Friday, February 3, 2006

   ripping out the heart



wow. you'd think that after someone gets to know you, they'd learn to say what they feel and stop acting as though they actually care. it makes it worse, i think, when people act as though they love you, and then rip your hheart out and tear into tiny little pieces

i found a bunch of these and thoght I might as well add them


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through
I'm NOT going to cry for anyone anymore, I'm through with being hurt, and with the lame excuses guys give you for breakin' up with you, etc. I'm sick of it! If they don't want to be with you... why don't they just say so?
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Thursday, February 2, 2006

   good song... country... but good
I'd be lyin' if I said-
I never prayed for this,
I can show you here and now,
how much love you've missed

Im happy that you're sad- I know
that sounds so wrong,
But darlin you must know
the pains gone on too loong

Come in out of the pain

let me dry your teears
hes been gone for daays
and ive loved you for yeears

lay down in my arms
there aint no shame
dont just stand there girl-

Come in out of the pain

Well I know how, a heartache feels
shattered when it breaks,
and if you believe in me,
he'll be your last mistake
I cant stop the wind and I cant stop the rain

but I can promise you that I can
stop your paaaain

Come in out of the paain
and let me dry your teears
hes been gone for days
and I've loved you for yeears

ohh lay down in my arms
there aint no shame-
dont just stand there girl-

Come in out of the paaaain
(come in out of the pain)

let me dry your teeears
(come in out of the pain)

girl I've loved you for years and years and years.
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

   my aunt shall die a long, painfull, death
She got all her heating and electricity turned off... so my uncle called the cops to get the kids (6)... the cops found my cousin justin puking blood, his apppendics had ruptered and after two days without the proper treatment, infection set in, and he is in critical condition in a hospital in Omaha, and my aunt won't let anyone go visit him, they also have him on a steady morphine drip, and she is saying that it's my uncle's fault...

yesterday she tried to commit suicide, I am on the borderline, if she had succeeded, she would have stopped making every one's life a living hell, if not, then she would hhavve cont.

any ideas?


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Monday, January 30, 2006

This is to all my friends...




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Thursday, January 26, 2006

Hiyo...
Fun Fun... caffeine pills are bad, and spanish and french don't mix well in the same classroom... O.O


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   caffeine pills are bad for you they make you hyper
ryuuie gave me these wierd caffeine pills and I am wored beyound all beief rigght now i could do anything i need to so why am i sitting at the computer? i have no idea good question buh bye
::jumps around squealing::


::hugs all who come o site... sees Ren of Heavens and runs::
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Friday, January 20, 2006

   pwetty!



okay, all... this is TRUELY the end of my obbsession with SPARKLIES!
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Jory Says: haha yeah sonic is cool. That sux bout ur ex thats dumb.

that is so cute! a little random... but i amuse myself by watching a small blue hedgehog waddle about online... i seriously need to get a life... fast... O.O'

Urameshi Says: Psch who axed you?...XD

bit says: all but one

I'm Slipping Away Says: heh, sorry bout that you prolly wanted my number.. sure it's (ask Ash for it), call anytime you'd like... but I may be busy.. if im not I'll talk if i am I'll answer and ask if I can call u back i always call friends back so dont worry i will remember to call you back, ok?
O and I'm T-Mobile if you have that too.. then we can talk whenever however and bout whatever =P

Mary says: BRING ME MY BOOKS! BRING ME MY BOOKS! BRING ME MY BOOKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MARY

breakin_down says: did u hear???? mary's fam has been thrown out of her grandma house by her grandma's landlady with orders not to come on the property despite the fact they have two animals to care for.

Ren of Heavens says: I never meant to play with anything. Sorry I hurt you. I never would have if I thought it might.

Ren of Heavens says (again): I knew it. It would have been betyer if I had never come to this place. I'm sorry, for everything. I would NEVER hurt you. I'm sorry.

Ren of Heavens says (... this person just doesn't wanna give up. -.-): I remember that. I agree and know that I should never be forgiven. I just hope you know that I am sorry, and I regret ever having said that.

I'm Slipping Away(Jake) says: I haven't talked to you in awhile... I'm getting a bit worried... you doing ok?... how are you holding up after the incident with your cute cat... I'm sorry you had to put them down... I know how it feels... I hope you get better, ttyl
~Jake

Ren of Heavens says: On now on now!

Jake says: left a comment on you xanga, how are things?






so.. this is for the owner of this thing. It's her friend, posting these for her cuz one of her mailboxes doesn't work. Will hopefully be deleted later. 0_0
-runs off to tell friends that owner of this site is alright-
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ookay... last one's for a while













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