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umm . . . hi. i live in hell. of course its hell. its casa grande what do you expect! its always hot! i'm a boring person but my fiance CODY doesn't believe me. i'm also fat, ugly, dumb, and a loser but CODY and people say i'm not and say i'm thin, pretty, smart, and cool but they're liars of course. I'M KIDDING!!! i wasn't suppose to bash myself like that. i know i'm not fat, ugly, dumb, or a loser . . . i guess i'm not boring either. but i'm always quiet so i don't know why cody says i'm not. so yeah . . . i'm 17 and i'm a senior at cguhs. im also happily engaged to my lovely fiance, cody sylvester. even though its been only a few months, i'm very loyal and commited to this relationship and ready for anything. i always have an angry look on my face and people are afraid to say something to me. i'm not always angry. and i also have that "i hate the world" attitude but i don't. i'm a nice person you can get to know and i'm friends with any group/style. i hate it when i'm judged by appearence. just because i wear black, wear black makeup, and have black hair doesn't mean i'm evil and i worship the devil. seriously, get a life! i don't have a favorite color. only a shade and thats black. i like to draw. its one of my favorite things to do and hopefully i'll become an art teacher one day but i need to learn how to paint first. i don't really like painting. if that doesn't work then i'll be a tattoo artist. thats about me.


Wednesday, July 25, 2007


   what is wrong with me?
seriously. i don't know whats wrong with me. one minute i'm fine then the next i get really angry for no reason at all. it makes me want to break shit or hurt myself. sometimes i even cry. i was told it was trauma from my past. then again i was told i might be bipolar since it runs in the family. but what do i know. i hate being angry.
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