Friday, March 2, 2007

Post Time: 12: 05 am

3| | |Twist and Shout???| | |4
Yesterday after class, like I usually do, I went to Lance's house. It had been raining off and on all day, and it seemed like nothing to worry about. Later on in the day, a tornado warning was issued. I was gonna go home at about 6:45, so that I could be home at about 7. Well it was raining pretty bad when I was leaving. I made it out the subvision and down the road to the first set of street lights. Its raining even harder. The traffic lights cut off. The wind picks up a little more. The tahoe in front of me decided to keep on driving, and he was almost hit by a car that was coming towards his left side. Lance calls me to see if I'm ok. I look up and a car door is coming towards me. It hit the front end of my truck and kept on flying down the road. After that, I was like "fuck it. Home can wait. I'm going back to Lance's. Much, much closer." I'm panicking cause cars are going every which way cause southerns I.Q.'s drop while driving in the rain. Trying to make the 3 minute drive by to Lance's was horrible. Huge trees are covering the road, and you have to navigate around them like a maze, along with the oncoming cars. I made it back to Lance's in one piece, but the whole event was a little scary. But now that I think about it...I was in the heart of a tornado!!! hahahaha! That is awesome! But once the weather got better, I drove home. Lance followed me about halfway home to make sure that I'd be ok. Then after that, he drove around town to see all the damage that was done. Going home all there was were ambulances, fire trucks, and squad cars. It took forever to get home cause there was no traffic lights anywhere in town there were working. But yeah, I had and interesting day. While I was driving home, I called Lance and told him that today was a very interesting way to start our 6th month together. I got mad at him about something that he said on AIM last night, was pissed at him until about lunch time, and then got stuck in the middle of a tornado. Exactly how many couples are as lucky as us? lol. But yeah, that's my day.

Well that's all for now. Later

Never give up, for around the next corner, your life might change forever.
~Unknown

Zeroing Out. . . .

Comments (11) | Permalink

Monday, February 26, 2007

Post Time: 12: 16 am

3| | |Gone too long| | |4
*blows dust off site* Wow. It's been about three months since I last updated. I bet you all thought that I was dead. Or that maybe Lance whisked me away to a far-far away land where computers didn't exist. lol. But no, been keeping busy with school and Lance. lol. At the end of this quarter I'll be done with my Lathe Certificate for Machine Tool, and I've already got my change of major paperwork done for next quarter. I'll be taking classes for Internet Specialist (Webpage Design). Yup Yup. That's about it on that part. But Lance is really glad that I'm finally going to be taking the classes that I was orignally supposed to take. But I think of it this way. If I didn't take Machine Tool, I wouldn't have bumped into Lance again, and I wouldn't have become friends with him, and then his girlfriend. So this little detour was definately worth it^^!

3| | |New Years| | |4
New years kicked ass! New Years Eve I drove over to my friend Amanda's house and hung out with her and her brother for a good while. Before I left Amanda's, Lance made me drive my truck to his house (about 5 minutes away from Amanda's) cause he didn't want me to drive cause he knew that I was going to be drinking. So after I got my truck to his house, he took me back to Amanda's. I left her house about 11:30 and Lance took me to some dude name Bob's house. At Amanda's I have about half a bottle of Absolute Vodka. After leaving Bob's I have 3 glasses of champagne and two Budweisers in my system. Lemme tell you I was DRUNK! I drunk dialed everyone in my phone^^. hahaha. Edge-san called me a drunk bastard :'{ lol. That Bob guy was awesome. I was drunk, and he was giving me more alcohol to drink. When I was in his house, stealing some pizza that was out, he grabbed me and said "I don't know you, but I love you!" And he tried to kiss me on my lips! I may have been "under the influence" but I was still coherent. I dogded it and he kissed my cheek. I told Lance about it. He said he's like that when he's drunk. But he was glad that he didn't get to kiss me. Lance said "Those are my lips!" lol. But poor Lance. Once we got back to his house he passed out in the bathroom. Too many mixed drinks. It didn't agree with him too well. He was talking about babysitting me, well it was the other way around. hehe. I fell asleep on the couch, and after a little while, he got me and took me to his room and we slept there. That was the first time that I spent the night at his house.

