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Sunday, April 24, 2005


i'm developing an only at CAMS list that is compiled of things that we do at CAMS that no one would do anywhere else. For example: rubiks cube races, finding the expected value of guessing on a multiple choice test, maximizing profit of korean barbecue (yes, mr iseri was talking about that today), and describing relationships in the form of geometrical figures ("It's a love triangle! no wait... it's not a love triangle because there's only two people! It's got to be a love... line! No wait, the feelings are not returned... so it's a love ray!") there's more. but i don't want to bore you.

i've started to really love:
* jrockers + acoustic guitars... because their voices... *heart*
* jrockers + glasses... because jrockers look so pretty with glasses
* jrockers + normal speaking voices... because their voices are as pretty when they're talking as when they are singing.
* fruit + layouts.... because it's cute.
* brushes + blending modes... even tho i suck at that stuff.
* sambakza flash movies... because it's so adorable.

well the dead bird is gone. i noticed earlier this week. i guess i'm kind of relieved since i won't ever have to look at it anymore. but it's still haunting my dreams. and every time i see the dead bird, it's like a sign that i'm going to die in that dream too. like the time i fell out the window after looking and seeing the bird. or the time i started bleeding after the bird flew across the sky. or the time that i played the sadistic game of rock paper scissors with one of my friends after talking to the bird. it means something and i don't know what it is. and it's bothering me. x_X


in another dream i was at sano's house and there we all went out to race to somewhere. and then i said "wait but there's someone at the end of the race" and when we went there was a dead girl there. i couldn't tell who it was, but she was dead and no one cared except me. that bird was still there and it was kind of hovering around the dead girl. and somehow i knew she had been murdered and so when they were going to go back i said "but the murderer is here somewhere" and no one cared again. and then at the end of the dream as we were going back i fell and died and everone just kept going and never noticed...

i wonder if that means something?


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