.....Ginta #2called me yesterday night. Gahhhhh I started yelling at my sister because she was the one who gave him my phone number. She apologized and was like "Just tell him not to call you anymore." Hah. Like that would ever work. But whatever. My mom was on the phone when he called and then she used the call waiting and whatever and he left his number. She made me call him back because it's the polite thing to do or what not. So then I called him and he was like "Yeah, sorry I wasn't at Mulligans yesterday. If you want to get together some other time just call me since you have my number now."
>___< When is he going to understand that I don't like him?? It's so annoying. My parents know he likes me. They saw at 8th grade grad that when he came over to talk to me he was blushing and rarely said anything and just kind of stood there blushing or whatever. They told me that I could just tell him "My parents don't allow me to date" and such. But I tried that last year and he was just like "So when do they allow you to date?" x__x; so persistent....
And my parents found out about Nachan and Ginta #1. Because I stupidly said something like "I find it creepy when boys like me" and I didn't realize I had said "boys"...... So now they know about the love letter from Nachan way back in February and that Ginta #1 may or may not have asked me out. And that he *sigh*ed when I said I couldn't go. o___O;;;
Yuki wants to take me to the movies because he wants to see that movie by the author of the Ring. Of course it's just as friends but I'm not allowed to go out with a boy when it's just him and me, even if we are just friends. So Yuki told me to ask Yuu to the movies and it can be our almost-first-date. But not really since Yuki will be there xD Too bad that would never really work out. But yeah it was funny to hear. I guess maybe it could be nice. But I've never seen a horror film before (I have really overprotective parents) so I'd probably just do something stupid and make a fool of myself in front of Yuu and Yuki. xD
*sigh* Life is so complicated. I wonder if it would be like this if I had decided to go to South rather than CAMS...? Maybe guys at South wouldn't like me since yeah. Except for Ginta #2, since he goes to South. And then I would have to avoid him even more. *shrug* Can't change anything now. So I wonder why I'm still thinking about things like "What if I had gone to South?"
