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Monday, May 23, 2005


THE END IS NEAR! THE END IS NEAR!

haha. i just felt like using that title. probably because just a few minutes ago i was listening to that song XD

well anyway the end of school is nearing and the teachers have decided that since there's only 12 days left, they want to give us all the work possible... not to mention finals.

but despite all the work, i'm actually going to miss school. i've made quite a few friends there and i'll miss seeing them (since we're all kind of far away). and then the different clubs were always so fun... and i'd like to go to another dance (even if it IS julie's mission to get me to dance next time, and even if vicky DOES want me to slow dance again)

i'll miss hanging out with the asian crew and talking about... everything. and i'll miss going to ddru with the nerd crew. and i'll miss the bus. and (mostly) everyone~~

this year went by kind of quickly for me. while we were actually IN school, it seemed like it was really slow, but now that i look back on it, it passed quickly. wow... in a little over 3 months i'll be a sophomore... it's kind of scary. o_o;

i feel so different than at the beginning of the year. about a lot of things really. like my perspective on the teachers at CAMS (*cough cough*)... i remember that list i made back at the beginning of the year. that was so~~~ wrong. "mr jett is my favorite teacher so far"?? i can't believe i said that... haha.

at the beginning of the year i looked around the classroom and decided who would probably talk to me and who would probably never talk to me. but as it turns out, the people who i thought would never talk to me are some of my closest friends at CAMS.... like the asian crew for example. i thought "oh they would never want to be friends with someone like me" for various reasons, but now i hang out with them a lot~

and i think i've developed a fear of dating or something, since brad turned out to be a stalker-ish person. and considering the guy who liked me before that was also a stalker, i think it traumatized me or something... not to mention that story about the guy and his sister who were murdered by her ex-boyfriend.

so due to my boyfriend-phobic existence, i think i'll win that bet with lynda, regardless of what madonna says. even if there IS an incredibly hot gackt-clone-but-younger guy... would i turn him down? quite possibly. XDDDDDD

but overall, i guess it was fun.... next year is supposedly painful though... o_O;

the sophomores told me about THEIR IDP and it seems so... hard. more about it later i guess..

as for today:

went swimming with alyssa. and unfortunately, i got a tan. T______T eh, well my dad told me a little about this cream that makes you look paler, so i'll definitely look into that.

being underwater is so nice... especially in a next-to-empty pool. it's like everything is gone, and all that exists is you and the water (and maybe the sun). i didn't even want to come up for air when i had to, because i liked the feeling so much. drowning would be an interesting way to die, i guess. probably painful still, but hopefully if you DID drown you could die with that feeling... it's such a nice feeling. i want to go swimming again. XD

well that's all for today i think. twyl

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