Monday, April 10, 2006

   Great-Granda
Yes. Great Granda... not doing well. The stench of death emanates from the house and clings to everything in it. He's lost control of EVERYTHING, you look in his eyes and all you see is death. He's a dead man waiting for everyone else to realize it. He keeps begging to stay in the house and for us to 'Bring his love home' *talking about g-grama, whose been dead for 2 yrs. and 7 mnths.* He's so far gone, won't eat or drink, he's wasting away, and everyone wabts to prolong it, his luekemia destroyed his immune system so he WILL die soon... just a question of when, and will I go to the funeral... so if I'm not on for a while, or if I get on and tear into someone 'Ren of Heavens' I apoligize now... I'll try not to, though...
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Thursday, April 6, 2006

HIM... ENOUGH SAID
HIM LYRICS

Wings Of A Butterfly


Heaven ablaze in our eyes
We're standing still in time
The blood on our hands is the wine
We offer as sacrifice

[Chorus]
Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul

This endless mercy mile
We're crawling side by side
With hell freezing over in our eyes
Gods kneel before our crime

[Chorus]
Come on lets show, them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don't let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
For your soul

[Chorus]
Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don't let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly) [x2]

For your soul

VERY good song... go to http://www.heartagram.com to hear it... it's worth your time...
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Tuesday, April 4, 2006

Yes!
Wow... my patience has finally paid off... THREE Xanga sites to my name... but suprisingly... no one has found my other alias(es) to this day!
*no one that I know, anyway...*
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Friday, March 31, 2006

   If it sucks... then for the love of Gad... TELL ME!
I started writing a story...here it is Ch. 1- Please let me know if I should continue...

Chapter One
Old Acquaintances/New Alliances


“Why?” I cried, barely audible over the cries of the doomed and dying, “Why must you do this to me?” I fell to my knees, putting myself totally at his mercy. Not a usual position for me, but the only one I could manage at the time. “Please, stop, whatever I did to you, I’m sorry. But, I cannot make amends until I know what I did!” The cold figure above me halted in his motions. I trembled, “Please, at least tell me what I did to you.”
He tilted his head forward until I could see his eyes, “You made me feel human, that’s not something I can just forgive.” I looked up and saw the cold, deadly glint of his sword, and felt the cold rush of air coupled with the feel of cold metal against my skin. I looked into his eyes, once so warm and welcoming, now cold, and triumphant. The one person I trusted above all others, who made me feel safe, would be my death. I almost laughed at the irony of it, but would have died had I done so.
A sudden, loud noise caused him to turn, taking his blade away from my throat. During that split second of an opening, I made the ultimate move. I leaped to my feet, and sprang away. Then I concentrated on the creature I was about to become. I felt giant, leathery wings erupt my back and took to the air to keep from getting killed. Then I hardened my skin to a point that it was stronger than any blade ever fashioned; next came the claws and teeth of the dragon, sharp, deadly, and able to puncture anything but the strongest of materials. Then my neck extended and became longer, and coated for the use of fireballs.
I looked down at the deadly figure below me and smirked, then I reared back on my legs and stretched my neck up as far as I could, then backed away to allow the enemy room for his next move. Unlike my change, his went quickly and cleanly, he came shooting up towards me at an astonishing speed. I stretched my wings, and took the skies once more; shooting flame from my mouth at the same time. “Was that really all that necessary?” he asked incredulously. “ No, but it sounded like fun, so I did it.” I looked at him, “I really wish things had worked out differently.” “Yes, well, not everything can be fun and games.” He said.
I sighed, and reviewed the options I could take; I didn’t have many, but I had enough to keep alive long enough to work out a strategy. I had built my body for speed, precision, and maneuverability. My armor was a special blend of strength, fire proof, and sharp edges. I had chosen the blue color specifically for the venom’s effect; it liquidizes the victim from within. “I guess we should get this started, huh?” I asked. “ Well, then, I shall the one to make the first move.” I shot off, keeping my peripheral vision on him. He flamed at me and I dodged, as I was the smaller of us, I flew into the forest, and dodged the flame, and claws, there.
When I cleared the forest, my opponent was nowhere to be seen, I whirled around looking for him, when I felt a great force on me, making me plummet to the ground. I fought against it, but it was too strong. Then, about a mile above ground, it left off, barely giving me time to change my shape to a small sparrow, and just avoid getting bashed into the ground. I gained altitude and returned to my dragon shape, just a bought of heat engulfed my face. The last thing I remember is a great pain and thinking; I didn’t put heavy armor around my head…
Read and Review...Please
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   Konban wa
Hajimemashite? I hope you are all fine... good... and peachy... *NOT FUZZY!* LOL anyhoo... I'm a hyper spaz 2-day... so many friends made in one day! Wow! I am H-Y-P-E-R! AN I DUNN KNOW WHY! anyhoo... I shall post more again... I'm going to renew my story and begin writing again... so when I get it back up... tell me what ya think an' if I should continue it... it was the first one I ever wrote, and I now have about 8 chapters to it...



Arigatou gozaimasu
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

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This WAS me... not to long ago... then we both came to our sensesd... thank GOD!



Ahhhh... how CUTE!!!




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Friday, March 3, 2006

   COOL SITE
A little scary for those of you that hate the gothic... but a lot of my friends are 'goth' and so I find this site... fun!

Vampire Rave
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

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I gotted bored... but I learned some new things about myself... when it comes to wrestling with my dad... I kick his butt... and when he throws out his back trying to lift a couch... I CAN carry all of his 256 lbs. up the stairs and put him on the couch... my back hurts... and my arms are like jelly... but he DOES respect now! ^_^
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

   hello to all my friends
my father came down this weekend... I have discovered that I can lift 225 lbs, carry said weight up the stairs, and deposit on the coach b/c his back went out while we were wrestling... it sucks, and my arms feel like jello... but whatever works... I guess.... ^_^

::hugs all friends::
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

   umm... I dunno... it just... happened

find your element
at mutedfaith.com.


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