Thursday, March 2, 2006

I AM IN LOVE!
with him:

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Monday, February 27, 2006

FUCK!
this schools damn inter net is fucked i posted some thing longish and nice now it is not there DAMN! ok well lets see if i remember... i`m writing something almost done it to however today at lunch well after lunch i felt like riping it up to a millons of pieces you know you got quite the glare on ya. very nice ...not! well i don`t know what i did but whatever um... yeah i don`t remember... so im posting some little happyness things like this one ^^
heehee

YAY! PANDA! HUGGLES PANDA!

yay yasha!

yeah ok whatever!
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Monday, February 20, 2006

1:55pm
um...i don`t know yet just every thing seems at a loss maybe i should give up love and all that compleatly *sighs* i don`t know its pointless. *sighs* girls...they are so confuseing....oh well....um a song i was listening to during math:

Artist: Grandadbob Lyrics
Song: Mmmnn Lyrics
I like
What is happening
Don't be far from me
Every step of you and I
Brings on the Morning
All heavenly
Don't be lost from me
There is more for you and I

More to learn
More to need
I believe
In a real world

I'm looking at the bluest skies
I'm feeling fine, I'll never lose you
I'm floating like the warmest sun
For you and I have just begun



i like my new CD its pretty ^^ lol so hope every one had a good weekend and such ... i don`t know no one really posts or coments any more. kinda sad really.
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Saturday, February 18, 2006

   If ever i cease to love
in a house, in a square, in a quadrant,
in a street, in a lane, in a road; turn to the left,
on the right hand, you see there my true love's abode.

i go there a courting and cooing.
to my love, like a dove.
and swearing on bended knee.
if ever i cease to love,
may sheep's heads grow one apple trees,
if ever i cease to love.

if ever i cease to love,
if ever i cease to love, may the moon be turned into green cheese,
if ever i cease to love.

for all the money that's in the bank,
for the title of lord or duke,
i wouldn't exchange the girl i love,
there's bliss in every look.
to see her dance
i could faint with radiant love,
may the monument a hornpipe dance ,
if ever i cease to love!
may we never have to pay the income tax,
if ever i cease to love!
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Monday, February 13, 2006

   1:40pm
ah ! oh my god i got Winona on my i flurts! oh my god lol! anyway Michiru is moving far away...she won`t be able to talk with me on the phone any more... i kinda feel like dying...then i saw you in classe today and remembered my promise to you... i`m still writing... i will find out how i feel about every thing soon. *sighs* My onii-chan is crazy he is in love with `em power rangers (the old school ones) creepy he keeps singing the theme song. *sighs* i need some one to understand me.
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Thursday, February 9, 2006

   2:16pm
*sighs* ok i can`t write shit i have a start with no end it sucks. um i guess schools going ok... i guess just the whole pointless feeling thing is comin` up again i hate it. i wish i had some one that understands. some guys is asking me out now and know matter how much i try and thell them im a lesbian they keep coming at me one is all its wrong you wont have kids or get married, and theres the ewwwy one thats all ok well i can get another girl and the both of you can fuck in front of me juste plain gross. *sighs* maybe i should go out with jon again...*slaps self* NO! BOY EWW GROSS! *sighs* i should be shot.whatever Michiru has not called me in a while however she does work a lot still sends me nice things though. i dont know about her... kinda diffrent... odd even... more calling me pet names like crazy.... Much oddness. oh well and i also have to try to get over this one girl however that aint going so well meh. i will deal with it as long i dont say the 3 words im good. *sighs* i really miss her though. kinda odd she is in the same classe but then again we dont talk at school much almost like we avoid each other odd... oh well.... i still care....enough to be a friend.... if she needs me.... even if im boring oh and that night on the phone last time ... you should have stayed on lol.... ~.^ oh well ... so yeah kinda sad no one coments you know no one likes you when... lol so yeah i have to go my back hurts like mad and i am starving to death.
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Wednesday, February 1, 2006

11;30am
Life sucks i guess sure i am not to happy but im done my last examin right.... why did you have to kiss me michiru why? now im confused and i dont know what to call this. *sighs* and as for Mai i forgot what to write i had something of a poem but i forgot so maybe another time. i dont fell well. but i have to go to work soon *sighs* why am i feeling this way? i dont want to.
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Thursday, January 26, 2006

12:30pm
im sorry are you mad at me? you hardly talk to me any more i know you have exams. just i dont know juste kinda feels like your avoiding me. well whatever if you are mad at me or whatever than i am sorry i dont know what i did. so um yes i am so bord with life maybe i should finish it i wonder what it would be like it sounds so inviting and fun. ^^ i know im a crazy but dont worry there is to much i want to do before i get to go.

think of a time for me to come over if you want. im open almost any time. if you know what i meen lol .^^ i know you hate me.
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

6:42pm
yeah teaching little kids about anime is fun. so yeah my examians is almost done. yeah i just have to write a full draft or um a good copy whatever you call it. um... i dont know work is real tough on me even more now im sleepy *sighs* and a little lonly to be honest. my back really hurts. Mai i hope your doing well on your exams.um... i also have a question for you ....*blush* when do i get that cheese cake ~.^ anyhow. the navvi i am on right now is a bitch so yeah im going to fix my site up a bit now bye bye.
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Thursday, January 19, 2006

11:08am
*Laughs* you honestly think that i would lol no i dont think so nice try. but i know the rules of this game no love. but how far are you going to play? honsetly you think i asked you out dont get me wrong you are very nice and all that just i know you want nothing but lust. i know how if you just see that i understand you dont like emotion so i will play emotionless alright. just tell me what it is that i can do to satisfy your desires. anything i am open to every thing you can posably think about.

now than michiru / kikyo what the fuck is your problem? your hurting me more and more. what do you want from me i cant stand this why dont people just say what they want it makes the world better. FUCK! i maybe a girl but dont expect me to understand your damn language i dont speak in code and dislike walking about the subject ok. just get straight to it and how can you say you love me? all of a sudden why now you never did when you were with him! now you say it to me to confuse me im sure. WHY?! if you love me than you would not have left and with the words that you did at that. i wont give in to any game you pull i swear just when i was starting to be happy im lost. i need to get out of this world soon at least for a bit.
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