Wednesday, October 13, 2004

   Blah Bleh!

So yeah, everything is doing better than before and I'm feeling a bit better. I haven't been feeling the chest pains recently and that’s AFTER I got my grandmother to take me to the doctors which I freaking crazy that the pains decided to stop after I was able to actually get help but maybe that's what happens. IDK! GAY! Anyways, I'm sitting at Danielle's in the dark and such. I got over here and we ate a little Wendy's and we were like "I'm still hungry" so a little bit after we just went to McDonalds! w00t! Well we ended up spending 3 hours there! Wooohoo what fun that was. Actually the only reason I would spend that much time there was because my retarded BF, who I love to dearly, was working and I figured I’d stay around to bug him. I can't believe this but we went and did that like...computerized order shit and well...we didn't have enough money so we didn't know what to do so Joe just gave us his discount. THANK GOD! I felt so stupid then...it was like the world had frozen and it was like...YOU ARE STUPID! lol Oh well it's over now and I'll repay him. He owes me anyways....I told him I wouldn't bring it up but yeah. He shouldn't have snapped at me and made me be mean. If you would just....calm down about stupid shit it wouldn't have happened. So yeah! Motherhumper. Well I was actually watching "older" Naruto episodes like....87 and shit...we actually started watching from Ep. 79 or something and I don't know how far she got but last thing I know we were on 88 I think. I fell asleep so I wouldn't know. What we were on was pretty freaking boring if you asked me. It was more of less filler type shit, and I mean right now there is a filler arc and I love it but well, this filler was just flat out gay. lol OK soooo what else. MMMMM it's 11:43 and I'm downloading a song from Naruto, something I think Danielle already has, but yeah. I'm DLing it cuz I'm not sure what it is. I hope it's a cool song because right now I'm listening to Kanashimi wo Yasashisa Ni over and over again. I actually really like the freaking song. I don't know why but yep I like it. w00t! lol mmmmmm lets see what else. OH I don't think I can put up with Krista and her dumb shit about Danielle saying something about Zach she just needs to get over the fact that Danielle said something and stop looking in the past. Zach IS a druggie so is Aaron...who didn't know that. And who cares what bumper it was...same fucking difference...it was a fucking bumper so get past that stupid crap. I figure if the crap continues they can just forget me and the friendship that was unstable to begin with. It's not like I owe them anything for hooking me up with Joe because it was mostly Justin and Justin, I have no problem with. So yeah! Gawd I can't even believe I'm getting into all this stupid drama, I should just stay out of it, my luck, Justine would find my journal and bitch me out about something stupid.....so yeah. If you have anything to say about the whole stupid drama I DON'T CARE SO DON'T LEAVE ME ANY COMMENTS OR TALK TO ME ABOUT IT CUZ I HAVE ALREADY CAME TO MY CONCLUSION. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. Anyways, what more is there to say. Oh I really am boggled about teen pregnancies....I think they are completely stupid and that raising a child should be left to someone who actually knows what the fuck they are doing. I mean teens are still kids to a point and have no experience about raising little brats and the teens mother/father or whoever usually ends up taking the child and raising it so I don't see the point and if you get pregnant and you DO NOT want the baby, get an abortion, I am 100% FOR that. DO IT because we don't need kids living in poverty. How hard is that? OR better yet, use a condom and get on some birth control :O OMG Good idea no? Well let’s see anything else I just want to rant about? Mmmmm I think I talked about anime already, except that I so ready to watch some freaking Bleach and Joe is taking forever to DL the first one when the 2nd one is alreay out and Daniel is watching it right now cuz he has DSL at college and I'm stuck with...SLOWMO shit at home, here and at Joe's....oh well eventually I'll get fast stuff and like smoke everyone! w00t! Mmmmm What else....rant rant rant! mmmmmmmmm I love japanese music for some reason, I just love the rhythm and such. I especially like the Naruto OST's w00t! I love the music from that series I really do! Mmmmm eyes are getting droppy, Joe better be getting off work fucking soon so he can get home I can say hi and bye then go to bed so I can get up and go to school w00t! It's now...11:59 on w00t! This is probably going to be one of the longest entries I've written like....ever. I think I'll just copy and paste this everywhere I type journal shit. Like myO and DeviantArt and SheezyArt. Oh how I love those places they are all my online life consists of is being on those sites, and this one lol I'm always being nosy and reading everyone else's journals lol. Oh well ...*waits for Joe* He won't be home till fucking 12:30 and that sucks the big one since it's 12:02 now. *whines* hurry up time! Last night Joe said he hit an animal on his way home and he said it was either a fox or a small dog. I said I hope he hit a dog but I don't think he understood my complete reason. See he said "You would have wanted me to hit someone's puppy?" I said "Well when I was little I had a pet fox and if you want to believe it or not you could have also hit someones pet fox" Especially with people here and living in the forest and shit I have no doubt that some people here own things like that. In fact I know someone who has a pet raccoon so if you're driving around and you hit a raccoon, you could be hitting someone's run away raccoon! I don't think he truly got it though. Oh wellllllllll....so tired. I wish Joe were home so I can go to sleep already. OMG I drew Edward Elric, and for you that don't know him he is a character from an anime I watch called Fullmetal Alchemist. He is the cutest and if anyone is familiar with Naruto, the voice actor for Temari did the voice for Ed. w00t! for women doing boy voices! lol I love that. A girl does Naruto's voice as well and I always thought that Ed sounded a bit like Naruto. Maybe it's the Japanese thing that women are suppose to sound alike or something...ok maybe it's not because just those 2 sound alike lol. Well yeah you should all watch some naruto and fullmetal alchemist if you haven't. Even if you aren't into anime you should atleast try to watch it cuz they are really awesome. *whines* I'm getting extremely tired and Joe better hurry and get home before I decide to just go to bed but I know that would make him pissed that I went to bed instead of waiting for him. But I did wait, I waited till I was tired enough to go to sleep. I wonder...I think maybe I should have tried to atleast so SOME chemistry homework but you know what I hate chem. I think it's so freaking boring and I hate math. I could have had fun in another class like....2 Agricultural classes. Speaking of that class I'm getting a goat from school. He is so cute and yeah I just hope I don't have to wear that Jacket at show to show him. GAWD THAT WOULD SUCK. You know I don't want to show him I just wanted to save him from a life full of sex. Cuz that is exactly what he was going to be used for so w00t! I saved him. Gawd this has to be a long entry I've been typing for what seems like forever and a half. It's freaking 12:14 so yeah I have been at it for a while. I usually don't rant on and on like this but I'm in an odd mood. I love Joe...I just felt like saying that. I love him lots and lots and lots, ya know even if he isn't perfect in everyway. I don't think I could have actually gotten someone so perfect for me it was like we are twins but it's a pretty good chance that Joe is just that. Me and him are like freakishly similar so yeah. mmmmmm well Joe finally got online so I think I'm going to go copy and paste this just about everywhere else instead of retyping things that I will not remember. (This was all taken from my livejournal post so yeah Iwas too lazy to type this crap again so yeah. DEAL!)

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