myOtaku.com: HeartOfSword

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1987-07-15
Gender
• Female
Location
• Some place in the arms of my boyfriend...who doesn't exist...
Member Since
• 2004-01-30
Occupation
• I'm a trained assasin...muah ha ha ha!
Real Name
• Blaise.............................

Personal

Achievements
• Uh, piano...been playing for like...15 years...and I've never had a boyfriend!!!
Anime Fan Since
• 1992...I was a lil' innocent kid.
Favorite Anime
• Gimme Rurouni Kenshin...and I'll be happy.
Goals
• To be loved (LOL), to make some kind of difference in this world...isn't that why we're here? And..to be a good Christian.
Hobbies
• Camping, anime/manga collecting (Yu-Gi-Oh cards especially) drawing/watching/reading it, and I collect chopsticks, guitar picks, and credit cards. Actually, I collect anything really from A-Z...
Talents
• Piano...writing/poetry...drawing *I like to think that*...and yah...I'm out-going...and my own person.

myOtaku.com: HeartOfSword

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Oi!
Oi...so I got into this phone conversation with Kataryu one day and we were talking about whatever...I don't even remember, and she called me Matt, who would be her younger brother. Do you know how offensive that is? Although, I have been looking for an excuse to get this split personality thing going, and since I've always wanted to be a guy, this works out great. I guess you could call me Schizophrenic, but that wouldn't technically be correct since 1) I have soooo many different personalities and 2) I haven't been diagnosed...so what am I going on about? Gee, I dunno. But, I honestly do feel like there are two me's. It's kinda creepy and it all goes back to this one time in my life when all I wanted to do was hurt myself or die. Please don't ask, 'cuz I'll probably talk about it later. So, we now have two personalities, well, we always did, we just never talked about them in public before, did we? Hm...so, personality numero uno is Blaise - she's cute, friendly, sweet, ditzy, funny, positive, and loves life. And then there's drastically different personality numero dos who will be Matt as Kataryu so kindly named it - "he" is dark, anti-social, morbid, cunning, sarcastic, negative, and absolutely despises life to the millionth degree. Bet you didn't know I had two extremes living in my head? Isn't it great....

That was totally gay...my mom pissed me off so bad today. She was acting all pathetic about her foot and was complaining about how it hurts and blah blah blah, nobody cares about me and why doesn't someone take me to the hospital. Just totally being a victim. And then, she decided to take it out on us, and that just wrecked my day...entirely.

That would be the kind of post my other persona would say...wooo...this is going to be fun and confusing. But, nice thing is is that I don't let my bad side talk that often, which is a good thing because it'll keep me sane and make you all less confused as if I haven't confused you enough already.

Who likes the LP layout? I love it and Rob is the bomb. They play all this dark depressing junk that just really gets me in an aggressive mood and I just feel like running around smashing stuff, except then I'd have to pay for whatever I smashed.

Mmmmk....leaving now.

No, wait, I didn't talk about the living in cemeteries and playing with bones all day...

Oooh ooh, and today, I watched part of the Super Gals series...it is so hysterically funny.

Shut up. It's the dumbest thing ever.

No, it isn't. It's funny. Even my brothers were watching it.

As if that wasn't totally lame. Loser.

*cries*

*laughs evilly*

Awww...I made myself cry.
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