Member Since
• 2004-03-13
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Seta Soujiro (not really... but...)

Personal

Achievements
• Survived middle school
Anime Fan Since
• Sailor moon i guess.... so like when i was 3 or 4
Favorite Anime
• A lot of these are mangas but i like
-Yakumo Tatsu
-I'll
-Kaine
-Petshop of Horrors
-Demon Ororon
-Under the Glass Moon
-kagerou-nostalgia
-naruto
-rurouni kenshin
-cruel fairytails
-fushigi yuugi
Goals
• create a manga/webcomic... and to learn japanese...
Hobbies
• -Anime
-Manga
-Drawing
-Gothic and Lolita
-JPop/JRock/Visual Kei
-Reading
-FRUiTS
Talents
• er...

myOtaku.com: Hardcore Otaku

Thursday, February 17, 2005

hey everyone~ when i'm writing this, it is "today," or 16 Feb. but when i post it up on otaku, the entry is labeled "tomorrow," rather... 17 Feb. So when i talk about what happened "today," i am really referring to the 16th. so... would you prefer if i started talking about the events, referring to it as "yesterday"? i don't know... ^^;;

>_>;
right well today (yes, i'm referring to the 16th) i went to school and i was kind of nervous because i didn't want to see my "admirer" in case he asked me out, but when i got on the bus, he didn't say anything (*sigh of relief*)... of course because i was blasting my pura cd through my headphones at full volume (i do that a lot ^^'), he might have actually said something and i just couldn't hear him. haha. XD; a few times during lunch or class i saw that he was looking at me, but maybe i was just imagining it. >_>; actually, i heard my name come up in conversation... >_>;; they were standing like 10 feet away from me so it wasn't too hard to hear it, but i didn't bother saying anything because i had to study for a test ^^'

arnie - "hey was it you who wrote that letter to sou-chan?" (of course she used my real name, but yeah...)
brad - "yeah"
arnie - "so is she gonna go out with you?"
brad - "she hasn't given me an answer"

o_o; so now i just have to tell him out of nowhere that "i'm sorry, but i don't really want to go out with you"? things like this are really quite complicated for me. if you can't study for it, i probably won't do well... so you can guess how it is with me and guys. what am i supposed to tell them?

Option 1: "i'm sorry, but i only like ryuutarou"... that sounds so~~~~~ i don't know, i just don't like the way it sounds x.x; even though it's almost true... almost because i also like miyavi and makoto and riku... not to mention rai and kyouya.. ^^;;; he knows it's true too. before i knew it was him, he asked what i was gonna do, and i told him "i'd most likely say no, because... i'm too busy and i like ryuutarou too much" but yeah i don't think he really cares x.x;
option 2: "i'm not interested in dating right now" would be ok, except with the last guy who liked me the "right now" killed it. he told me "ok, so when are you going to be interested in dating?"... i think i need to come up with more options XD;

to my surprise, kent hasn't said ANYTHING about this. i would have expected him to tease us a bit ^^' haha. actually he's been talking a lot about ippo lately. lol XD;;

Jrock/Jpop
Lately i've been spending a lot of time listening to two bands... besides pura. ^^' anyway i'm starting to really REALLY like ajikan (asian kung fu generation) and orange range. haha i've always loved ajikan, but now i listen to them even more. it seems that, no matter what, when i listen to them, i feel happy ^_^ their songs are so cool~~~ akfg is like the only jrock band i know of where the lead vocalist wears glasses... haha. but yeah, i started to listen to them a lot more after i downloaded two of their dwi files (which i failed at... badly... hahaha). and the other good thing about them? my parents can tell that they're guys. ^^' i think my cousin had a crush on some of them... haha.

i've also been listening to orange range a LOT. particularly, their song "hana". even though i'm not a fan of rap, and i never have been, i like orange range. i started to like them when i saw the music video for "viva rock!" (even though i didn't really like kirikirimai much).. they seemed so energetic and that song always makes me happy too~ haha. mm... hana is an interesting song. sometimes, it makes me feel happy. other times, when i listen to it i feel depressed. it's really weird. i tried singing it once (even though i can't sing) and it made me REALLY appreciate rap. haha. saying all those lyrics so fast is really challenging. since i love the song so much, i will put the song at the bottom.

AMC
today i took the american mathematics competition. for the first part of the test, it was easy, but towards the end of it it had stuff that i hadn't learned yet, so i did really badly on it... like... 14 out of 25 questions -_-;; but it's not for a grade, and i get 2 points extra credit, just for taking the test. so i guess it's not so bad. according to my friend's teacher, if you are able to even answer half of them (let alone if you are able to answer them correctly) then you are doing quite well... haha.

Hana
Amidst us scattering like flower petals
It was a dream-like miracle that I met you
We love each other, we fight
We climb over all sorts of walls together
If I'm reborn, I'll be a flower by your side

I wonder if the sun will always be right overhead?
I wonder if I'll always be able to protect you?
Your expressions, laughing and crying
Anyway, if everything turns to nothing,
I'll be even more thankful for us having met
That day, that time, the tracks left at that place
Will again give birth to new tracks

I become strong by loving, I make it through by believing
The things that you left behind even now glitter in my heart, not having disappeared
I think happily of when we met, I regained my smile
Embracing the overflowing feelings of "thanks", I move forward

Amidst us scattering like flower petals
It was a dream-like miracle that I met you
We love each other, we fight
We climb over all sorts of walls together
If I'm reborn, I want to be with you

I'm going to scatter like flower petals
I'll accept everything in this world
The thing that you left me
Is a real treasure called "now"
So living with all my might, I'll be a flower

Why do flowers wither?
Why do birds fly?
Why does the wind blow?
Why does the moon light up?

Why am I here?
Why are you here?
Why did I meet you?
Meeting you, that was fate

Amidst us scattering like flower petals
It was a dream-like miracle that I met you
We love each other, we fight
We climb over all sorts of walls together
If I'm reborn, I want to be with you

I'm going to scatter like flower petals
I'll accept everything in this world
The thing that you left me
Is a real treasure called "now"
So living with all my might, I'll be a flower

After the rain, a rainbow hangs in the sky, light is born in the mountain air
Right here, I become aware
Of a firm and important thing called "loving"
Can I still walk on? I can see it
My "feelings", pass through time, and echo into eternity
Your happiness, your pain, your everything
Well, bloom then in full, more and more and more

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