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Wednesday, May 4, 2005


so i still haven't asked yet.

but according to juliette, xuemin was talking to brian after school yesterday and he was happy and wanted me to ask him or whatever. so now everyone is like "wow brian likes you!" and how i should ask him and everything (except for madonna who doesn't want me to ask him and ask brad instead). brian hasn't really said anything to me about it. but the entire asian crew thinks that he does.

the thing is... the idea of a guy liking me is quite.... hmmm what's the word? crazy? no, that's not quite it... traumatizing, maybe?? o_O;;; well let's see..... the first guy who liked me was josh... and he... stalked me, tried to force me to eat, and was convinced i was going to one day kill myself by playing too much ABCD.... then after that, another stalker (brad), what with the cell phone pictures and staring at me and everything.

so i think it's just that guys aren't *supposed* to like me. because maybe it's one of those "facts of life" things?

*shrug* who knows...? XD

well it seems that most of brad's friends want me to go with brad. so like kent and david. (and madonna just because he's asian and brian isn't, and that brian kind of scares her XD)

but the asian crew... hmm at first they were all like "ask brad!" but like now they all are saying "ask brian!" hmmmm... XD;;;; all this is so confusing.

today david and i had a conversation like this:

david (8:08:32 PM): HEY
david (8:08:37 PM): ASK BRADLEY TO THE SADIES!!!!
x closetchild x (8:08:52 PM): why
david (8:09:17 PM): cuz he loves you?
x closetchild x (8:09:31 PM): oO;
x closetchild x (8:09:39 PM): you can't love someone after just a semester
david (8:10:00 PM): oh
david (8:10:01 PM): maybe
david (8:10:25 PM): wha about romeo?
david (8:10:25 PM): he fell in love in one night
x closetchild x (8:10:46 PM): well
x closetchild x (8:10:49 PM): look what happened
x closetchild x (8:10:52 PM): they both died
david (8:11:07 PM): only because of family problems
x closetchild x (8:11:12 PM): haha.
david (8:11:13 PM): you guys dont have that kind of thingy
x closetchild x (8:11:35 PM): true, but still i don't think they were really in love
david (8:11:49 PM): yeah they were
x closetchild x (8:11:51 PM): it was probably more of a mutual crush that they considered love because they were so young
x closetchild x (8:11:51 PM): XD
david (8:12:48 PM): omg
david (8:12:54 PM): you analyze things too much
david (8:12:55 PM): ITS LOVE
david (8:12:57 PM): LOVE
david (8:12:58 PM): LOVE
david (8:12:59 PM): LOVE
david (8:13:01 PM): LOVE
x closetchild x (8:13:03 PM): o__o;
x closetchild x (8:13:21 PM): *cough* i'm too young for anything like that
david (8:14:14 PM): i see
david (8:14:19 PM): oh

lol. so confusing. then here's what alyssa said: "ask the hotter one" lol! well if i ask anyone it's going to be brian. XD no way am i asking a stalker. XD

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