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Tuesday, March 2, 2004


Bweeeeeeeeeeeeee...
Wow. It has been a while since I posted anything of importance. ^^ I hope you all didn't miss it too much. *laughs at self* A bunch of stuff has happened since my last post. [#1]I got a new desk, for starters. It is so much bigger than my other one. It makes it loads easier to be 'organized'...meaning I have more space to just throw stuff someplace. ^^ In case you didn't know I am not the most organized person in the world.

#2: I finally finished StrikeGundam's banner. He asked for one about 2 months ago. And I just did ti last week. oops.

#3: I have regained faith. I was reading this book about this guy who is trying to become a saint. He is told to repeat this prayer 3,000 times a day. Well one night I started thinking about the book, and I began praying the prayer. I just started thinking really hard about what it actually meant, and began praying to the God that I now know is in myself. And I just felt something: intense joy, a natural ecstasy, something deep inside. I almost broke down in tears the joy was so great. I now have the philosophy that God is in all things. He is inside me, you, animals, plants, and everything in this world. You don't pray to something that is out in some unknown place. You pray to the God inside you. I realize most of you won't care about my new found religeon. But I think it is important.

The book I am reading is When We Were Saints by Han Nolan. And the simple prayer... Be still and know that I am God. Then you can go to "Be still and know that I am." and finally "Be still." I have never felt anything like it. It actually makes you a happier person too. Going to school now, I am happy. Not tired, not upset that I have to go. Just happy. Try it out. ^__^

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