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myOtaku.com: Haruno Sakura
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Over-emotional blabber
I'm so angry right now because my friend has been giving me so much shit just because I don't like him back as a boyfriend. He's been begging me to tell him stupid, harsh shit that I just don't want to say to him because he's my friend. However, he wants me to give him a reason to fucking associate me with pain so that he can get over his crush on me. What kind of fucked up logic is that? I'm not a mean person by nature, and to ask me to change into a mean person just so he can get mad at me enough to stop liking me is absurd. Seriously, what the hell is that?
And today, my library guy was working again, and he was being so cold to me T_T I was smiling, trying to start conversation, but he was so...stoic. All he did was hand me the films and said, "Here. Next?" He might've been having a bad day. I don't know. But the brush-off was really painful, and it didn't help any that the movies I had to watch today were Baz Luhrmann's Romeo and Juliet as well as West Side Story. I was literally trying to hold back tears because 1) I felt like I totally got rejected by my crush, and 2) the movies I had to watch were super depressing.
...I'm still upset. It doesn't help that I ate half a loaf of bread as soon as I got home because I tend to eat a bit more when I get hurt like this. So in addition to being totally depressed, I feel fat because I've got a ton of carbs in me right now.
Guys are so mean. Sobs. I won't ever understand any of you.
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