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Wednesday, January 7, 2004


Some Toast for you

Hullo all. I just got home from school. >_< First day back. It sucked so bad. I didn't go to bed until 3 AM so I am sleep deprived. Then I was late to Spanish and got yelled at..."Why are you so late?? It's first period on the first day back....Blahdy blahdy blah." I don't like Spanish at all. We are learning about stuff in an airport. I mean come on! Waste of time? I think so. Of course My Algebra II and Chem. teacher gave lots of homework. But then they always do.

That chat last night was....odd. It consisted of Me, Mitch, Heavens Cloud, Azure Wolf, Shinmaru, and Japan86. FUn stuff. I never knew Mitch was so...cool. Very nice person. Smart as crap too. ANd I mean smart crap, not dumb crap. ^__^ I think I should stop talking now. The sleep deprivation is getting to me. If you want to read the convo, go Here That is a link to Mitch's site. He put the whole dead-gum thing on there. SO long!

Ummm....I think I will go now. Another chat just started. Plus I need to work on the homework. =__+

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Tuesday, January 6, 2004


Yellowcard--"View From Heaven"

i'm just so tired
wont you sing me to sleep
and fly through my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place
have a new name and face
i just aint the same without you in my life
late night drives, all alone in my car
i can't help but start
singing lines from all our favorite songs
and melodies in the air
singin life just aint fair
sometimes i still just can't believe you're gone
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven,
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here

feel your fire,
when its cold in my heart
and things sorta start
remindin' me of my last night with you
i only need one more day
just one more chance to say
i wish that i had gone up with you too
and i'm sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here

you wont be comin' back
and i didn't get to say goodbye
i really wish i got to say goodbye
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
i hope that all is well in heaven
cuz its all shot to hell down here
i hope that i find you in heaven
cuz i'm so...
lost without you down here
you wont be coming back
and i didn't get to say goodbye
i really wish i got to say gooooodbye

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I am a junior member now! So happy! I have to go back to school tomorrow. bleh. It will be awful. I will no longer be able to stay up and watch Lain then sleep until 3 o'clock the next day. >_<

Speaking of Lain. I watched the first episode last night. It was.....odd. Very odd. I missed bits of it, but what I did see I liked. I like the style that it is in. Nice concept too.

I just noticed what time it is: 6:07. Man, I just wasted an entire day. I have sat here the entire day looking around on the boards. Nothing else. I did re-read Kill Adam though. ^__^ Good story. Although it is kind of hard to follow if you haven't see Kill Bill or been in the Recruitment thing to see all the characters and stuff. *shrugs* It is still good.

Thanks to Japan86 I now know what those chat things are all about. I'm in one now. funness. well goodbye.

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Some Quiz results for you.


You are...a shrine.
You are...a shrine!

You're the ultimate source of information
for your favorite anime. User-friendly
and brightly colored, each shrine
manages to maintain its own identity while
still clearly belonging to theOtaku. Lately
you've been taking a back seat to all
the hype about myOtaky, but don't worry--you'll
still be holding strong when the novelty
of that has died down.


Which theOtaku site are you?
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Literature
You are Literature.
Your strength is your ability to understand human
nature, and you tend to equate truth and beauty
with humanity. You get along well with Poetry
and Drama.


What form of art are you?
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woot! I am a shrine. heh. I don't know 'bout that last one though. I lke humanity? Oh well. So I must go for now. It is time for eats.

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Thsoe chat things!

Here is a question. What are those chat things people are always talking about???? It is a bunch of OB people, that much I know. But how does one get into one of them? Also do they just say..."everyone be on at 6 pm" or something? Someone enlighten me please.

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I have decided to stop making my text so small. I can't read it. >_< So I just found out exactly who my newest-least-favorite-person-on-the-OB is. I noticed this kid coming around a while ago and spamming up the Sprite section and the Art/Design forum. His name is MetalSonic700. I now know he has another name: kyo no ryo. My how I did not like kyo. And now under his new name he deserves to be banned. Well....perhaps he doesn't. I don't like him so my opinion is biased. I do know that he just made an introduction (for the most part it was introduction) thread in the Lounge. Bah. enough of him.

