Wednesday, October 27, 2004

New theme in the works o_Ov
Look forward to a new theme from me. It's a bit of a shame that I haven't dedicated my mO once to the girl I chose as my user name. So look foward to a Haruno Sakura theme, coming soon. I'm coloring one of the manga frames from Chapter 236....HA!!! SEEE, Sakura IS cool, man. It's about damn time she's getting developed a lot more.

Here's what the manga frame looks like so far. I'm not done coloring it yet. I've still got to finish the shading and add highlights. I know the hair is going to be a bitch to do, but meh. I wish I had a tablet because doing things with a mouse alone is so hard ::whines::



Sigh. I wish I were better at this T_T

My friend has just told me that I've made Sakura look like she's so much older. LOL. I guess I did. I don't know what I did that makes her look so old (could be the lipgloss that I added xD).

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I really hate boys right now. My friend has now apologized to me for being an ass, but I'm still pretty pissed off at him. I guess I should appreciate the fact that he likes me because that doesn't happen all too often. I just can't feel the same for him, and he really has to accept that.

And for some reason, that whole really cold, indifferent scene in the library with my crush has made me look at him in a new light. I guess it's just hitting me now that my crush really isn't all that perfect, and somehow that makes it much easier to talk to him.

Though I'm not sure I want to talk to him right now. I was really trying to be friendly with him yesterday, and he was still so cold. But everyone is allowed a bad day every now and then. Sigh. I just wish I hadn't caught him on one because it really made me lose whatever confidence I had gathered to try to smile and be really, really nice.

This is so hard T_T I don't know where to go from here.


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