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Friday, August 18, 2006


   I Hate Lawyers...
SO... my mother's lawyer had me evaluated by a 'psychotherapist'. I'm supposed to see this guy about 'emotional/psychological damage that may have been inflicted while living with my Roy' (legally they call him my 'step-father'. Ah, hell... that's is the only way he is a father... legally only. He's attempting to get custody of me, so he can kick me out on my @$$. He doesn't like my choice of friends.

I can deal with him raggin' on me, and telling me how worthless I am... but he's started with his girl-friends daughter as well. She holds onto it for to long... it gets me down for about a week, but SHE'S already attempted suicide, after being in the same house for less than a year. I feel really sorry for her... and when he starts ragging on my friends... oh. my. god. I can't take it anymore. The last time he did it, was about a week ago... I blew. up. on him. So he's on a big "You're coming with me, and then you're getting an apartment..." blah, blah, BLAH!

I choose my friends carefully, but thanx to lasting effects from my biological father AND Roy, I am not able to fully trust more than 3 of my closest friends. And I want to, so bad. I know I can, and should, but it's so hard to, anymore. I don't want them to get hurt. Roy has actually COME AFTER my friends before, yelled at them and such to get them to go away. He's gotten TWO sent away. Which is why I stick to my internet friends, and now I just... ACT around the other people at school. I do my best to keep them at a distance so it doesn't happen again. People tell me that I am giving in to Roy that way. But think about it. I graduate in 268 days, on May 13 at 2:00. Then I'm free... I'm planning a trip around the US to visit my 'net-friends' w/out my parents knowing (for now, at least) if you wish to be included in the 'tour' let me know the info... blah, blah, blah...

SOOOOO... now that I am done complaining... I'm on Flag Core *.* (pretty, sparkly flags ^_^), I made the school newspaper staff (jumps up down... we need some good poetry, though... you'd get full props if you wish to contribute) and I have a job. I've had my wisdom teeth tken out... (no more pain! YAY!) And I'm feeling good b/c I managed to steer away from man-bashing today! Yay me!

well.. I godda go get something to eat...

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