Thursday, October 12, 2006

Post Time: 12: 01 am

3| | |Newness| | |4
Well, I got my halloween theme up. This orignally isn't the theme I was gonna put up, but that one will get put up soon enough. And this isn't the orignal layout that I wanted to use either. The one I wanted to use, I can't get a comment box link to show, and I don't want to go back to having that same comment box with a gallazion pages, lol. This is what my orignal layout was going to be. Here's a linky to it^^. But oh well. I'll live :D. hehehe.

Orignal Layout

3| | |Paradise in your eyes| | |4
On tuesday, Lance called me and asked me to meet him up. So I got there, and he was still working, so I just wanted for him to finish, and when he did, he came over to me in my blazer, he was all hot in sweaty and gave me a kiss. I laughed so hard, I couldn't help it. He was like "what?" I said "you taste like sweat." He says "But I'm still sexy right?" I say "of course^^." heehee. He's such a silly boy. After that we left to go and eat. Then left for his house. I just cuddled with him for the longest time. I was having a bad day, and he did his best to cheer me up. And yesterday, I hung out at his house again. I swear, I'm at his house more than my own house! lol.

3| | |Bad day| | |4
On monday night, my brother asked me to reserve some PS3's for mine. I said that I would do that. On tuesday morning at 10:15 am, my brother comes home and started yelling at me asking why I wasn't at the mall reserving the PS3's for him. He said that I told him that I'd be at the mall at 10 am when it opens. I never said that. He yelled at me saying that I was worthless, and good for nothing. That didn't bother me. But then he said "I ought to take you to a third world country and kill you and I'd get away with it." That pissed me off so bad. I was yelling back at him. Then he left. And my grandpa is calling me saying that I wasn't holding up my end of the deal and a bunch of bullshit like that. And I was so fucking mad, you have no idea. And I go through "stages" when I get mad. At first I'm really quiet, then I get emotional and yell and cry, then I'm pissed off and yelling at someone. Lance called me, and I was crying, I was trying to pull myself together, but as soon as I said hello he asked me what was wrong. He just knew. And I told him what happened, and while I was crying on the phone with him, my grandpa called me and he just rambled about a bunch of meaningless bullshit that I put Lance on mute and yelled and got pissed off at him. Then I started crying again. And when he heard me crying, he felt sorry for me, I could hear it in his voice. Then my brother calls me and apologizes and then he's like "We'll go out and get some ice cream." Like that going to make me feel any fucking better. But whatever. Later that day when I was with Lance at his house, he just held me in his arms and I felt so much better. As if earlier that day had never happened.

3| | |Corrections| | |4
Ok, when Lance asked me about moving in with him, he was talking about when I'm 19, not now. lol. I think that I got you all a little confused on that one. hehehee. But yes, I want to move in with him. So when the time comes, I will. I may have known him for three years, but I'v only been dating him for one month and twelve days! lol. I'll need a bit more time before anything like that happens.

Well that's all for now. Later

If you love someone, write their name in a circle. Cause hearts break, but circles go on forever...
~Unknown

Zeroing Out. . . .


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