Tuesday, January 27, 2004

Row, row, row your boat gently down the stream. Merrily, merrily, merrily LIFE IS BUT A DREAM!

Hey everybody. Long time since I posted huh? Yeah, life has been crappy. I am almost done with my research paper. The final is due on friday. YAY! I have a field trip tomorrow too. We get to go to the courthouse. Fun stuff, eh? Been downloading a lot lately. I started to download Gravitation. ^__^ I have episodes 1, 3,5,6, and 7. -__- Episode 2 hates me, so I have to wait for it to take 4 days to finally download, not to mention find one that won't just say "qued" when I try to d/l it. That makes me angry. I downloaded BitTorrent, but I can't figure out how it works. Somebody help me. I am getting so confused with it. Life is such a tragedy. Love sucks. And all that teenage angst stuff. In response to my subject of this post, I miss that song. Maybe we are taught that so that we will understand that life will end sooner than we think. It will never be what we want it to be. That makes me think of my teacher's favorite saying..."You will be history longer than you are anything else." So true. But what if you don't like what you are? What if I (notice the switch?) don't become anything? What if I do nothing important, nothing worth remembering, nothing that will make my grandkids' grandkids' grandkids proud? What if I become a failure at everything? I don't want to be just another person that died in a certain year. I want to do something that will make all this worth it. ;__; Time to go worry myself to tears again...

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Thursday, January 22, 2004

Hola all! I am great now. Last night I got married!! FINALLY! To Evolved_Dragon/Uzumaki Naruto/Justin/Jailbait/ Naruto-kun/ Kawaii Jailbait. Pick a name from the hat. It will most likely belong to him. He made me an awesome banner! I call it my wedding present. ^__^ woot!

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Monday, January 19, 2004

Zak and Sara

Sara spelled without an 'h' was getting bored On a Peavea amp in 1984 While Zak without a 'c' tried out some new guitars Playing Sara-with-no-h's favourite song (La da da da, la da da, la da da) (La da da da, la da da, la da da) Zak and Sara Often Sara would have spells where she lost time She saw the future, she heard voices from inside The kind of voices she would soon learn to deny Because at home they got her smacked (La da da da, la da da, la da da) (La da da da, la da da, la da da) Zak and Sara Zak and Sara Zak called his dad about layaway plans And Sara told the friendly salesman that: "You'll all die in your cars, And why's it gotta be dark? And you're all working in a submarine" She saw the lights, she saw the pale English face Some strange machines repeating beats and thumping bass Visions of pills that put you in a loving trance That make it possible for all white boys to dance And when Zak finished Sara's song, Sara clapped (La da da da, la da da, la da da) (La da da da, la da da, la da da) Zak and Sara Zak and Sara

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Project

That subject sounds wrong....Anyways. I have decided (without any one's help might I add -__-) that I will use the banner I made in Kitty's contest. Yes it is that banner right up there *points up* at the top of the page. Ihate to cut this so short, but I have my research papers to do. Yes I did say paperS. We have to do one paper argueing for a side of an issue, and one against. That is crap to me, but whatever. Latterz.

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Saturday, January 17, 2004

So today I beat FFX. Yeah, took me long enough didn't it? I could have cried at the end. I mean, I knew Tidus would leave, but not like that. Very good game. I can't wait till I have money so that I can go get X-2. I looked at all of the outfits and such on-line the other day and was stunned. Those new costumes are gorgeous!! I made some banners and stuff today too. They aren't that good. I found a bunch of airbrushed pictures on google the other day so I have been fiddling around with them. On one of the banners I made, I used the picture Kitty supplied in her request thread, foundhere. Heh. She didn't use mine. I tinted all of the picture certain colors and such, but she said she wanted to use the other guy's (coincidently it was Dragon) because he tinted them and I changed all of the colors. When that isn't true. Dragon used the EXACT SAME effect to change the colors as I did. Stupid gril. But whatever. She liked his better, so there is no need to gripe. But I made that banner just to chap her hide. ^__^ If we go around using the same banner, I figure she might get kinda angry. And I am all about making people angry. -_~ Anyways, I might post those banners later. Found a new song I like. Surprisingly it is from Britney Spears. *gasp!* Heh. I have always hated her. I mean she doesn't write her own stuff (which isn't horribley bad), is pretty much a ho, and does all that bubble-gum pop stuff (excluding her new "bad" behavior. Which is worse than be all bubble-gum.) It is her new single "Toxic" that I like. Not her. The music is great. Plus she got creative and used over-laid vocals and in parts even made a techno-ish sound to blend with what she was singing. Very cool in my book. The music is good too. This is probably the first time I have ever said anything good about Britney. What am I doing!?!?!?! *screams* I have been reading up on my anime. ^__^ I went to the library yesterday and got some books on anime. I think they are really interesting. One is called "Anime Essentials: Everything a Fan Needs To Know" and the other is "ANIME: From Akira to Princess Mononoke." The second one is about 400 pages long. It is one of the thickest Anime books I have seen. But the first one is really interesting. It was written by Giles Poitrias, who wrote this awesome book called The Anime Companion. It is a book soley about Anime DVD's and what they are all about. Must of taken him forever. But yeah. That is pretty much all that is going on in my life. Dccv zuo lbop. (see if you can figure that out. I'll give you a hint. Use the cypher that Mary Queen of Scotts used.)

