Thursday, March 18, 2004

One more day...and I am free. I am so tired right now. Yesterday we had State Contest. Only our 1st Concert and Symphonic bands performed. You see, 2nd Concert is just so crappy that no one wants them to play for anyone. Heh. Mean I know, but it is the truth. Concert 1 got all ones and a one is sight-reading. Symphonic band, however, did not. *cries* We got two twos, a one, and a one in sight-reading for an overall 1. I am so mad too. We played a level 6 (the hardest level) piece and a level 4 piece. You have no idea how are it was. The level 6 piece, La Fiesta Mexicana, lasts 21 minutes and is 7 pages long. x_x and the level 4 piece, By the Light of the polar Star by john Phillips Sousa, lasts 10 minutes. So by the end of our program we are litterally dieing. and the reason we got two 2's....we played too loud!! How retarded is that? We were too loud so we got a 2. How stupid. I am really mad about it. We worked our tales off to play those pieces. We even did it without several of our members there. Everyone thought we got all ones. But no....the judges were STUPID MEANY HEADS!!! *anger* I am horribly upset too. This is the first time in 9 years that we haven't made all ones. And all of the seniors responses? '04 strikes back!! *more anger* They are all happy we got some twos. Our band did not get home until 12:30 last night. The I had to be at school by 7:30 to take 2 math tests. Ugh. not cool. SO I am just sitting around waiting on my grandmother/cousin/aunt to get here. Fun stuff. nevermind....goodnight. ^^

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Tuesday, March 16, 2004

Teh Creature!!

Teh Creature= My puppy. She is a Rat Terrier. Her name is Mattie. ^__^ I took some pictures of her, and thought you might like to see them. She is my baby. (and yes I do mean literally...she is my child. x_x) Please ignore the eyes. I had to "fix" them so she didn't look possesed. This is the best I could do. This and teh first are by far my favorites. She looks so cute. The next two are of teh poor duck my dog has annihilated. Poor poor duck...

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Jesus and.....Santa Claus??

The following is a quote from a chat with Godel-chan... il never forget6: I was going to say that Santa Claus could be like Jesus. Jesus did things that many did not think he could i.e. walk on water, make bread and fishes rain from the sky, heal the deaf, blind and sick. If you believe in that, it really isn't a big leap from Jesus to a man that flies around the whole world in one night. xXehx: That's so wrong and funny at the same time. il never forget6: yeah xXehx: Don't you find the bread and fish thing kind of disturbing? il never forget6: not really xXehx: Running around, dodging falling foodstuffs... il never forget6: I mean, sure it is weird...but if we are talking about the son of God, why not? xXehx: "Holy crap! It's raining fi--" *smack* *dies* Now do you see how bad Haze needs Spring Break?? o_O I do. I would like to take a moment to clear up a certain shoutbox comment (yes the one that says "I love Azure"). Last night in a certain chat with Sasuke, Sakura, Azure, Uzumaki_Naruto, Dan, Cory, and Azure we were trying to coax Azure into telling us his real name. Needless to say, it didn't work. >__< But I still love Azure anyways. He was quite possibly my first OB friend. Very nice chap, he is (LOL Yoda I do speak like). I remember being my shy little n00b self and talking to Azure. I think that is why I stuck around for a while. The fact that someone actually took teh time to talk with me outside of the boards. Alot of boards don't do that. But people on the OB will talk to anyone, and I mean anyone, else from the boards. Rather neat thing. Anywho, back to Azure. His post quality has always amazed me. When he compliments you, you know he means it. And he doesn't just say "Oh wow! You are so good. Keep it up. -Azure" Oh no. Azure tells you exactly what he likes about your art or whatever else he is talking about. He goes into extreme detail about it. Which is something that I kind of miss on the boards. He doesn't come around near enough anymore. It seems that Azure, like many other "oldies," has been swept away from the boards. It really does seem like the boards has been completely taken over by new people. I barely recognize the names of those in the Art forum. Much less anywhere else. In terms of post quality, topics, critique, and just all around goodness, the boards has changed. If you look, there a lot more closed threads than there used to be. Maybe it's just me that has noticed all of the changes. *shrugs* I don't know. Maybe I should just stop complaining??! Yeah...let's go with that. ^__^ Let's move on to better subjects...Spring Break! As many of you know, I am in my high school band. This year our trip is to Scottland and England!! EXTREME WOOTAGE!! We leave next Sunday, and I cannot wait. It will be so much fun. I gotta pack though. Ugh. I hate packing. Maybe even more than I hate unpacking. x_X Oh well. It is the UK I'm talking about so I suppose I can pack/unpack for them. ^^ But I am litterally bouncing up and down just thinking about going. SO excited! heehee. In other news, teh Treyness' birthday is the 22nd. I won't be in town for it though. >__< I am pretty sure my mommy will let me go to his party on Saturday though. The big 16! Go Trey! Oh, so much to do. I will probably post more in a few days. ^^