3| | |Addicted to you| | |4
Yup, new years was the first time, but not the last. I've spent the night at his house a few more times since then. It's so funny, as soon as his alarm clock says 11:00 he's already asleep^^. He's so cuddly too^^! But yeah, I spend basically all my free time with him. And we'll go out with his friends here and there. I love his friends. They are such goof balls. The other week, Lance and I spent the night at his friend Brent's place (only cause we were all drinking, and no one wanted anyone to drive drunk). But it was funny as hell watching everyone bicker back and forth. But before everyone started showing up, Lance and Brent went to the liqour store, and I stayed at Brent's with Jessica (Brent's girlfriend). Her and I were talking and attempting to start a fire. She was trying to calm me back cause Lance and I got into an arguement right when I showed up. Mainly cause of my big mouth. But after it was all over with, things were ok. But once the guys got back, Lance knew that I was in a better mood cause I caused him sweetie. But Jess and I were having a blast talking, and laughing our asses off attempting to start that fire. Which we did^^. And Lance maintained it, lol. But once everyone left, Lance and I slept on the floor in front of the fire. It was so toasty^^. And romantic too. He was talking to me about this and that before he fell asleep. I cuddled with him a lot more once that fire went out. It was freezing!

I guess I'll say more once I update again.

PS- On March 1st, Lance and I will have been dating for 6 months :D!!

Well that's all for now. Later

Never give up, for around the next corner, your life might change forever.
~Unknown

Zeroing Out. . . .


Comments (12) | Permalink

Tuesday, December 5, 2006

Post Time: 12: 00 am

3| | |Disconnected| | |4
Well to all those that have my cell phone number (Edge, Shanny and such) I got in trouble with my text messages, so I my mom is taking them away :'{. I'm sad. Texting was soooo addicting. Lance and I would go at it all day with that, lol. But apparently I used about 2100 messages and my part of the bill was about $310. So yeah, bye-bye. I <3 texting. Those things were like little crack rocks. I mean everytime my phone went off when I got one I was like "WOO-HOO!" lol.

3| | |My mom is hilarious!| | |4
My mom and I were downstairs watching King Kong in the den and about every three seconds she was shaking her head and going "nope," "nu-uh," and "ack!" lol. She got really grossed out when Kong was fighting the T-Rex and he bit it's tongue. And she started laughing when Kong broke the t-rex's jaw and started playing with it. She said "Don't play with your food!" But she really had enough when the leech's came out and ate the chef. She grabbed the remote and tried to change the channel, I grabbed it back so that she couldn't. She threw the blanket over her face. That woman is nutty. Lance thinks she's bipolar. I busted out laughing when he told me that. My mom acts crazy at times, but she's far from bipolar. Silly boy.

3| | |Another year| | |4
Well I finally got my lazy but in gear and got Lance's birthday present. I got him a black Motorzr. I remember he said that he wanted one, so he's gonna get one. It's black. I ordered it from the SprintStore.com and got it really cheap. I just hope that it comes in before the 15th. Cause his birthday is the 18 of December. All it'll take me forever to wrap it, cause I suck at that. lol. I ordered a black one for myself (but mine is a Cingular Motorrzr), and I'll gonna get that black and grey camo cell skins to go on it^^. I love the camo look. It's so awesome. And the fact that I'm an Army brat make's it even better^^. I asked him what he wanted for christmas, and I'm not going to repeat what he asked for. He was kidding of course, but he had a typical guy answer. He started laughing when my jaw dropped after he said what he said. I so wanted to smack him in the back for that >=(

