Monday, April 25, 2005

so i've noticed in the comments that a lot of you think dreams predict the future... hmmm i wonder which dream is my REAL future then... i hope it's the one where i get to eat dinner with ryuutarou and then die from poison in the drinks... because then i would get to have dinner with ryuutarou! *squee* haha. but seriously, i've died so many times in my dreams that i don't think it's possible for ALL of them to be true... maybe bits and pieces of each? either way, that's som SCARY future... and i truly hope that the bird isn't haunting me because of something i did to an animal before... i can't remember anything, but there's always a possibility i did something as a little kid o_o;

well anyway....

RAGNAROK IS SO AWESOME... actually i'm just saying that because it's good for killing time. otherwise i kind of suck at it. i'm still only on level 12 ^^; but at least i'm not a novice anymore. now i'm a mage. i get to level up spells everytime i job-level-up. so far i'm working on one at a time but that means i have one powerful spell and nothing else works ^^; i keep dying. there's not enough poring around. lol. i'm still not quite strong enough to fight against anything else.

any SAMBAKZA fans around? they've got the cutest stuff. I love their movies... "There She Is" was how i got hooked.... "There She Is Step 2" is even cuter! and the background song is cool too. it's called Happy Birthday To Me and it's so~~~ cute. it's the type of song that makes people feel happy and energetic :D it's by a band called "bulldog mansion" i think i'll look into their music a bit...

there are certains songs that make you feel nostalgic... even though i guess i'm a little young to be saying things like "i feel nostalgic" since there's not much for me to be nostalgic about, ne? but i can't help but feel nostalgic when i listen to songs like shallow sleep and true blue and invoke and hello... because those were the types of songs i listened to when i started listening to jpop/jrock. it would be nice if things could be like they were then... lol what am i saying? i can be so strange sometimes.

oh yes, brad (the guy who likes me) is starting to creep me out. now there's still the tiny possibility that it could just be my "omg... WTH?? a guy likes me?! then he must be crazy, so i don't like him" type of reaction, but i don't think so. on the bus sometimes i see him like.. staring at me o_O; and then on friday he was trying to take a picture of me with his phone while we were on the bus home... i hid behind lynda when i noticed XD;;; ahhh things like that just creep me out. hopefully he won't turn out to be like josh... if he is it will be even worse since his mom and my mom are friends so my mom tells me i have to try to be his friend and everything... hah, she still has no idea that he likes me. parents can be so clueless sometimes.

sadies is coming up and i'm not quite sure if i want to go or not. it's $10, and i'm saving for my trip to SF... of course that's not going to stop me from buying that $20 hat, but that's beside the point... i think i might be going with the "azn crew" but it all depends on if everyone finds a date or not. everyone keeps telling me to ask brad... omg why can't they get it through their heads that i DON'T like him?? it's so annoying. i know that madonna aksed someone and that juliette is going with her bf, so that leaves huong, shushi (aka xuemin), and me. of course, huong likes someone, and i don't know if shushi does, but if they find dates i guess i'll either stay home or go to sadies by myself. or i could go with ming, our group leader. but she's not sure if she's going to go either. so..... yeah. and who knows? by the time sadies comes she might hate me for doing poorly on the project. so it all really depends... i probably won't go anyway. because i've never liked dances so.... whatever.

i went to borders today. i had a gift card and a coupon. i bought 3 mangas: flower of the deep sleep volume 2 (final volume!) petshop of horrors volume 3 (even though i haven't read volume 2 yet) alichino volume one (the prettiest pictures in the world!), and a novel called "dreamland". haha... i've only been able to read flower of the deep sleep so far. it was pretty good... had a nice ending. and the art is pretty too. i love the covers :D

well the first page of my manga is done... kind of. i still need to ink it. i know i told myself i would give up drawing originals since... well since they suck. but whatever. it's a good stress reliever, but hopefully i won't get *too* stressed because then i end up taking it out on the character's storyline and it turns out all sadistic and weird like my last two. i think i'm a little too obsessive-compulsive to actually complete the manga. and i have proof too. in the first panel, there's this storekeeper. it's the ONLY time he EVER shows up in the ENTIRE manga... and yet i redesigned his character a total of 7 times. that's right. 7. and i was going to do more since i'm not completely satisfied, but i like his eyes so i thought i better stop since i won't be able to draw those eyes ever again XD; but anyway.... i can only guess how the rest of the manga will be for me. i'll probably end up hating the entire thing at the end like i did with the last two. hahaha

my ororon fanfic just... died. i decided to start working on it again and got major writer's block. it's kind of a sequel to the series. it's stupid and cliche, but it's the only fanfic i have spent more than a couple of days on. hmmmm i don't think that many people are interested except for maybe 2 or 3, but i'll give my little summary anyway since i need stuff to write about. or maybe not since it will give away too mcuh. let's just say it's about when chiaki and ororon get to see each other again and what happens to them after... and for those of you who end up reading it (mostly directed towards sano and neko), beware of cliches, bad writing, stupid plot, and otherwise. haha. i'm not exaggerating either. it really isn't that great. and oh yeah, if my parents and/or gilroy see it, i may be in for a loooong session of counseling so to sano and neko (and to whoever else may end up reading it) don't let anyone else see it ok?

and now... so far i only have 15, but i'll show you my ONLY AT CAMS list {to prove how nerdy we really are}
* having rubiks cube races
* finding the expected value of guessing on a multiple choice test
* finding the standard deviation of the amount of cup-a-noodle ramen in each cup (iseri started talking about that when he thought he got less ramen than another student)
* finding an equation for maximizing profit of korean barbecue (yes, mr iseri was talking about that friday)
* analyzing the amount of sodium in cup-a-noodle vs. maru-chan ramen (gilroy was teaching us that)
* describing relationships in the form of geometrical figures
* fundraisers that involve paying money to take a test that doesn't even count
* using the word camsy as an adjective
* vacations are boring
* touring the school just to look at all the different types of weeds
* changing your grade from an F to an A... all in one day!
* referring to calculators as TI's
* depending on your TI's for EVERYTHING
* attempting to form allies with the upperclassmen and the incoming freshmen so that we have 1/2+ the school on YOUR side
* going to school at 3:00 in the morning (i'm serious about this. i really am. it's mostly the upperclassmen though...)

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