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Sunday, March 14, 2004

Mood: happy, yet bored Song of the moment: "Take the veil cerpin taxt" by The Mars Volta *sigh* Another lovely weekend spent doing absolutely nothing. ^__^ Not much has been going on. Last week I took graduation exams. x.x They give you 3.30 hours to take them, but you can finish in less that 40 minutes. As a result I am now on page 400 of my book. Go me! I am supposed to be answering some questions for english, but I dont feel like it. We are also supposed to be reading Huck Finn by Mark Twain. I have to be finished with it by April 5...but guess what? I have yet to start! ^^ Not much going on other than that. Go check out my two latest wallpapers... City of Day/Night Lata

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Saturday, March 6, 2004

hmmm

I could have sworn I already did an entry for this. Oh well. School has officially taken over my life. ^^ Homework is crazy. I finished up my schedule for my junior year though. Yay. It is as follows... Spanish II Precalculus Physics Honors English 11 US History 11 Practical Law Band (hopefully Symphonic) And there you have it. It will be crazy next year. Crazy indeed. I can't believe I'm taking physics. I don't want to, but I will. I'm tired so I am going to bed now. ^^ G'night all.

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Tuesday, March 2, 2004

Bweeeeeeeeeeeeee...

Wow. It has been a while since I posted anything of importance. ^^ I hope you all didn't miss it too much. *laughs at self* A bunch of stuff has happened since my last post. [#1]I got a new desk, for starters. It is so much bigger than my other one. It makes it loads easier to be 'organized'...meaning I have more space to just throw stuff someplace. ^^ In case you didn't know I am not the most organized person in the world. #2: I finally finished StrikeGundam's banner. He asked for one about 2 months ago. And I just did ti last week. oops. #3: I have regained faith. I was reading this book about this guy who is trying to become a saint. He is told to repeat this prayer 3,000 times a day. Well one night I started thinking about the book, and I began praying the prayer. I just started thinking really hard about what it actually meant, and began praying to the God that I now know is in myself. And I just felt something: intense joy, a natural ecstasy, something deep inside. I almost broke down in tears the joy was so great. I now have the philosophy that God is in all things. He is inside me, you, animals, plants, and everything in this world. You don't pray to something that is out in some unknown place. You pray to the God inside you. I realize most of you won't care about my new found religeon. But I think it is important. The book I am reading is When We Were Saints by Han Nolan. And the simple prayer... Be still and know that I am God. Then you can go to "Be still and know that I am." and finally "Be still." I have never felt anything like it. It actually makes you a happier person too. Going to school now, I am happy. Not tired, not upset that I have to go. Just happy. Try it out. ^__^

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Tuesday, February 24, 2004

Simply a song for you...

Hot Hot Heat-- Le Le Low Mediocrity's got me so opportunities have been slow. Sentiment has got me feeling low. My left back speaker's blown. Left the radio on. Who left the door unlocked? Now my hit's stolen. Where's all your passion gone? Where's all your fashion gone? Where's all your magic gone? Now you feel famous? Encyclopedias sold through the media. Fashion is feeding us identification. Consequential because she doesn't but he does. Metric systemic buzz is making me anxious. Applaud the effort you display, as long as it don't sound the same. It's second rate you know. Average if not below. Sentiment has got me feeling le-le-le-le-le-low! I just shouldn't even say... but it all sounds the same. Mediocrity cold killed your act.

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Thursday, February 19, 2004

Song of the day....

"Baby Blue Sedan" by Modest Mouse A nice heart and a white suit and a baby blue sedan And I am doing the best that I can All the eunuchs, they were standing in rows singing, "Please stud us out just as fast as you possibly can." Sad song, last dance and no one knows who the band was And Henry, you danced like a wooden Indian Except this one mattered and I felt it had a spirit And I shot the story because I didn't hear it that way And it's hard to be a human being And it's harder as anything else And I'm lonesome when you're around And I'm never lonesome when I'm by myself And I miss you when you're around

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How. . .disturbing...

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Heyo!! ^__^ I'm in a good mood for some reason. Could be that I got my OB back!! *dances* I cannot believe the new layout. I checked everyday to see if it would be up then. I went on last night, and whoa! It's back! My jaw just dropped and stayed open the whole time I was looking around. I'm amazed at all that James, Justin, and crew did. It is awesomeness in the extreme. WAY TO GO!! So angry. Most of you know that this new show has started running on AS/CN. Witch Hunter Robin is its name. My VCR has gone all anal on my and refuses to do that programmed tape thing. So I have missed all of them! So angry. I have also missed all of the Inuyasha episodes. That makes me more angry. I have been waiting for all 1 million Inuyasha episodes to run through so that I could watch them. But NO! I can't. *hangs head* So much drama. ^__^ Life is pretty mellow as of now. I feel much better than I did in my last post. I blocked out the accident as much as I could. Thanks to Juu and Tally for their concern. ^__^ So I guess that means I am out. ^^ Current feeling: Tired, lonely Personal Quote of the Day: I know he loves me as much as or more than I love him. I just have to make him see that he does. Current Song:"Naked in the City Again" Hot Hot Heat. Then some Modest Mouse. woot.

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