Tuesday, June 28, 2005

   here is a poem or lyrics w/e u want a call it which i wrote
i threw everything out with in,
everything we made was throw away for me to bare
the notes are torn the poems where deleted
i feel this range inside and its givin me the time to want to leave it all behind
my best friend i found out was only a fake that the past 8 years i knew her where a sistuation i soon now know was all to suriel to be real
my first love was like a game that we played he left one day haten me but came back the next day lovin me and this game went around again in circles we kept playin this game over and over again
bringing back all the things that im faced with
it was like a rock hit my heart and strung out the the pieces that needed to be mended...
and all that i waited for, was all ready there
we sat around waitin for nothing wasting time away, while people where dieing why friendships where breakin, people where changin, we where growing apart from the very start and all this time we where wastin time away like it was nothing new...
and oh my love ran dry to many times it left me cryin with devestatin tears
hopeless smiles i beggin to wounder if they ever where real,
all the friendships i made, where they ever made to still exsist?
people movin, people drifftin away from one another, another day
in a love hate sistuation, with time tickin slowly on are hands
is this what we made it in to? lookin back at the past that i feel somethin is missing
but what do i know? im sittin hear chockin it up!
and my love i had for him, all he needed to do was open a lil more up, i wanted to hear his voice out loud, he just needed to slow it slow it down, but he took my heart back and exploded it in to peices, now how could he go and do somethin like that?....
and love that was promised time and time again, never even came close to lastin!
but just for tonight i dont want to look back on all that, i want you to say to me that u will never leave, and if u cant promise me that at least lie to me and say u never will......cuz right now im sharing all of these things, and i riped my heart out just to bring this to you.
written by heather marie

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