Monday, December 25, 2006

Next Song... "Say it Right..." Nelly Furtado ((Are you listening? ... You know who you are... ))
In the day, In the night
Say it right, Say it all
You either got it or you don't
You either stand or you fall
When your will is broken
When it slips from your hand
When there's no time for joking
Theres a hole in the plan

Chorus
Oh, you dont mean nothing at all to me
No, you don't mean nothing at all to me
Oh, you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you could mean everything to me

Verse 2
I can't say that I’m not lost and at fault
I can't say that I don’t love the light and dark
I can't say that I don’t know that I am alive
And all of what I feel I could show
You tonight you tonight

Chorus
Oh, you dont mean nothing at all to me
No, you don't mean nothing at all to me
Oh, you've done what it takes to set me free
Oh you could be the everything to me

Bridge
From my hands i could give you, something that i made
from my mouth i could sing you another brick that I laid
from my body i can show you a place god knows (Only god knows)
If you know the place is holy, do you really want to go?

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Current Song... "Te Busque" Nelly Furtado... (will you lift me when I fall?)
I've been high I've been low
I've been fast I've been slow
I've had nowhere to go
Missed the bus missed the show
I've been down on my luck
I've felt like giving up
My life locked in a trunk
When it hurt way too much
I needed a reason to live
Some love inside me to give
I couldn't rest I had to keep on searching

[chorus]
Te busque debajo de las piedras y no te encontre
En la mañana fria y en la noche te-busque
Hasta enloquecer
Pero tu llegaste a mi vida como una luz
Sanando las heridas de mi corazon
Haciendo-me sentir vivo otra vez

I've been too sad to speak and too tired to eat
Been too lonely to sing the devil cut off my wings
I've been hurt by my past but I feel the future

In my dreams and it lasts I wake up I'm not sure
I wanted to find the light something just didn't feel right
I needed an answer to end all my searching

[chorus]

I look in the mirror the picture's getting clearer
I wanna be myself but does the world really need her
I ache for this earth
I stopped going to church
See God in the trees makes me fall to my knees
My depression keeps building like a cup overfilling
My heart so rigid I keep it in the frigid
It hurts so bad that I can't dry my eyes
cause' they keep on refilling
with the tears that i cry

[chorus x 3]


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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

To Be With You Again...
I'd climb the highest mountain. I'd stand a million hours outside your door in the rain. I'd swim through the deepest oceans. I'd crawl through the harshest storm. I'd bleed out all my pain until it was gone. For you. I'd travel to the Sun and not burn. I'd reach the farthest distance in the universe. Just to be with you again. I'd hold you in my arms and never let you go. I'd run a thousand miles until I could bring you home. I'd tell you over and over how much I love you until all my breath was gone. I'd show you over and over how many times I've sacrificed being alone. I'd live forever by myself to show you are the only one I want. The only one I need. I'll show you each and every scar that was placed from persons near and far who scolded me for being in love with you. I'd do all this just to have you close and look into those eyes once more and do all this just to be with you again. Even if only for the slightest second, all I want is to be with you...
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Monday, October 23, 2006

  I hate you...
I watch you in the darkness... it sickens me...
I never thought I could feel so sad...
...But now I do when I look at you...
It surprises me... why did you leave?
Did I do something wrong? Could it be...
...that possibly... that you hate me that much?
I love you...
It's so strange but even now I still care... I still dream, about you...
...about us...
Is that such a bad thing?
You betrayed us... that's all I can hear them say... whenever I bring up your name...
Sometimes I cry at night... and thoughts of you enter my head.
I miss you...
And I find it so hard to find a reason to keep living...
All the others... they tell me to forget you... to move onto something better... but I can't.
Why don't you just come home?
please... just end my pain... I wont believe these lies... I know you don't hate me... I know... that you love us... all of us... you belong back here, with me...
There's more good in you... than you think...

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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

  "I've been looking in the mirror for so long, that I've come to believe my soul's on the other side. All the little pieces falling, shatter. Shards of me, to sharp to put back together. Too small to matter. But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces. If I try to touch her and I bleed, I bleed, and I breathe, I breathe no more. Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirit's well. Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child. Lie to me, convince me that I've been sick forever. And all of this will make sense when I get better. But I know the difference, between myself and my reflection. I just can't help but to wonder, which of us do you love? So I bleed, I bleed and I breathe, I breathe...no.. Bleed, I bleed, and I breathe, I breathe... I breathe... I breathe... No... More.
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"How many times have you told me you love her?
As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth. How long have I stood here beside you? I live through you, you looked through me.Solitude,
Still with me is only you. Solitude, I can't stay away from you.How many times have I done this to myself? How long will it take before I see? When will this hole in my heart be mended?
Who now is left alone but me... Solitude, Forever me and forever you. Solitude, Only you, only true. Everyone leaves me stranded Forgotten, abandoned, left behind. I can't stay here another night. Your secret admirer Who could it be? Can't you see All along it was me?
How can you be so blind As to see right through me? And Ooh, Solitude, Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude, I can't stay away from you. Ooh, Solitude, Forever me and forever you. Ooh, Solitude, Only you, only true..."

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  "Seems like it was yesterday, that I saw your face. You told me how proud you were, but I walked away. If only I knew, what I know today. I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away, thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes. There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again, sometimes I want to call you, but I know you wont be there. I'm sorry for... blaming you... for everything I just couldn't do. And I've hurt myself, by hurting you. Somedays I feel broke inside but I wont admit. Sometimes I just want to hide, cuz it's you I miss. But it's so hard to say goodbye, when It comes to this. Would you tell me I was wrong, Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I wouldn't do, to have just one more chance, to look into your eyes, and see you looking back. I'm sorry for blaming you, for everything I just couldn't do, and I hurt myself by hurting you. If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you've been away.Oh, it's dangerous It's so out of line to try to turn back time. I'm sorry for.. blaming you... for everything I just couldn't do... and I've hurt myself.. by hurting you."



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Thursday, September 7, 2006

   Tomorrow may never come...
I looked into your eyes... And all I saw was darkness. I never knew a pain like this before. Was it meant to be? I may never know. I saw you walk away... and did nothing. I just cried. I let you go. I let you slip away... now I lay in the shadows alone... gripping what's left of my broken heart... praying for the day of your return.. when you tell me the truth.. and that love is real
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