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Birthday
• 1990-04-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• Earth
Member Since
• 2004-03-13
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Seta Soujiro (not really... but...)

Personal

Achievements
• Survived middle school
Anime Fan Since
• Sailor moon i guess.... so like when i was 3 or 4
Favorite Anime
• A lot of these are mangas but i like
-Yakumo Tatsu
-I'll
-Kaine
-Petshop of Horrors
-Demon Ororon
-Under the Glass Moon
-kagerou-nostalgia
-naruto
-rurouni kenshin
-cruel fairytails
-fushigi yuugi
Goals
• create a manga/webcomic... and to learn japanese...
Hobbies
• -Anime
-Manga
-Drawing
-Gothic and Lolita
-JPop/JRock/Visual Kei
-Reading
-FRUiTS
Talents
• er...

myOtaku.com: Hardcore Otaku

Monday, February 28, 2005

fast
yeah... i didn't update yesterday or the day before because we had been fasting until 6:00 yesterday, then the dinner was until 8:00, so i didn't really have time to write anything ^^'

break-fast dinner = TEH AWESOME ((my friends say it would be cool if i said that, so i'm trying it out to see if they're right))

hahaha... i gained a pound yesterday night, because i ate too much xD; but when you haven't eaten for 30 hours, you tend to eat a lot when given the opportunity. besides, we had onigiri, spam musubi, teriyaki, and all this other good stuff. not to mention the hand-made sushi

the fast wasn't really as hard as i thought it would be ((because last year it was murder xD))... me and my sister went to my friend amanda's house, along with stephanie and carolyn. being with other people fasting made it easier. we played super smash brothers and poker lol. then we rp-ed a little bit, and i worked on my manga. stephanie started reading a lot, and carolyn and my sister started reading manga. amanda fell asleep at around 3 in the morning, but i couldn't sleep because my sister and carolyn were **SO** energetic *cough**cough* haha when i finally fell asleep it was 3:45. The rest of them slept at about 4:00. the fact that we all woke up at 6:30 was just a minor detail we got to not tell our parents xD

after that, carolyn played super smash brothers for a *long* time, and i drew some more pictures. then we had to see amanda's little sister jessica eat instant ramen... T^T haha. and... after that amanda's dad took us to borders and best buy. by then it was 5:30 and we had to get back to the church for the break-fast... haha it was so~~~ good~~~~ hehe.

Scars
do you ever notice when you have like a cut or scratch or scar, and you write something on it, when you try to wash it off it won't go away? i had a few scars on my hand, and i wrote down my friend's phone number on it, and now i can't get the ink off of where the scars are! o_O; now i have a lot of little blue lines on my hand... >>;

layout
expect a new layout soon (two weeks). i was planning to change it for ryuutarou's birthday, but yeah... decided to make it for this one year thing. if i continue to blog for another year, then next year i will make it for ryuutarou's birthday ((but that means i would have to still have time for blogging)). the new layout will be black and red ((like it was with my mana layout kind of)) i'll miss the blue, but i love ryuutarou's outfit in the red one~ i dont' know, but do you think i should change it again for my birthday? that will be like a month later, but still, that seems kind of like a short time... ^^'

dream
i've been having a recurring dream and i've already written about it on my livejournal ((joined to get access to jrock scans... lol more specifically plastic tree scans... lj link)) and my deviantART, but i may as well put it here too, just so i don't make you go to another site xD;;

it starts out in this big school and such and i'm talking with aura, but after a while he starts ignoring me and such. so i go and see harusaki who is in a pool and her boyfriend is sitting by the side of the pool next to her (and he happens to look kind of like ryuutarou... so i'm jealous xD) i notice a short distance away the pretty knife i've been talking about (i think it was in this journal) i still want to go get it, but i think "maybe later..." because i dont' really feel like getting up.

then i try to say something to aura again and he gets mad at me and says "why don't you just die? look, there's a knife over there, go stab yourself with it" and, not wanting to argue, i go over to where the pretty knife is and i stab myself. it's quite interesting actually... because so many times i haven't been able to get to the knife, and in this dream, i get it so easily... hm, i wonder if that means anything?

after that, i'm dead but i'm still in the school and, i see the knife and it's all bloody (probably because i just stabbed myself with it xD) and someone is looking at it and says "it's not clean anymore..." or something like that. and really it's not... it's not pretty anymore because my blood is too.. um not pure? or not clean? i forgot what the word to describe it with is... but yeah. because my blood isn't "clean" enough, the knife isn't pretty anymore, and for whatever reason my dead self begins to cry.

then harusaki laughs but says something about how the knife is ruined now, and aura says "who cares? at least she's dead now"

o_O; um... yeah, then i wake up... XD

now, i KNOW that they dont' want me to die and such, but for some reason my subconcsious mind doesn't, and i keep dreaming about it. but like, i think i shouldn't have put it on dA because aura was kind of hurt by it ((because he was like "you think i would say something like that to you??" or what not, and then said he was hurt that i would think that)).. but you know, i can't control what i think when i'm asleep. well unless it's a lucid dream XD;; but then again, i've never had a lucid dream in my life... XD;

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