3| | |In my dreams| | |4
I had a dream the other night. I was on the phone with Lance and we were talking and what not. Then he's saying that he had been talking with one of his ex-girlfriends, and that he was breaking up with me to be with her. It kinda freaked me out. It felt so real. I almost didn't realize that I was dreaming to begin with. I ended up waking up at about 5 am. I sent Lance a text (they aren't gone yet! yay!) to say good morning. And I told him about the dream. And he said that he would never do that. But it was all still sitting in the back of my mind. At about 6:45 Lance called me, and told me to quit worrying about that dream, and that he loved me. He said "I want you and only you. Those other girls were mistakes, and that's why I'm not with them anymore. I love you, quit worrying. Go to class and actually pay attention for once. I have to go to work now. I love you again. Bye." He isn't the best with words, but he gets straight to the point with everything that he says. But I believe him when he tells me that he loves me. And he never even had to tell me either. I just knew he did. From the way that he looked at me, the way he treats me, and especially the way that he holds me. I know. And he knows that I love him too. Just you wait, one day I'll be posting wedding pictures! But not anytime soon. So Yensid, you can't strangle me just yet. I'm taking my time^^. Plus, I want to live man! hahaha.

Well that's all for now. Later

Never give up, for around the next corner, your life might change forever.
~Unknown

Zeroing Out. . . .

Comments (18) | Permalink

Friday, December 1, 2006

Post Time: 12: 00 am

3| | |Childish Words| | |4
Lance and I were talking on AIM, like we usually do before he goes to bed. Lance and I got into a discussion about me and my job. Lance wants me to quit my job and focus soley on school. I didn't like that, so I told him no. Then he told me that I should transferr to Auburn University (Auburn, Alabama), get a dorm and live the college life outside of my house. I was like ok. Then he says "You can live it up, you can break up with me if you have too." That pissed me off. You have no idea. I mean, he loves me, he wants to marry me, but he's telling me to break up with him?! I told him "I want you to tell me the truth. Even if it hurts me. Do you or don't you want to be with me?" He said yes. I told him to never say that I want to break up with him again. I think I got him a little scared. Edge-san can tell you. I get a little scary when I get mad. But I believe that I had every right to. I mean, he's said some things to me that has really hurt me, but I've never been, I guess, brave enough to speak up. But I guess when he said that "I'm young and that's what I ought to do." I think I kinda lost it. But we talked more after that, and we're on good terms again. I wish that we could talk in person, the way that we can when we're on the phone, AIM, or anything else. When I bring it up, he dogdes it completely. And it annoys me. But I want to marry him, so I'm willing to deal with it. But yeah. I'm bringing this up tomorrow. I don't care, he can't get out of it this time.

3| | |It's been awhile| | |4
Thursday night I finally got to see my friend Amanda. We've been friends since 8th grade, and I haven't seen her in two years. We always talk on the phone, but I never get to see her anymore. I finally got to meet her daughter Skylar Brianna^^. She's beautiful. She has big, bright blue eyes, and dirty blonde hair. I took a picture of her and sent it to Lance and I said "I want one of these." Lance wrote back "Now?" I busted out laughing and wrote "Not now silly. But in the future, yes." Silly boy, I swear. Yup, I want twin boys and a girl^^. I love kids. I was tickling and holding Skylar so much. I love that little kid. She's 15 months old. And a little bundle of energy and joy! But spending so much time with her, really made me realize how much I really want to have children. But after Amanda put Skylar to bed, we left her house. Amanda dragged me to this place called 'Starship.' Little did I know, it was a sex shop @.@ As soon as we walked in there, the guy behind the counter said "Is there anything in particular you're looking for?" In my head I said "Fuck no there is!' I mean, there was some crazy stuff in there. I was like wow. It was like opening panadora's box. Not a good idea. Then after that, we left, and got some grub at IHOP. After that I took Amanda home, and went home myself. But it was really good to see her. I miss seeing all my friends. I didn't think that we'd lose so much contact after high school, but we really have. And guess what. It sucks!

3| | |Afterglow| | |4
Yesterday my mom, brother, and grandpa got into a big arguement. It was started by my brother. I spent a long time crying. I don't feel like going into detail about it all. But basically, my brother is even closer to getting kicked out the house. But yeah. A few hours later, my mind was clear enough so that I could think clearly. Now I have a headache.

Well that's all for now. Later

Never give up, for around the next corner, your life might change forever.
~Unknown

Zeroing Out. . . .

Comments (7) | Permalink

Monday, November 27, 2006

Post Time: 12: 13 am

3| | |Come what may| | |4
Last week was great! hehe^^. I went over to Lance's house for lunch some more and he cooked :P. And thanksgiving was pretty good. My mom actually didn't go nuts with the cooking this year, haha. I hope that everyone else had a good/decent turkey day.

