Wednesday, October 11, 2006

   *squeals*
my little brother said 'I love you sissie!' *squeals again* huzzah! I am in an eternally good mood! ^^ *laughs* O.O to much caffeine? *downs a thing of Mt. Dew* never! xD
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Blather... random stuff that is now off my chest... so I'm in a good mood now
I have a small issue. A legal one; which people may/may not be able to help me with; and a social one. The legal one is that my aunt is a drug dealer; the whole family knows this, but the judge will not act on it. She has no job, but has a new HUGE plasma TV, new household appliances, and my cousin got caught with drugs on his person. She wants to take my cousins and have custody of them. As it is, she has Child Support coming in; while my uncle has the kids. Yes; child custody, not alimony. She is planning an out-of-state trip to the mountains, and is trying to get life insurance on them… many ‘accidents’ can happen while in the mountains… especially with the expensive child support.

My social issue is that my father is threatening to try and take custody of my younger siblings. My three little sisters and my little brother; all of them are between the age of 8 and 1 year(s) old. Every time he comes over, he makes them cry, he calls them worthless, and he puts me on the edge of a total breakdown. He’s the only person that can do that to me; and he treats my siblings the same way. I’m at a loss as what to do, I go as far as to take them down into my room and hide them away from him. (I’m down there most of the time; but because I do this a lot, my room is little people safe.) The only time I go upstairs when he comes over is when he gets all mean with my mother. I may not like her, but he has NO right to treat her like that. We have been through to much for me to just sit idly by. So I get into it with him, I usually end up with a bloody nose… but he couldn’t defend (verbally) himself against a blind, deaf, mute. He shouldn’t even try.

To make matters worse, he always rips into my grandmother. When he shows. She is an outspoken, stubborn, loyal woman; and she is constantly trying to provoke him… it usually works. It doesn’t take much to set him off. Me dating the guy I love and am happy with set him off… O.O .:laughs:. I am SO worthless in his opinion… at least I’m gonna go to college! *oooooh… burn!* Anyways... I am going to go now... I'm delveloping a small issue with hurting fingers... plus I doubt anyone will read this anyways... it's to long... it's basically a rant at the stupid people that ruin lives, and hurt my friends... I want them all dead or in jail!
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Monday, October 9, 2006

SO… my school newspaper has given me the articles on the school shootings… and on stereotypes and how they effect society today… fun…

They want me to look at this without prejudice… O.O hmmmm… fun times… well… I’d better go… I’m gonna go choke down more of the cruddy food here… worse than hospital food, and I’ve had PLENTY of that $hit…


and thanks to all my supportive friends! It means a lot!^^
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Friday, October 6, 2006

   Sleep... *sleeps*
SO. I got up at 1 a.m. couldn't go back to sleep... so I built. We now have two new, FINISHED shelves in our garage! ^^
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Thursday, October 5, 2006

hm.
El día usted caminó en mi vida; Era muerto. El día I pensó que usted caminó lejos era el día más feliz de mi vida. Pero usted se volvió, y usted ha matado a toda mi esperanza y sueños. ¿Por qué no podría usted justo camina lejos todos nosotros? Usted amenaza tomarlos lejos de nosotros. Amenazo matarle. Usted amenaza matarles para el dinero. Pity le; porque si usted toca a mis primos. Usted morirá, y los ángeles estarán de luto la pérdida de un alma una vez pura. Alguien una vez que sea capaz de amar y de reír, le ahora pierden a nosotros, y usted será por siempre justo otra alma corrompida. Estoy apesadumbrado para nuestra pérdida de usted.

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hmmm...


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Family is more and more of a joke as time goes by...
Family these days IS a joke. I love the ones I have; my friends. But the ‘lawful’ family? .:laughs:. Would family take out life insurance on a 12 year old and a 7 yr. Old, then take them out of state and threaten to kill them for the money? No. Although once this gets bigger, the press will jump on it like a starving man on a gourmet meal. SO. If you hear about the crazy ‘Lisa Grey’ from the town of Omaha (or anywhere in the area). That will be the BiPolar woman that wishes to have an early appointment with the reaper; via me. If she touches one more hair on my cousin’s heads; I will make sure that she finds her end. In one way or another, I will help bring about that b****’s downfall.

*big breath* I think I'm done now. I'm going to go lay down and think. I wish you all a happy day and such.
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Thursday, September 28, 2006

   Birthday!
tomorrow is my 17th birthday! *cheers* one year closer to total independence form the folks...

I'm so excited, that NOTHING can hold me down! I get to spend all of Saturday with mah boy, so that is AWESOME!!!

*spazzes out*
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Monday, September 18, 2006

home or house?
hmmm... I get so mad sometimes. I don't feel like this place that I live is a home. It's just the place I sleep and work. I get up (6 a.m.), go to school, come home, start cleaning the kitchen, clean the living room, clean the girls' room (my 3 sisters), and move into the nursery to clean, then I go downstairs and clean the downstairs. Then I go to bed (3 a.m.). The only meal I eat is lunch; at school. Plus on Thursdays, Wednesdays, and Sundays I have Newspaper things and Flagcore things that will keep me out AT LEAST three hours past usual time; so I get NO SLEEP!!! *yawns* I'm gonna sleep now... *curls up and sleeps*
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Thursday, September 7, 2006

   Avatar Codes...
OK... I need a place to keep these... if the pictures show... great, if not then... I'll get them off soon. Sorry for not posting latley, uncle is having heart issues... V.V

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