Friday, December 9, 2005

Last night 11:09pm/however it is now 10:18am
well mai is helping me get over things quickly i hardly worry about michiru not calling me any way i hope mai is not juste saying these things to make me happy cause that would kill me now i remember why i said i felt tricked its because you said you only did that to make me happy. i dont work like that i say its not fun unless the other wants it
(or is unsure but gives the Impresion they do)<--new part of my saying. so yes i am stupid and kind of happy for the first time in a while
Yay go Mai! i thank you i am still confused but still you are so fun ~.'
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Thursday, December 8, 2005

2:45pm
QUIZ:

You taste like a milkshake. Your frozen malts send
a delicious thrill across the tongue. Your
sweetness and innocence are bared for the world
to suck up with a straw... and you love it,
baby.


How do you taste?
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Wednesday, December 7, 2005

   9:48am
i just got to school *sighs* i dont feel well i want to sleep.
ANYWAY! i guess i am happy now Mai and i talked last night ^^ she made me laugh even when i was really sad. still i dont feel well about something i wish i could have talked with her longer. i think i have been open to her however she says iam not oh well i still have to say as i said last night Mai, if i want something bad enough i dont give up even if i dont have any chance at all.
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Tuesday, December 6, 2005

10:15am
i am not feeling all so good. and christmas is coming *sighs* i wish i had money i am going to feel bad beacuse i wont be able to get them good gifts.*sighs* i hate christmas i have to true family to go to. anyway a side from that i think mai and i are ok i still may or may not have feelings for her however i dont want that to rune our friendship. so i will shut up about that any how Michiru is moving it hurts me so much i wount be able to see her that often not that i see her all that much before oh well i will miss her even more so now i think things are ok with her and i again to ^^. however i do want her back i guess i will still have to wait. um yeah i had to move old sofas out and in the garbage ow my arms and everything hurt. i want to go to sleep. well i may write more later like after lunch so yeah. bye.
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Friday, December 2, 2005

2:22pm
i guess Mai thought i was mad with her. i hope she knows i understand now ^^ im so stupid to every have thought something like that would happen i hope you know im not mad and im sorry i'll find love else where ^^
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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

3:30pm
hey oh brb...sorry bathroom break any how yeah today was ok however i am very upset i just hate every thing right now *sighs* whatever you dont like me like that so why didnt you push me away? much easyer for me and you wouldnt have to put yourself through that horrable time. however you chose to confuse me good job. oh and so you know im not mad at you i still like you after all however i must stop so yeah im gonna go out to a bar or something. whatever i dont mind do whatever juste know many people in the world are not gay or bi and some still end up with a ``friend`` of same gender whatever im not asking for a relationship juste your friendship now please and im sorry however you know who to call on if you need something ``like that`` yeah ok friend or dear friend as you say. ^^
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

4:44pm
I give up fuck the world i mean the world fucks you pay it back a little. you know Mai (im going to call you that now cause i cant say your name good hope you dont mind) i dont like being tricked you know this i told you then you go off and trick me again good job thanks a lot i know you care about me however i am upset its not that way i9 am sorry just know i wont forget anything. i thought then again i thought wrong unless you are not telling me something. whatever im going to burn myself so yeah dont worry about me i'll be fine on my own.
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12:08
poitless i hate life so much oh my god im going to end it im not even kidding i shouldnt be here im juste messing people up fuck i need something to get my mind off of things! DAMN IT! I JUST WANT IT ALL TO END MAKE IT GO AWAY SOMEONE!
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Monday, November 28, 2005

1:58pm
hello i was dumped on the 25th michiru broke up with me i guess i saw it comming oh well her loss? i hope things start working out for me well soon.
then again there is this one girl i have had my eyes on for some time now i wonder if she even likes me hum this is odd however i dont want to be in a Relationship i juste dont know oh well.
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Thursday, November 24, 2005

   11:11
um Michiru and i are ok now however i still feel a diffrence with her i love her i know it juste i dont think she loves me like she did before. i dont know i think sometimes that maybe shes just staying with me to make me happy thats the type she is. i dont know what she wants i dislike people that dont know what they want. oh well i love Michiru.
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