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Wednesday, January 14, 2004

As I reached for your hand...

Yo. o.O How are things? I am pretty good. I haven't posted in ages!! I feel as though I have neglected you. *sniffle* If you don't have a mO, I suggest you get one. These new things we can do are awesome! Adam and the programmers have really outdone themselves this time. I got my report card today! My GPA is now a 3.708 for teh semester and a 3.638 for teh years so far. Awesome stuff. I only had B's in English (87) and Chemistry (82). BUt I already knew I would. ^__^ I don't have a grade for my Historical Examination of US Documents though. I don't know why. My teacher is probably slacking again. I get to go to England and Scotland!!! WOOT! I am in my school's band. This year our trip is to go to the Edinborough Easter Parade. Great fun. It is not at teh same time Easter is, but great none-the-less. I can't wait. So which new mO avi should I use? The couple or just the girl. Pick one now. That is all I will say on what they look like. I got them from some kind of quiz results. I have to go do my homework now.=__= bye!

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Sunday, January 11, 2004

Some tests I got off of Mimmi's site.

Disorder | Rating Paranoid: Low Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: High Antisocial: Moderate Borderline: Low Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: Low Dependent: High Obsessive-Compulsive: High URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html The Big Five Personality Test Extroverted |||||||||||||||| 68% Introverted |||||||||| 32% Friendly |||||||||||||| 60% Aggressive |||||||||| 40% Orderly |||||||||||| 42% Disorderly |||||||||||||| 58% Relaxed |||||||||| 38% Emotional |||||||||||||||| 62% Openminded |||||||||||||||| 68% Closeminded |||||||||| 32% Take Free Big 5 Personality Test Conscious self Overall self Take Free Enneagram Personality Test

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Thursday, January 8, 2004

If it isn't on the OB then I don't care...

I have been thinking alot. And yes, I know it is a shock. I read one of Shinmaru's posts today and it got me thinking about how much time I spend on the OB. When I get home, I immediatly go up to my room and go there. I spend all day and all night on it too. Since I found it, I have been unable to stay away. Before I joined the OB I was slowly falling into a depressing hole. I simply had nothing to do with my life, and the more I thought about it the sadder I got. And believe me, that is no place for a 15 year old to be. Then I found the OB. I think my on my first trek into the Art forum, I knew I would stay. I began making banners, and found myself completely unable to stop. Soon I moved onto wallpapers and invested large amounts of money in programs to make banners and such (specifically Paint Shop Pro--$ 125). It gave me something to do with life. It gave me something to love. (I am talking about making banners and stuff not the OB) And I do know how corny this sounds. But it is simple truth. I think it is my best hobby. I have met good people on the boards too. I now have a group of friends that do not think me odd for loving anime. They all like it too. As a plus, my typing skills have improved. My writing skills too. Also I have people who will tell me when I am being a total idiot. ¬.¬ Well, you know they will. Also I have people to tell me if my art stuff sucks. So it is all good. Thank you Adam and James and Justin and Charles and Mars and whoever else helps with OB. Keep it running. ^_^

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Wednesday, January 7, 2004

Just thought you would like to know that this post made my rating or whatever go from 654 all the way to 555. lucky 555

Heh. I thought Baron advertising for his thread was funny. guess it was just me. XD I think Baron is now obliged to post in my thread since I posted in his. *nods* yup. Got that Narob? FYI Narob is one of Baron's personalities. He has many you know. LOL. Goodnight all. I am taking a poll. Should I change my name to Just "Haze" on the boards?

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Chat fun with Baron

BaronSamediOB3: VISIT! BaronSamediOB3: VIEW! BaronSamediOB3: REPLY! il never forget6: No il never forget6: lol il never forget6: I don't want too BaronSamediOB3: Curse you Haze il never forget6: ^__^ il never forget6: you know you love me BaronSamediOB3: ... BaronSamediOB3: I do? BaronSamediOB3: OK il never forget6: yah! Sweetreyesfl has left the room. BaronSamediOB3: ... BaronSamediOB3: http://www.otakuboards.com/showthread.php?s=2a24aeb228d8c3188a1853a7d1e815c1&threadid=35828 BaronSamediOB3: VISIT! BaronSamediOB3: VIEW! il never forget6: Baron, I don't intend to post in your thread BaronSamediOB3: SCrew you oevr then Haze il never forget6: lol il never forget6: I was kidding il never forget6: I <3 you Baron BaronSamediOB3: Thankyou Haze BaronSamediOB3: *blushes*

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