Wednesday, January 18, 2006

*sighs* 11:43...4am
"How Soon Is Now?"

I am the son and the hier
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of nothing in particular

You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

I am the son and the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of nothing in particular

You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

There's a club if you'd like to go you
Could meet somebody who really loves you
So you go, and you stand on your own and
You leave on your own and you go home,
And you cry and you want to die.

When you say it's gonna happen "now",
When exactly do you mean? see I've already
Waited too long and all my hope is gone

You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does




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Monday, January 16, 2006

1:30pm
*sighs*

Def Leppard: Two steps behind you.

Walk away if you want to
It's ok, if you need to
You can run, but you can never hide
See my shadow come creeping up beside you
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

Whatever you do
I'll be two steps behind you
Wherever you go
and I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
to turn around and I'll be two steps behind.

Take the time
and think about it
Walk the line, you just can't fight it
Look around and see what you can find
Like a fire that's burning up inside me,
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

[Repeat Chorus]

(so watch out)

There's a magic running through your soul
but you can't have it all, no,

[Repeat Chorus]

Just turn around, I'll be two steps behind
I'll be two steps behind you
and I'll be there to remind you,
yeeeeaaah, yeeeeeeah
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i dont want to be hopeful. i juste want to be free to fool around i dont know maybe again one day My Michiru-chan. i dont want love right now just emotionless lust. i crave it.

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Saturday, January 14, 2006

   2:30am
...wow...i...um...*blush* hehehehe all that and i didnt need to give no show ^^ lucky me my arm hurts now though thx i cant move it *sighs* i have no more to say tonight good night

Your Inner Kiss by Vampyres
Name
You kiss like (a)...	Vampire
Is your kiss a Turn On?	"I wanna fuck you like an animal"
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

3:05pm
listening to: love bites.

i found an awsome quote in a song:
I'm gonna play your game
I wanna play with fire
I want to breathe your air
Baby, gonna take you there
If you lay your cards on the table
I'll lay my love on the line
Till you're mine .

sonds like something i would write ^^. speaking of which i wrote some thing um... yeah....

Six feet
You promised me forever looks like you lied again
I’m just back where I started maybe deeper in than when I began
Crawling back in to my world of pretend
Six feet under

And when you said its over did you feel my heart lost
This flood of tears pulling it under the waves of memories we shared
You lost my trust
At what cost did you chose to lose someone that loves
Never to love again
Six feet under sorrow

Are you happy now or do you still feel the chills
Or the pleasure I gave you
The satisfaction of my love
Did you then become contented
In the end you played me for a fool
So I’ll just slip back
Six feet under lies.

And watch you do it all again
I’ll be waiting with this pain, this want, this feel that you left me with
When you turned your heart away
I keep praying that this is just a dream that this is not reality
Yet you keep drawing me in
Six feet under sin.

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

   10:50am
i just heard this song and feel in love with it i was going to post a diffrent one oh well here it is!

Def Leppard
``Have you ever needed someone so bad``:
Here I am, I'm in the wrong bed again
It's just a game I just can't win
There you are breathin' soft on my skin
Still you won't let me in

Why save your kisses for a rainy day
Baby let the moment take your heart away

Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone
You just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard
That your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad
And you're the girl I gotta have
I gotta have you baby

There you go, midnight promises again
But they're broken by the dawn
You wanna go further, faster every day baby
But in the morning you'll be gone
And I'm alone

[Repeat Bridge]
[Repeat Chorus]

Every dream I dream is like
Some Kinda rash 'n' reckless scene
To give out such crazy love
ou must be some kinda drug
And if my time don't ever come
For me you're still the same
Damned if I don't, damned if I do
I gotta get a fix on you

[Repeat chorus]



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Friday, January 6, 2006

BEST NIGHT EVER!
my bestest birthday ever! *sighs*
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Thursday, January 5, 2006

7:09pm
it is my birthday today^^ and mostof every one is here. i really dont know what else to say other than my brother is back home and i am going to kill him cause he is making jokes about stuff mainly today wen we went to the mall. and yeah.
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Sunday, January 1, 2006

12:30am
new years they are all playing with my sex dice. *sighs* theres only one personnes neck i want to bite and what not else. *sighs* i wish there was someting i can do to change your mind, i wish to please you in any way or any desire you want thats what im here for if maybe we can talk or work things out cause well only 2 times thats rather sad unless you dont want it or never did. whatever i will be more careful if you chose to go again cause well i feel im not done with you i really dont know and as for my britday prestent i guess i dont get what i want *sighs* im not sad juste a little upset it had to end so fast i know we were not together. so dont worry. aw aint it cute hamu wants to come see Onii-chan. lol. onii-chan dont want to see him. and winny is complaining that every one is kissing david lol^^.
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Thursday, December 29, 2005

some...other time?
thank you NomadSoul i love you so^^ and as i feared some thing did go VERY VERY WRONG T,T i am pissed and a bit sad. i would give any thing to go back to last night and do it all over again and try to fix things maybe i should not have talked with maus mum *sighs* well i have a burn for this now too i hate life i want to end it again ^^ not juste because of this.
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sometime...
why is it when something good happens for me something has to go wrong. i mean last night was great a little hard *twich twich* but great. now i am afraid something will go wrong and as always i feel sick.
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