Monday, November 6, 2006

Post Time: 12: 26 am

3| | |Starting Over| | |4
Well I talked with Lance a lot about the whole text messages thing. And he got confused about what I said that my brother read. Lance sometimes tries to be funny and sends me slighty pervy messages to laugh at throughout the day, and he thought that my brother read thoses instead of the other ones that I told you that my brother read. But if my brother had of read the pervy messages, they could have probably been taken the wrong way and thought of as something WAY different. But once we started talking about it, he understood and we're doing great again^^. I told Lance that he had me crying for half the night and he felt really bad, so that night he cooked me dinner instead of the other way around. That was really sweet of him. But I'm just glad things are back to normal between us. He told me "Till death do us part" and he truly means it.

3| | |Just to hear you say| | |4
WEEEEEE! I'm soooooo happy right now! Remember how I told you guys that Lance finally told me that he loved me, well when he did, he texted it to me. I asked him once before how come he couldn't say it to me in person, and he said that he wanted it to be special. And I can understand that. Well last night we were cuddled together on his bed, just hanging out listening to the tv in the background. Well he put his hand under my chin to have me look up at him, gave me a soft, sweet kiss, and then whispered "I love you" in my ear. My eyes just lit up. It was cute the way that he did it. And to me, it was very special. I've told him before that I don't expect him to say it to me all the time, but I'd like to just hear it once. And now I finally have^^. Gosh, I love that silly boy so much. He's my everything, he truly is. And I'm his everything. And I still want to marry him, but I'll take my time with him and with that decision. So no worries, ok^^?

3| | |To let you know| | |4
Hehehe, just so you all know, the number that I have you wasn't my actual cell phone number. Hehe, I'm not that dumb^^! That was actually my cell phone number for my work phone. Yip Yip. I'm not afraid to rank up the bill on that phone! lol. Nah, Edgie-san (don't ask, I just felt like calling him that :P) has me real cell phone number, but I know that he'll never give it out. (The dog from the Bush's Baked Beans commerical just popped into my head just now for some odd reason 0.o) hahaha. Maybe Edge will secretly give out my number behind my back like that dog in the commerical with the bean recipe XD! So no worries ok Yensid and Griff^^. hehe.

3| | |On another note| | |4
Thank you all for your kind words and thoughts of support from my last post. It really does mean a lot to me^^. I love you all so much! *hugs* love ya!

3| | |Dream invader?| | |4
Ok, friday night I had a fucked up dream. I had a dream that LordSesshomaru (Yup, you read correctly) tried to hook up with me (dating wise). I gotta say, he was a real cutie in my dream too! Short brown hair, tall, deep voice, and glasses. It was funny too.
LS: I know that you've been having problems with Lance in all.
Me: Yes...
LS: Well I'm here to make you feel better.
Me: 0.0 ok?
LS: PLEASE DATE ME!!!
Me: 0.0
*Wakes up*

hahahaha. I kinda wish I hadn't woke up just to hear what retarded thing I might say.

Well that's all for now. Later

No man is worth your tears, and the one that is won't make you cry....
~Unknown

Zeroing Out. . . .


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