I have decided to embark upon a mission. I want to get as many people on my 'friends' list as possible. Before today I had 5. Now I haave lots. I pretty much just went to all of the mods sites and added them. I added some for very particular reasons.

Baron because he is Baron. Good person overall. Very interesting mO. Out of everyone on the boards I would like to get to know him the most.

Mitch because of his poetry. That and I think that he must be cute. No one can be named Mitch and not be cute. heh. Don't blame me...I am a girl...so of course I use shallow reasons.

Raiha because I think she is quite funny. On her mO there is a prevalent sense of sarcasm. Plus I like her poetry !

James because he is who he is. I like his personality alot. Also he will help keep me in the loop of things. I never look anywhere but the Poetry, Art/Design, and Request forums. So James will fix that.

And everyone else because they have posted somewhere on my site. ^__^ I'm not sure why I just explained that to all of you.

Tonight when I got home I was in a mood that I am rarely in: nostalgic. Don't ask why. So I got into my comfy pj's and went looking into past threads. That and I got some Jello. I miss Jello. It's one of those things I remember so well from my childhood. And now I never eat it any more. Oh well.

In regards to the post under this: listen to Guster. I love them. They are kind of folk-artists yet not. They are rock too. They have keyboards and banjos and guitars and all this percussion so I don't really know what they are. But I do know that I love them. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

This is the most I have ever posted in one day on this site. Call me crazy, but today I have just felt attatched to it. I just want to keep coming back and write more and more. I mean, I realize that I have mainly been rambling on tonight, but I just can't make myself stop. ^__^

I only have about 10 posts till I am a junior member. That is crap. >_< I have been here since last August (I think) and I am still a newbie. Thank goodness I was never really a n00b. I am almost positive I have never spammed. Or at least I haven't gotten in trouble for it. ^__^ The only time I can remember ever getting in "trouble" by a mod was when Syk was closing a thread I had posted in. The people before me spammed so I posted something pretty much like this: "Just to let you know, you guys are spamming. Clean up the posts before Syk gets you." And get them he did. And when he was saying why he closed it he slyly mentioned me without mentioning me by saying "remember: posting in a thread to say there is spam is spam too." At least that is the gist of what he said.

I think I will go look around some more. I may be back. I might not. Goodnight all.

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Monday, January 5, 2004


"Careful"--Guster

And you walked out when I asked you to stay
As usual you will get your way
You closed the door and shuffled down to the street
Where you wring your hands
and drag your feet
Where the words can't find you
To crawl inside you
I'm ringing all the warning bells
Careful or you'll hurt yourself
Others lie, lie, lie, they adore you
I'll be the one to tell you
Careful or you'll hurt yourself
Gonna try, try, try till the morning comes
But you can't hide standing under these stars
They know everything, they know where you are
You're in your head, you're all turned around with it
And they're shining down their light to bring you back again
Back where I can find you
To crawl inside you
I'm ringing all the warning bells
Careful or you'll hurt yourself
Others lie, lie, lie, they adore you
I'll be the one to tell you
Careful or you'll hurt yourself
Gonna try, try, try till the morning comes
All you want to see is make believe
but way down underneath
I'm ringing all the warning bells
Careful you don't hurt yourself
Others lie, lie, lie, they adore you
I'll be the one to tell you
Careful or you'll hurt yourself
Gonna try, try, try till the morning comes

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Hullo there. I have just been piddling around today. I put up a background on here. Do you like it? Today is just another rainy monday. It was so warm this past week. I mean yesterday it was in the 60's all day long. It didn't feel like winter. We even turned the AC back on. But once again mother nature has decided to kick my butt and make it cold. So not only is it a rainy monday, it is a freezingly cold monday.

I mad my rounds to everybody's mO's this morning. I went to James' and Justin Blessing's and found the weirdest thing. Their sites were changed!! So cool. Then I read on James' that this guy named Mars did it. Then I noticed that Adam said something about it in his little speech things he does. I feel so behind. I need to come here more often. But does this mean that we will have the ability to change all of our settings on the new version? It would be so neat. I can't wait till v7 comes out on the boards. So many surprises in store for us. At least from what all of the admins keep saying, there will be. Can't wait.

