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Vitals

Birthday
• 1987-07-15
Gender
• Female
Location
• Some place in the arms of my boyfriend...who doesn't exist...
Member Since
• 2004-01-30
Occupation
• I'm a trained assasin...muah ha ha ha!
Real Name
• Blaise.............................

Personal

Achievements
• Uh, piano...been playing for like...15 years...and I've never had a boyfriend!!!
Anime Fan Since
• 1992...I was a lil' innocent kid.
Favorite Anime
• Gimme Rurouni Kenshin...and I'll be happy.
Goals
• To be loved (LOL), to make some kind of difference in this world...isn't that why we're here? And..to be a good Christian.
Hobbies
• Camping, anime/manga collecting (Yu-Gi-Oh cards especially) drawing/watching/reading it, and I collect chopsticks, guitar picks, and credit cards. Actually, I collect anything really from A-Z...
Talents
• Piano...writing/poetry...drawing *I like to think that*...and yah...I'm out-going...and my own person.

myOtaku.com: HeartOfSword

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Sunday, April 11, 2004

More songs...lemme know what you all think!
Fallen
I messed up again.
Tried to get it right,
But got it all wrong
In the end.
Tears fall slowly
As I grasp
The full effect
Of my mistake.
I can’t believe
I’ve hurt you again.

Fallen down and cannot see,
I’m blinded by my misery.
I tried to swim, I tried to fly,
But lost my way and now,
You think less of me.

Finally made my way
Up to the top.
Then the ladder
Falls from beneath me.
Time to climb again,
And earn back your respect.
But what if I can’t,
And it’s lost forever.
I can’t believe
I’ve hurt you again.

Fallen down and cannot see,
I’m blinded by my misery.
I tried to swim, I tried to fly,
But lost my way and now,
You think less of me.

Fall back
On my mistakes.
Fight back
To gain your trust.
I’m sorry,
Please forgive me.
Help me
Get it right.

Fallen down and cannot see,
I’m blinded by my misery.
I tried to swim, I tried to fly,
But lost my way and now,
You think less of me.

Help me
Get it right.

and this is the other one...

The Perfect Letdown – Last Words
Words flow slowly onto paper
As I write my last goodbye.
My dreams are shattered,
And they’re lost forever.
Sign the final seal on to the page,
Closing tightly these final gasps.
Left on the tabletop
Is my final fate.
Where do I go now?
Will you miss me?

You’ve never cried once over me.
To you I’m just another mistake,
All one big letdown overall,
And I can’t take it anymore.

Crimson tears fall from my heart.
It all flashes before my eyes.
Now my hope is gone
And it’s lost forever.
I think I’ve finally lost my life.
All that remains is an empty shell.
Without my soul,
I’m all but hollow.
Where do I go now?
Will you miss me?

You’ve never cried once over me.
To you I’m just another mistake,
All one big letdown overall,
And I can’t take it anymore.

I’m dying now,
Can’t you see?
There’s nothing left
For me to live for.
Fallen down,
I’m broken now.
What’s to gain by holding on?
I’m just going to let it all go.
Maybe then you’ll finally see
Just how much you’ve tormented me.

You’ve never cried once over me.
To you I’m just another mistake,
All one big letdown overall,
And I can’t take it anymore.

All one big letdown.

Wee...so that's it. Am I good? Or do I suck totally?
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Sunday, April 4, 2004

Duh...I'm going to come out as Cancer..that only HAPPENS to be my REAL ZODIAC SIGN!

theOtaku.com: What is Your Anime Zodiac?
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Monday, March 22, 2004

Yay...I'm Ryoko! She's sooo my favorite character from Tenchi Muyo! Ah...this made my day...all the way! Yah baby...

theOtaku.com: What Tenchi Muyo Girl Are You?
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Wee....
Weee....obsession with old video games...like I'm still playing Castlevania: Symphony of the Night - Good GAME!!! Alucard...*sigh*...anyway...
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Friday, March 19, 2004

Ok...hate this game...but yah...this is really NOT who I am...I turned out as like...five hundred different people...there aren't even that many characters...give me Tekken any day...over THIS...GAME....

theOtaku.com: What Soul Calibur 2 Character Are You?
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Thursday, March 18, 2004

Am I Weird?
I have this sneaking suspicion that I'm weird...I LOVE to do homework. and I can absolutely ramble on about nothing...whenever I want to. It's really strange. But yah...that's just me. Anyway...I'm feeling better. Everyone was sooo sweet to me! LOL. Anyway...back to my good ol' self. Keep yo' head up.
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Monday, March 15, 2004

Um k...
Hum...K...feeling better. Not as depressed...even though I'm fighting it. But I don't plan on quitting...ever. I've got too many people that like me...*smile* Thanks for the comments and a "hang in there." I'm going to keep kicking until I come out of this.
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Sunday, March 14, 2004

I'm soooo....
Hm...I realized I hadn't posted for a good 8 days. So here's a post. And, if you read this, I guarantee it ain't going to make you feel any better. Right now, I'm really depressed. Not suicidal, but yah...I'm like at that point where I feel everything I'm doing is wrong, my life is horrible, I hate my life, hate myself, and everything anyone ever thought they knew about me is a lie. I'm so lost...and I was in a good mood for a week...and not it's gone. I've fallen...
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Saturday, March 6, 2004

La diddly doop squat...
Ah, I have been in a good mood since Wednesday. I don't really know why...maybe because I've finally let go of my "ex" - LOL. And, that I'm just thinking right now...to **** with guys. All they do is confuse you and mess your brain up. But, that's besides the point. I feel freeeeeee and able to breathe. It's a rather nice feeling. I've been depressed like all of this year and it wasn't good. I'll tell a story about it sometime because even my friends don't know the whole story. So, I'm really excited about being in such a positive mood. Like, my outlook on life has gone to "there's a reason you're here and God loves you for who you are." It's great. And, music is the best thing in the world...Right now I'm obsessed with so many different groups it's hard to keep track. Oh, has anyone heard of 12 Stones? They're awesome and my friend (the one I stole the capo from...muah ha ha ha) says their Christian. Yay for that. Apparently, one of the members from 12 Stones (Paul McCoy or something like that) did "Bring Me To Life" with Evanescence. Isn't that sweet? Oh, and yah...I had this secular music ban for thirty days...but, first thing that went in my player was Meteora (Linkin Park for all you losers that don't know that). I was so in heaven...I am definitely rambling tonight. ^_^ What can I say though? I'm HAPPY!!!
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Friday, March 5, 2004

Ok...why do I keep turning out to be FUU??? Yah, she's my favorite from Rayearth, but what's that got to do with anything?

You're Fuu!

What Clamp Girl are you?
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