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Birthday
• 1990-04-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• Earth
Member Since
• 2004-03-13
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Seta Soujiro (not really... but...)

Personal

Achievements
• Survived middle school
Anime Fan Since
• Sailor moon i guess.... so like when i was 3 or 4
Favorite Anime
• A lot of these are mangas but i like
-Yakumo Tatsu
-I'll
-Kaine
-Petshop of Horrors
-Demon Ororon
-Under the Glass Moon
-kagerou-nostalgia
-naruto
-rurouni kenshin
-cruel fairytails
-fushigi yuugi
Goals
• create a manga/webcomic... and to learn japanese...
Hobbies
• -Anime
-Manga
-Drawing
-Gothic and Lolita
-JPop/JRock/Visual Kei
-Reading
-FRUiTS
Talents
• er...

myOtaku.com: Hardcore Otaku

Friday, April 29, 2005

life has been getting kind of depressing lately. i feel rather in the way. i think it's a trust thing or something. i'm not quite sure if my friends really like me or if they just hang out with me because they don't want to be rude. so with that i'll give you the opportunity to tell me if you hate/dislike/want to kill/etc. me, in case any of you really think that. because i don't want to be a pain that all of you just put up with. it doesn't matter to me really. i'm sure you have lots of good reasons to not like me, so i won't be mad.

i mentioned this on my xanga, but i'm quite sure that a few of "you" feel this way. and i don't necessarily mean "you-on-myO" or "you-at-school" or "you-whoever-is-reading-this"... just "you" in general. i'm not saying names because if i say anything and i'm wrong i'll feel guilty about it, but i'll say it again... if "you-who-is-reading-this" is one of "you-who-hate-me" then please tell me~~ i promise i won't be mad at you or anything stupid like that...

meanwhile i realized i only have about a month of school left! isn't it strange how things creep up on you like that? the year seems to have gone by fast. i can't tell what i want, for it to go on longer or for it to just end. hmmm i'm leaning towards.... ending. no more rocket projects, no more space settlements, no more jett codes... you know, at cams we're mostly numbers. there's our student id, our "jett codes" (the main form of identification at cams), and then of course iseri's "cards"... haha. he calls us by our cards and stuff. so..

i'm:
-200086641
-D29
-4 of hearts

hmmmm that would be an interesting thing if i were to have a gravestone, wouldn't it? instead of a name, i could be remembered by my student ID nuber... that is, if anyone really bothered to remember. *shrug*

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hmmm well i invited my friend alyssa to sadies so she can meet all my friends at cams... and now she said i have to find a date o_O;; hmm i don't really feel like asking anyone. *shrug* but whatever. if all else fails maybe i can do something like "*walks up to random guy* that's my date. *walks away*" XD; i asked a few friends about it. here's some of what happened:

the azn crew seems to think that brad and i "make a cute couple" (*cough* but if we're a cute couple, don't both people have to like each other?) so they were all like "ask brad~!" errrr no. because i don't like him. and even if we went as friends, he likes me. so that would just be too weird. according to juliette, xuemin was talking to him and he wants me to ask him. but i don't really want to ask him so... yeah. besides, the whole attempting to take pictures of me thing is just kind of creepy, which doesn't really make me want to ask him any more.

so then vicky was like "ask that sophomore with the curly hair"... did she mean mike, maybe? brian has kind of curly hair too... i don't *think* i know other sophomore guys with curly hair... or do i? i have no idea. i asked her "which sophomore?" and she was like "i don't know him..." which really didn't help much because i don't know who she's talking about. ^^; i remember juliette said mike looked like he liked me when she saw us together at the basketball game (but i don't really believe her). and then juliette said yesterday "go to sadies, brian can be your date" and such. haha. so it could be either of them that vicky meant. or maybe someone completely different XD

deyannah says "don't ask anyone. guys suck." haha.

katherine says "i'll be your date!"
me: "but you're not a guy"
katherine: "just pretend that i am!" lol.

mike: "yes, you *should* ask someone!"
brian: "i agree"
me: "ok.."
mike: "i want to see who you decide to ask!"
me: "haha" i knew he would say something like that
~later~
brian: "so who are you going to ask?"
me: "i don't know, who do you think i should ask?"
brian: "*points at nerd crew* ask the guy over there... with the curly hair"
hmmmm that meant "ask mike" o_o; i wonder why he said that...?

brad (7:42:31 PM): hey
x closetchild x (7:42:58 PM): hi
brad (7:43:14 PM): who u gonna ask 2 saddies?
x closetchild x (7:43:22 PM): no one. ((outside of the conversation: well... probably not. i think.))
x closetchild x (7:43:26 PM): i'm on a group date. ((outside of conversation: with julie... i think.))
brad (7:43:30 PM): oic
brad (7:43:41 PM): * ...trying to find a date for sadies? o_O;;
brad (7:43:50 PM): then why wus dat in ur profile?
x closetchild x (7:43:55 PM): because i'm supposed to find a date. but i don't think i will.
brad (7:44:00 PM): oic
brad (7:44:06 PM): jus curious

o____O;;; well he wasn't on the bus home today so i was able to sit in my usual seat at the front. otherwise i'd sit behind katherine with lynda to avoid having my picture taken x_x

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oh and our presentations for science projects were today. everyone did pretty well but... our group only got a 91% T____T the average grade in our cohort was 96... we were second to last grade in the class. T_T

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