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Friday, November 3, 2006
 Post Time: 12: 00 am
Left behind
I feel like crap right now. My brother took my phone last night and read some of my text messages in my phone from Lance. He ended up reading these ones the "I love you," "Marry me then," and "To death do us part" ones. I told Lance, and now I feel like I shouldn't have done that. He said that he loves me, but he wouldn't want to get into the middle of things between my family and I. And that because of this, that it could be the end of us. This is one of those cases where honesty isn't always the best policy. I wish I didn't tell him. But I don't see how he could think of walking away from this relationship so easily! I just don't see it at all! And I've been sending him text after text, waiting for a response, but nothing. Nothing at all. I'm in such a fragile state of mind right now, that anything will just send me off the edge just a little bit more. I'm so scared right now. I don't want this relationship to end! I just want it to! I just want to be with him. Is that so wrong? I guess I gave my heart away too soon. I just hope that it won't get broken. Today's avi I made a little while ago. It says exactly how I feel. And I know a lot of other people have felt the same way before also. Maybe everything just isn't built to last....
Well I'll be away from the computer most of the day today, but if you want to give me some encouraging words, feel free to PM me, or text me. My number is 706-422-3179. Just lemme know who you are if you do send one.
I guess I'll just go back to crying and feeling even more depressed now.
Well that's all for now. Later
No man is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
~Unknown
Zeroing Out. . . .
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