Wednesday, June 22, 2005

   feelin hope
yesterday was an awesome day, i hanged out with cory, mike and dave and they played some rad songs for me...then suprisly nick stoped by the one that knows sean and he showed up with dudes one named zack and two another ones i didt know! ~ it was a pretty cool experience!~ and zack happend to be smokin hot! umm we hanged out for a couple hours fooled around, we had many laughs, talked...cracked jokes the usual thing to do!! it brighted up my day cuz the another day i was havin a bad day! cuz i miss alex so bad and all, and i didt talk to joey lately or ivan...and brad ignoring me and all, and chris krieg blockin me for no parent reason ( just for his fun ) ... and so forth in which i will not name, monday was a pretty bad day for me. but yesterday was not so bad!~ of cource i got into an argument with my parents for all the troble and screwed up plans, like dave was suppost to drive me home and he couldt ( there it goes another change in plans ha) but anywayz i had to call my mom and have her pick me up but she got mad cuz she thought i had a ride and didt feel like drivin out 4miles out of her way so... then i finally was talkin to zack to see if he would drive me home and all the mix plans made my mom mad and she said i couldt go to corys for a while!~ of cource i didt tell cory what she said, but zack didt mind drivin me home and bring the rest of the gang with him! but it was pretty rad, i had a pretty cool time...im just waitin for church im gonna see how it goes im gonna see if i can bring my friend heather! and hopefully me and joey will have time to talk and spend time together since i havent talked to him latley!...we will see how it goes....with all this forth play im kinda worried that there is gonna be some dramatic changes. one that i cant stand to have taken away, and this throb in my heart and its mackin me a bit worried, we will c how this goes! just maybe it will go away all in time and everything will be back in order in no time! ~ i guess just sometimes im scared to lose something i already have.
heather-marie
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