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Birthday
• 1990-04-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• Earth
Member Since
• 2004-03-13
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Seta Soujiro (not really... but...)

Personal

Achievements
• Survived middle school
Anime Fan Since
• Sailor moon i guess.... so like when i was 3 or 4
Favorite Anime
• A lot of these are mangas but i like
-Yakumo Tatsu
-I'll
-Kaine
-Petshop of Horrors
-Demon Ororon
-Under the Glass Moon
-kagerou-nostalgia
-naruto
-rurouni kenshin
-cruel fairytails
-fushigi yuugi
Goals
• create a manga/webcomic... and to learn japanese...
Hobbies
• -Anime
-Manga
-Drawing
-Gothic and Lolita
-JPop/JRock/Visual Kei
-Reading
-FRUiTS
Talents
• er...

myOtaku.com: Hardcore Otaku

Monday, March 28, 2005

please pray for my friend's grandfather, he's in intensive care with a fractured skull and internal bleeding...

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i hope everyone had a good easter! ^__^ today i went to church, then when i came back we had relatives over and...

my aunt bought me a new rubiks cube! now it won't fall apart everytime i try to solve it~~~ lol.

by the way, thanks for helping me reach 2k hits!

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yesterday was so fun. key club banquet. i haven't laughed that hard in SO~~~~ long... XD

hmm so my friend at school asked me an interesting question back on friday... we were working on science homework and david wanted to see mine because he didn't understand it, but i had already turned it in to the teacher, and i had a separate copy i had started working on but didn't finish. so as it turns out, i didn't have the question he needed, so...

me - "sorry but i already turned it in"
david - "oh it's ok"
adam - "you're always sorry, why do you always blame yourself?"

and then adam went on about all the stuff i was sorry for and didn't need to be, so it made me think... do i blame myself for stuff too much? probably not, but it's an interesting thing to think about. adam brought up stuff like the sailboat project ("i'm sorry, i stayed after school but i didn't finish what you wanted me to" i said, and he was like "what happened to the rest of the group? why couldn't *they* work on it?"), or when someone asked me to borrow some manga ("i'm sorry, i don't have that series" and then adam said "it's not your fault you're not collecting it')... and other stuff. so... a lot of times i think things are my fault for good reason, but i guess adam doesn't think so?

he also says i put myself down too much or whatever. "why do you diss everything you do?" he says. i guess he means when i worry about having borderline A in my classes or whatever, and when i don't want to play ddr at the DDRU meetings ("i can't even play light, so you can't use the 'i'm not good enough to play because i struggle with 9-foot level songs' excuse," he tells me)

mike thinks i have problems with that too XD;; he was trying to convince me to play at the last meeting and said "but you beat Break Down!, so you *are* good enough, *I* can't beat Break Down!"... and i suppose i am good enough but the thing is in front of people i get *really* nervous and can't move, so... that would affect my performance at the club. joe and mike are still convinced that i'm better than they are. mike especially. at the end of the DDRU meeting (well the *official* end, even though it ends half an hour later), mike asked me "so do you *still* think that i'm better than you are?" and i said "yes you are" (because really i don't think i could play the songs he did, they look so complicated xD;;) and he was like "WOW you must *really* think badly of yourself, huh?" hahaha.... but seriously, mike is *really* good at ddr, and unless i play against him for quite a few songs i don't think i'll be able to say i'm better than he is. and besides, i'm still kind of stuck in that mindset that he can do impossible songs (even if they aren't really that hard) because when i saw him play for the first time, he *was* doing the impossible... to me at the time, anyway. *shrug* doesn't really matter i guess, as long as they don't force me up on the ddr pad like last time, lol. i have this entire week plus two weeks after that to get really good at ddr. hopefully if i'm extremely good at home, i won't mess up as much at school. XD;; but i really have to play this time because i promised joe AND jordan... XD; but apparently xuemin did too, and she hasn't even been to *any* of the ddru meetings. lol. mike told me earlier that joe likes xuemin... hmm... lol, maybe one day they'll get together?

it's quite interesting to hear what people have to say about you though XD;;

zach, brad, xuemin, juliette, and pretty much everyone else i go to school with (XD) think that i'm crazy since i study so much (haha, sure i do... XD)

xuemin, juliette, and bobby (he used to go to CAMS but dropped out) think that i make the perfect couple with brad. and i think brad thinks so too >_____>; but just because we both like anime doesn't mean we should be going out... besides i don't want a boyfriend right now xD

don and jeff (i tutor at the library with them) think i'm too nice for my own good (because i refused to punch don XD), and they keep asking me "what if one day you end up with an abusive boyfriend and you never fight back?" XDDDDD; right... haha

zach, mike, and brad think i'm trying to starve myself because i don't eat that much (but i just don't get hungry, if i eat more than i do now i would probably burst or something), and then of course mike also thinks that because he always offers to buy me food and i never accept it XD;

mike really thinks i have problems or something. lol like the whole "you don't eat enough" thing, plus he thinks that all these death dreams i have mean something and that one day i'm gonna go jump off a cliff or something to that extent. o_O; not to mention he thinks i have *really * low self-esteem just because i think he's a better ddr-er than i am xD; not to mention i scare him because i think that jrockers are pretty and have crushes on them even though to him they look like girls.. >>;

my sister thinks i make a better boy than girl, because i'm like so..... "tomboy-ish" is what she calls me i think.

wow this has turned out to be really long, so i'm gonna quit now. twyl.

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