So I found out that my mom has been checking up on me on the boards. I think she has started reading my posts and stuff. She may even read this. *looks around suspiciously* I hope not. But last night she said something about how I talk to people I meet in chatrooms (the boards are a chat room to her. -__-) and then she called me Haze Gundam. I was shocked. heh. Don't know why.

So I started writing a short story. I'm not sure if I have already said this, so I will say it again. I think you will like it. It needs work. I won't post it until I have at least 5 chapters written,(if it takes that many) and right now I am still on the prologue. -__- It has taken like a month to write it, but I think it is because I forgot about it for a while. *sweatdrop* I think it will be good.

Among other things I noticed today, my posts have become longer for the most part. I mean the last one takes up almost the entire page!! So I think I will stop this one here.

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Thursday, January 1, 2004


Happy New Year! I hope yours was great. I stayed home all night and finished up my wallpaper that took me 5 hours. And I don't think it is all that good. You see. Simply click here. Just make sure to zoom or something like that. I get to go to the movies tonight. I am trying to talk Leanne into going to see The Last Samurai. It looks really good. But we will probably wind up going to see the Peter Pan thing. Highly scary. Ah well.

So I have been thinking about it and I will finally sit down and write my shortstory. It prolly won't be that great. But hey, at least it will finaly be on paper, right? I may even post it here? *thinks* Nah. I'll make you lazy bums go to it. ^__^ Still listening to Yellowcard. You know, they really are a great band. Not anywhere close to The Mars Volta, but good nonetheless.

I have to miss the big New Years Day Bash!!!! *bursts out in tears* It was gonna be so good. These are the people that were gonna be there:
ON BROKEN WINGS--THE JUDAS CRADLE(CD RELEASE SHOW)--CANNAE--IF HOPE DIES--MY WAR/NAKATOMI PLAZA (AWESOME BANDS SPLITTING A SET)--ONE UP (CUTTHETENSION.COM/ONEUP)--HAVE HEART/TIME TO PAY(TWO GREAT OLD SCHOOL BANDS SPLITTING A SET)--BURNED OVER TIME--BLACK TIE TRAGEDY

All of them for just $10!! Can you believe it? Do you know how bad I want to go? But of course I forgot about it and told Leanne I would go to the movies with her. I know you are thinking, why can't I just skip out after teh movie? Well the movie starts at like 9:50 and then I foolishly agreed to spend the night. So now you think, Why not just call and say you won't be able to make it? Well, that would be wrong. Leanne called first. Plus we haven't done anything in like a month. And I can't just skip out on her like that. fyi. I have severe guilt complex. I mean I can't even cheat on tests or quizzes and stuff like that. But I think it will be ok so long as I get to see Last Samurai. ^^

wait.....I am ok now. I just noticed that XTRAITORX is coming back to town. Then the next night Bury Your Dead is comin once more. And on the 29th Glasseater is coming back. I am soooo happy!!!! *dances round teh computer* I can miss the new Years Day Bash if I can see those shows. So many good bands have started comin to town. I mean the first time Bury Your Dead came they were amazed. Usually we don't get lots of shows down here, so when one comes, EVERYBODY comes. It's like the HC family reunion. heh. But after they played they said they would add us in 2 more places on their tour. so they came back once they finished in FL, now they are coming back soon.

I just finished with my favorite poem. I posted it in the Daily Poems thread too.
there ya go. I need to go vaccum now.

down here under the stars
i feel free and completely undone.
never having to do anything
but sit and wait for them to take me home.
back home to space
where my life will be complete.
how i long to be up there once more,
back in the home i once knew.

they know what i am.
they know who i am.
never have to say a word
simply live and die
beside the stars i love.

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Wednesday, December 31, 2003


I have now decided that no one is going to help me along in my quest for a background. How do you put one up? I have asked everyone! I even went so far as to email Adam and ask. *angst* ah well.
So I found Trey. If you didn't know, He has been missing since I got home, which was on last saturday or sunday. Turns out he was at his grandfather's house. But I found him!! yay!!!
I am soooo bored right now. I don't feel like making wallpapers or cards. *shock* wait! I didn't say that!! .....................................
*dies from boredom* *I am dead.*

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