3| | |Shampoo really good smell good ^_^| | |4
Yesterday when Lance and I were driving around in his camaro, we were talking and I said something (don't remember what) and he just grabbed my shoulder and pulled me towards him (he usually does that anyways). Well he went to give me a kiss on my forehead.
Lance: You smell nice.
Me: But I'm not wearing my perfume.
Lance: Yeah, but this smells sweet.
Me: Oh, that's just my shampoo.
Lance: I like it.
Me: Silly boy

Hahaha, Sauve Dragonfruit kiddie shampoo :P. It's cheap and it smells GRRRRREAT! (Where's Tony the Tiger when you need him?)

3| | |Drive thrus are so boring| | |4
Yeah, today I went to Wendy's to go get my brother, grandpa, and myself some food. And I got bored. And this is what happens when you're bored at a drive thru.




You take pictures of yourself with your camera phone :D. I look Smexy :P. hehehe.

3| | |Who's that lady?| | |4
I got a new Lovely Lady to add to my list. Her name is Nezumi-chan, or you might know her as ChibiIchigo. She is awesome, and you shall worship her. hehehe. For she likes bow tie noodles and gives great ideas for things to cook. I was talking with her on friday, and I didn't know what to cook for Lance, and she suggested pasta alfredo. Smart girl^^. I didn't get to cook it friday, but I'll be cooking it today for lunch. This is her button. Go to her site^^.



3| | |Newness| | |4
As you can tell I have a new theme up. I want to thank Rinoasquall4ever (again) for helping me get my comment box working. But yes, jump and rejoyce for you don't have to use that really old comment box, lol.

Well that's all for now. Later

No man is worth your tears, and the one that is won't make you cry....
~Unknown

Zeroing Out. . . .

Comments (15) | Permalink

Friday, November 24, 2006

Testing a new layout.

Unfornately, I have to use that really, really old comment box. So if you could, go through it and delete all your old comments for me^^. That'd be a big help :p.

Don't leave a comment, just delete your old one. Thank you^^ so much!
Comments (1) | Permalink

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Post Time: 12: 00 am

3| | |Slicker than you| | |4
Yesterday Lance and I were painting in the shed again, but instead of primer, it was the regular paint-paint. After about 45 minutes into painting, he called his dad and found out that he had class. Well as he was getting out of the shed he was talking (read on)
Lance: Is this paint or primer?
Me: Paint. Duh
Lance: Oh ok. *dips finger into paint and wipes on my arm and walks out shed*

He was walking to the backyard gate so calmy, until he saw me. I had dipped my finger into the paint as well and was coming after him. He saw me and ran like a bat out of hell to his camaro. He ran to the driver's side and I was right behind him so he ran to the passanger side and unlocked the doors, and when he did that I opened the driver's door and he screamed. It was so funny. When he got out, he was standing next to the car.
Lance: Close my door for a second would you?
Me: No, you're going to lock it.
Lance: No, just close it, ok?

I closed the door, but I had the handle up so that it couldn't actually close and when he jumped in and locked the doors and hopped into the drivers seat (which took about 3 seconds) I opened the door and rubbed the paint on his cheek. HAHAHAHA. He was a little annoyed at the fact that I out smarted him. I told my parents about it and they both said the same thing- We didn't raise no dummy. hehehe.

3| | |Newness| | |4
Wallpaper. What else can I say?

Love Hina- Shinobu Singing

I actually made this in PhotoShop @.@ hehehe.

3| | |Its worth a thousand words| | |4
Yesterday while I was at Lance's house, I took a picture of him while he was cooking lunch. We had tacos^^. Yum bitch. lol. I was sitting on the kitchen countertop, and even though I was just starring at his back, he still looked so good. He's wearing a black tank top, and his muscles reflected in the light, it was nice *drools* The light from the stovetop is a little bright, so it doesn't do the picture to much justice. But here it is anyways.

Well that's all for now. Later

No man is worth your tears, and the one that is won't make you cry....
~Unknown

Zeroing Out. . . .
Comments (6) | Permalink

Monday, November 20, 2006

Post Time: 12: 14 am

3| | |Hit the floor| | |4
Well last wednesday, I was coming home from class. On the way home I stopped at the gas station up the street from my house and got a cappuchino. Well I get home and since I'm the only one home, I park in the driveway. About 15 to 30 minutes later I have a 911 operator calling my house saying that the cops are looking for me. I was like "WTF man! I didn't even do anything today! I haven't had the chance too!" Well I look outside and my mailbox is gone! The mailbox itself is down the stree, and the post was in the yard. I'm thinking that some dumbasses were having fun, but I was wrong. I go outside and look down the street and there's cop cars and a fire truck. Well I go back into the house to finish a phone call with my dad. I was upstairs, and I heard a voice from downstairs asking if someone was home. Well it was a cop. There was an accident down the road. A woman was in a Ford F150 with her 5 year old son in the passanger seat. The woman had a seizure, hit my mailbox and ran into the gargage of a house down the street. The woman and her son were fine. I love the way the cop describe what had happened to my mailbox. He said "It was the first victim in this accident." hahahaha. I found that pretty funny. lol. But yeah, that was the highlight of my week I guess. The cop was pretty cute^^. I messed with Lance's mind a little on that. But it didn't bother him none.

3| | |Part of his world| | |4
Friday I went over to Lance's house as usual and cooked him dinner. I cooked him lasagna. Well his dad is usually over at his house, cause his wife has been a real bitch lately, so I see him a lot. And he's real nice so it's all good. While I was making plates for Lance and I, his dad helped himself to my cooking. Lance and I are sitting in the den together and his dad comes out and says "Damn you're a good cook!" lol. His dad really likes my cooking^^. He told me that last night. I told him that I didn't think that I was that great of one, but he was like "nonsense!" But Lance really liked the lasagna. I made a big serving of it, and most of it is already gone. I was like "damn boy." But no, it really seems like Lance's family really enjoys my cooking. I'm just glad that the food that I make doesn't go to waste^^. But Lance has told me a good few times "The quickest way to a man's heart is through his stomach." So I believe that I have won over both Lance and his dad. hehee^^. I'm cool like that :P.

3| | |Painter Bear?| | |4
Yesterday I had to paint the inside of the shed in our backyard. Lance called me about 12:30 to see what I was up to. I asked him to come over and help me (he showed up about a hour and a half later. Silly boy). While he was helping me, I was painting a floor beam, he grabbed a paintbrush and painted my shoulder (I was wearing a men's tanktop- husband beaters as I call them). I put more paint on my brush and got paint on his hands, and then he'd wipe the paint that I put on him onto me. By the time it was over, I had paint on my left cheek, left shoulder blade, and all over both my arms and hands. He only had paint on the back of his neck that I got onto him in a cheap shot. He leaned over and kissed me and I dipped my hand into the paint and put it onto his neck, lol. I started painting at 12:15 pm and didn't finish until about 6:45 pm. Damn that took a long ass fucking time. And that was only primer! I have to go back and put regular paint paint on the inside sometime before wednesday >.< ugh...

3| | |Exploding Plate| | |4
Friday morning I was cooking myself some eggs, and my brother was home sos I cooked him some food too. Well he wanted some bacon, so I took his plate into the kitchen with me and cooked his bacon. As I was cutting it up to put into a crossiant, I left the plate over the hot burner on accident, and then BAM! The plate exploded. Well I thought my brother's dumbass could keep his mouth shut about that. Boy was I wrong! I come home friday night after being with Lance, and my mom asks me why didn't I tell her about the exploding plate. I look over at my brother who's grinning ear to ear and laughing.
Me: Why couldn't you keep that a secret?
Kevin: I tried. But when I went into the fridge and saw the bacon, I busted up laughing!
Me: Grrr....

Moron, I swear!

Well that's all for now. Later

No man is worth your tears, and the one that is won't make you cry....
~Unknown

Zeroing Out. . . .


Comments (12) | Permalink

Friday, November 10, 2006

Post Time: 12: 32 am

3| | |Newness| | |4
Well I finally got a new theme up. I hope that you all like it. My layout was kinda inspired by SessLover18's site. But her's looks much more kick ass than mine. hehehe. I'll get over it (one day, lol.) I even finally made a new link over effect. hahaha. The pink wasn't exactly matching with everything you know. Ah! I finally made a new wallpaper. As always comments are appreciated.

Card Captor Sakura- Fading Dreams

3| | |Here with you| | |4
Well tuesday, I didn't feel like going to class, so I skipped it. About 45 minutes after I left my house at 7:30 (still had to make it seem like I was at class) Lance called me to tell me that he got basically the rest of the day off from work, so he told me to head to his house. I did (duh). It was great. We watched tv, played this game called Twisted Metal for the PS (the first one), and I whipped his ass, lol. We had lunch with one of his friends, and hung out some more at his house just relaxing. It was great. We spent such a long time together. It felt great. I could really get used to that. I really could.

Well that's all for now. Later

No man is worth your tears, and the one that is won't make you cry....
~Unknown

Zeroing Out. . . .

Comments (15) | Permalink

Monday, November 6, 2006

Post Time: 12: 26 am

3| | |Starting Over| | |4
Well I talked with Lance a lot about the whole text messages thing. And he got confused about what I said that my brother read. Lance sometimes tries to be funny and sends me slighty pervy messages to laugh at throughout the day, and he thought that my brother read thoses instead of the other ones that I told you that my brother read. But if my brother had of read the pervy messages, they could have probably been taken the wrong way and thought of as something WAY different. But once we started talking about it, he understood and we're doing great again^^. I told Lance that he had me crying for half the night and he felt really bad, so that night he cooked me dinner instead of the other way around. That was really sweet of him. But I'm just glad things are back to normal between us. He told me "Till death do us part" and he truly means it.

3| | |Just to hear you say| | |4
WEEEEEE! I'm soooooo happy right now! Remember how I told you guys that Lance finally told me that he loved me, well when he did, he texted it to me. I asked him once before how come he couldn't say it to me in person, and he said that he wanted it to be special. And I can understand that. Well last night we were cuddled together on his bed, just hanging out listening to the tv in the background. Well he put his hand under my chin to have me look up at him, gave me a soft, sweet kiss, and then whispered "I love you" in my ear. My eyes just lit up. It was cute the way that he did it. And to me, it was very special. I've told him before that I don't expect him to say it to me all the time, but I'd like to just hear it once. And now I finally have^^. Gosh, I love that silly boy so much. He's my everything, he truly is. And I'm his everything. And I still want to marry him, but I'll take my time with him and with that decision. So no worries, ok^^?

3| | |To let you know| | |4
Hehehe, just so you all know, the number that I have you wasn't my actual cell phone number. Hehe, I'm not that dumb^^! That was actually my cell phone number for my work phone. Yip Yip. I'm not afraid to rank up the bill on that phone! lol. Nah, Edgie-san (don't ask, I just felt like calling him that :P) has me real cell phone number, but I know that he'll never give it out. (The dog from the Bush's Baked Beans commerical just popped into my head just now for some odd reason 0.o) hahaha. Maybe Edge will secretly give out my number behind my back like that dog in the commerical with the bean recipe XD! So no worries ok Yensid and Griff^^. hehe.

3| | |On another note| | |4
Thank you all for your kind words and thoughts of support from my last post. It really does mean a lot to me^^. I love you all so much! *hugs* love ya!

3| | |Dream invader?| | |4
Ok, friday night I had a fucked up dream. I had a dream that LordSesshomaru (Yup, you read correctly) tried to hook up with me (dating wise). I gotta say, he was a real cutie in my dream too! Short brown hair, tall, deep voice, and glasses. It was funny too.
LS: I know that you've been having problems with Lance in all.
Me: Yes...
LS: Well I'm here to make you feel better.
Me: 0.0 ok?
LS: PLEASE DATE ME!!!
Me: 0.0
*Wakes up*

hahahaha. I kinda wish I hadn't woke up just to hear what retarded thing I might say.

Well that's all for now. Later

No man is worth your tears, and the one that is won't make you cry....
~Unknown

Zeroing Out. . . .


Comments (10) | Permalink